(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); My best friend was found dead at a park in northern AZ. He had OD'd from heroin. I hadn't seen him for about 2 and a half months. My friend called me and told me. He had been told that he was with someone and the person saw him OD and ran off without calling cops or anything to try to save him. When someone finally found him he was already dead.

It's ****ed up because last time I saw him we had got into a fight over me being a dumbass. I feel like this is all my fault. Ive known him for so long I never thought he would die like this. I really do think this is all my fault because right after the fight he got in his car and drove off and no one saw him since then until now.

I dont know. I'm going to try to pay for his funeral, but I really don't have a job. All I do is sell weed. I hate this because now his whole family hates me now for all of this. I didn't mean for him to die. I dont know what to do. I never thought that he would just die like that. He had never done heroin before this that I know of.

Just gotta keep your head up & move on bro. Can't change what's already happened.

It's not your fault, you only feel as if it is because of the last time you spoke. Just gotta keep your head up & stay optimistic. :y:

I have had quite a few friends die from ODs so I understand what it is like to lose someone close to that. You can't blame yourself though for what he had done.....he has his own mind and made his own conscious decision. You need to accept that fact so that you don't let it eat at you.

There wasn't anything that you could have done.

Defo not your fault mate. keep your head up high. People have obv spoken to him since ye last spoke.
All you can do now is think about the memories ye had together good and bad. just laugh about it.

It's not your fault man, it's his fault if he OD's over you being a dumbass :carling:

Seriously though, he probably just had a little too much and didn't realize it.

If I hear who left him like that will be dead. I mean this. I promise on my mothers grave.

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Also I have heard that dying from OD on heroin you don't even feel you dying. So at least he might have not felt it.

Head up, Look forward to the future, all you can do.

Life is tough, keep moving forward.

His family can think what they like. How is it your fault that he overdosed on heroin? If its anybodies fault its his families for letting him get into that position. Stop feeling sorry for him and start standing up for yourself. It was never your responsibility to watch out for him it was his families and the best thing you can do is make sure they know that fact.