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So basically I'm 17 next month which means I'm old enough to drive. That got me thinking, Oh My God!! I can drive. I'm in 5th Year in school, for people in USA or UK that means I have 1 year left because you finish school in 6th year in Ireland. Then I thought ..Oh My God!! I only have one year left in school.
I know it may seem weird to some of you but I love school, you're with your friends all the time and you have fun..well for me anyway, I make the best of it. So anyway back to my point i have one year left in school, I have no idea what I want to do or where to go after secondary school. I still have my leaving cert to do next year which basically determines what course you do. But I love my life right now as of this second, Playing video games, going out with friends, just hanging with friends..But In a year or so that's gonna be gone. Yeah I'll have new friends but It just wont be the same.

I remember when I was about 8, I used to wait for my dad to come home everyday from work so we could play Zelda: Majora's Mask together on N64. It scared me, for those of you who played it before, when link changed his mask it scared me. I loved it so much, Playing Super Mario 64, Paper Mario. All Nintendo games, It was magnificent. Then again it only feels like yesterday, of course my young life wasn't perfect I have bad memories and good memories, but even the bad memories make me remember when I was younger.

Christmas best time of the year in my opionion, snowing outside, inside playing games everyone in the family took part. Christmas Eve possible best day of the year? Waiting to go asleep so the next morning will come. Its just amazing.

Look basically I'm not looking for people to Go 'Awhhh'..Or anything its just. Its just after dawning on me.. I dont want to grow up .

It sucks ass. Simply the fact that everything hits you at once. The fact that you can never go back to those times you loved, the fact that everything in life from here is work, the fact that everything you do has an effect on your future. How you decide to deal with it, is the ultimate factor in whether you are fine with it or not. Pick a good way to do it. I took a darker path...

What path is that??

Drugs and drinking....

Man, i feel you completely i don't want to go to a new high school which is John Ed no friends,no laughs and no fun atleast im not alone.

The worst thing is going to bed early for santa and then realising he doesn't exist.

Joking aside, it get's worse. Looking for job, paying tax, paying money left right and centre, your school friends moving on. It's good when you can first drive and you have a car, but then it's Tax, MOT, Petrol repairs, or money money money money. I've been driving a couple months and I hate filling my car up. The money zooms up, the litres slowly follow. I still love driving though.

ya man i feel ya i feel this way and im only 15, i started out the year loving life and it be the best time of my life, partying, doing what i wanted, but then i smoked weed and everything seemd like it changed, ever since then ive felt depressed and like life doesnt matter, i think alot of its in my head but still

I'm 26 and I still remember being a 10 year old. Your memories will stay with you!

Always live each day like your last and make the best out of every situation...

Ya sometimes it makes me sad thinking about all the happy memories and how everything has changed, it makes me depressed