Post: About to give up!
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04-03-2013, 05:02 PM
#1
Ace
Former Staff Member
Not many of you know I've been faced with depression for a month now, an I think its time to come out! Few have noticed that I've stopped gaming as much as I use to, an all together stopped talking to friends. I've lost my job, no car an about to give up on everything. Honestly this site makes me happy, not too many people are irritant on here. For a few weeks now I have no one to go to or talk to, I feel like I'm crazy! I feel like I'm in a dream an wanna tare my skin off, I don't even feel like I'm not even in my own body. I've tried about everything to stop this, this site helps me get away from things an there are such nice people on here. But I don't know how much longer I can take of this, I cry every night, can't sleep an I haven't gotten much sleep. I don't feel like i'm my self anymore an can't take much more. All I have is hope an I need help. Sorry if this is a waste of time to post.
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
Members that helped very much! I thank you!
You must login or register to view this content. Posting more soon, I thank you guys! I've opened up a shop so I can get money to go to a doctor: You must login or register to view this content. Thank you for your the wonderful help!
I have just recovered from the Hospital (ER) last night they gave me meds an I may be back on a good rode again to the right track I hope
Everyone one of your post gives me more Confidence, IF anybody would like to pm , please do!
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
Members that helped very much! I thank you!
You must login or register to view this content. Posting more soon, I thank you guys! I've opened up a shop so I can get money to go to a doctor: You must login or register to view this content. Thank you for your the wonderful help!
I have just recovered from the Hospital (ER) last night they gave me meds an I may be back on a good rode again to the right track I hope
Everyone one of your post gives me more Confidence, IF anybody would like to pm , please do!
04-04-2013, 01:51 AM
#11
SneakyJewTheScammer
Banned
Originally posted by Nations
Not many of you know I've been faced with depression for a month now, an I think its time to come out! Few have noticed that I've stopped gaming as much as I use to, an all together stopped talking to friends. I've lost my job, no car an about to give up on everything. Honestly this site makes me happy, not too many people are irritant on here. For a few weeks now I have no one to go to or talk to, I feel like I'm crazy! I feel like I'm in a dream an wanna tare my skin off, I don't even feel like I'm not even in my own body. I've tried about everything to stop this, this site helps me get away from things an there are such nice people on here. But I don't know how much longer I can take of this, I cry every night, can't sleep an I haven't gotten much sleep. I don't feel like i'm my self anymore an can't take much more. All I have is hope an I need help. Sorry if this is a waste of time to post.
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
Trust me gaming does give ppl depression lately I don't feel like playing games really starting to hate em takes way to much time from you're life... I've reached a point in my life where I wanna do other things then just play video games. I wanna spend time with family and friends and do other things... like the person above me said go outside and go biking or something it does help.But stay strong man
hope it works out for you
04-04-2013, 02:42 AM
#12
Rath
Today Will Be Different
I don't tell people that I'm depressed, but in the end I've learned to cope with it. And honestly I've moved from being down to having anger management issues in recent years. Sadly there really isn't much for you to do besides getting professional help and seeing a psychologist, however I personally refuse to do that. But I will tell you this the one thing that makes me feel good is smoking marijuana, which I haven't done in two years since I've been job hunting on and off in the meantime.
But the best thing you can do is keep your head up, ignore the things that upset you or set you off and keep on keeping on. And don't let it rule your life like it already has somewhat. At one point I let it get the best of me which caused me to fail a grade which in turn caused me to not attend school, which is bad because I haven't formally dropped out and have no intention. But I know that if I go back I'll be one of the oldest students enrolled, plus being an adult in high school is a bit embarrassing.
Just keep on keeping on, get some help and just find some people to talk to who actually care and get things off your chest and you'll feel better. :y:
But the best thing you can do is keep your head up, ignore the things that upset you or set you off and keep on keeping on. And don't let it rule your life like it already has somewhat. At one point I let it get the best of me which caused me to fail a grade which in turn caused me to not attend school, which is bad because I haven't formally dropped out and have no intention. But I know that if I go back I'll be one of the oldest students enrolled, plus being an adult in high school is a bit embarrassing.
Just keep on keeping on, get some help and just find some people to talk to who actually care and get things off your chest and you'll feel better. :y:
04-04-2013, 02:53 AM
#13
Jango
I love my kitteh
Originally posted by Nations
Not many of you know I've been faced with depression for a month now, an I think its time to come out! Few have noticed that I've stopped gaming as much as I use to, an all together stopped talking to friends. I've lost my job, no car an about to give up on everything. Honestly this site makes me happy, not too many people are irritant on here. For a few weeks now I have no one to go to or talk to, I feel like I'm crazy! I feel like I'm in a dream an wanna tare my skin off, I don't even feel like I'm not even in my own body. I've tried about everything to stop this, this site helps me get away from things an there are such nice people on here. But I don't know how much longer I can take of this, I cry every night, can't sleep an I haven't gotten much sleep. I don't feel like i'm my self anymore an can't take much more. All I have is hope an I need help. Sorry if this is a waste of time to post.
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
What about family? Is there no family to talk to?
04-04-2013, 03:13 AM
#14
ZombieCamo_X
Grunt
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04-04-2013, 03:25 AM
#15
Chaz
Tremble Underfoot
Originally posted by Nations
Not many of you know I've been faced with depression for a month now, an I think its time to come out! Few have noticed that I've stopped gaming as much as I use to, an all together stopped talking to friends. I've lost my job, no car an about to give up on everything. Honestly this site makes me happy, not too many people are irritant on here. For a few weeks now I have no one to go to or talk to, I feel like I'm crazy! I feel like I'm in a dream an wanna tare my skin off, I don't even feel like I'm not even in my own body. I've tried about everything to stop this, this site helps me get away from things an there are such nice people on here. But I don't know how much longer I can take of this, I cry every night, can't sleep an I haven't gotten much sleep. I don't feel like i'm my self anymore an can't take much more. All I have is hope an I need help. Sorry if this is a waste of time to post.
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
Stuff like this isn't a waste of time my friend. I know what it's like to go through
depression, and it's a tough thing to handle because it makes you feel so isolated.
Honestly, it's my personal belief that severe depression can happen to anyone. It's affected
my schoolwork and GPA here at college, but I'm starting to make a rebound
and make some changes that I think are going to help me out. What I'm trying
to say is that, things aren't going to be 100% perfect. They do get better though.
I'm very fortunate to have my girlfriend by my side and she is extremely supportive
of me and understands that I get depressed very easily.
Quite honestly, I can't even control my emotions sometimes. The slightest
thing can make me feel lonely and isolated. Like I said, it's tough to deal with
alone, but you have friends on here. Don't be afraid to talk, it feels better to keep
everything bottled up inside, but in reality its best to try and find someone to talk
to. If you need anything, ever, shoot
me a PM. I'm always around. :y:
04-04-2013, 09:42 AM
#17
Soldier.
The Legend
Originally posted by Nations
Not many of you know I've been faced with depression for a month now, an I think its time to come out! Few have noticed that I've stopped gaming as much as I use to, an all together stopped talking to friends. I've lost my job, no car an about to give up on everything. Honestly this site makes me happy, not too many people are irritant on here. For a few weeks now I have no one to go to or talk to, I feel like I'm crazy! I feel like I'm in a dream an wanna tare my skin off, I don't even feel like I'm not even in my own body. I've tried about everything to stop this, this site helps me get away from things an there are such nice people on here. But I don't know how much longer I can take of this, I cry every night, can't sleep an I haven't gotten much sleep. I don't feel like i'm my self anymore an can't take much more. All I have is hope an I need help. Sorry if this is a waste of time to post.
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
I have been here too bro! If you really feel like you have nobody to talk to, then talk to a doctor. There is always someone out there willing to listen and talking about your problems can usually begin to relieve the stress.
Never give up! There is strength in all of us bro!!
04-04-2013, 01:32 PM
#18
NeedaLifeSoon
Retired Life
Originally posted by Nations
Thank you, I will atleast save a life or do something good for the world before I pass.
If you want to do something good and save someone, then save yourself.
If you post a thread like this and talk about suicide, then it's likely that's all you're thinking about lately.
You are living in your own head. And won't let anyone else in that can help you.
Telling a bunch of strangers is a start, but we can't really help you.
You have developed a disease and it's going to kill you if you don't seek medical attention.
No one that realized they had a potentially fatal disease would feel ashamed for seeking medical help.
Get out of your own head for a moment and consider what you are planning and how it would effect others in your life.
You are in pain, it's caused by an illness that can be medically treated, seek medical help now.
04-04-2013, 05:11 PM
#19
Just4Hax
"I will speak ill of
Originally posted by Nations
Not many of you know I've been faced with depression for a month now, an I think its time to come out! Few have noticed that I've stopped gaming as much as I use to, an all together stopped talking to friends. I've lost my job, no car an about to give up on everything. Honestly this site makes me happy, not too many people are irritant on here. For a few weeks now I have no one to go to or talk to, I feel like I'm crazy! I feel like I'm in a dream an wanna tare my skin off, I don't even feel like I'm not even in my own body. I've tried about everything to stop this, this site helps me get away from things an there are such nice people on here. But I don't know how much longer I can take of this, I cry every night, can't sleep an I haven't gotten much sleep. I don't feel like i'm my self anymore an can't take much more. All I have is hope an I need help. Sorry if this is a waste of time to post.
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
Sincerely,
Nations(Yexw)
Don't know if I can offer any help, but I guess I will try. I recently learned that I suffer from some anxiety and depression myself.
The first thing that will help is talking to others about how you are feeling. Opening up will help more than you think. After this you may desire to seek professional help to see if it's a medical issue. If so you can be placed under antidepressants. I have been taking antidepressants for about 6-7 weeks now and I will tell you that they work really well. You don't feel different per-say, but it stops the overwhelming thoughts and takes the edge off.
If you want to just talk about everything PM me and we can chat on Skype or whatever. Anonymity is a great thing
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