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09-27-2013, 04:48 PM
#1
Novelette
The Anthem
I'm going to share with you, my experience. I've played on just about every console out there, even the old ones; ever since I was a kid really. Gaming has been a hobby (is it even considered one?) of mine for basically a giant chunk of my life. School is something I've been slacking at back in the day, though I am smart. I just don't apply it and the work ethic wasn't there. My mind was there though. Sophomore year was hell for me, I failed classes. Junior year and Senior year was my best because I attended the School of Environmental Studies and I tell you, I loved it. I went to field studies like Northern Minnesota and even Australia. It's a more difficult high school but I learned a lot and don't regret going there. It was tough making up credits from Sophomore year and I still have three to make up. Currently I can't because I'm in the process of moving and dropped out of my make-up classes. I've been helping out my mom move, she 50 years-old and I can't just let her do it by herself. A couple months back I lost my job I've had for 4 years, had no clear view of college, and on top of that my girlfriend broke up with me. I've never felt that low before. I hit rock-bottom. I'm still just trying to finish credits but it's tough when your family doesn't help you, hell my friends don't even. I'm literally on my own, I've been trying so hard to bring myself up and at this point I can't do anything but wait. I signed myself up for another program that doesn't start until November really. I might end up meeting death before then. I've thought about suicide many times, and attempting it? Just once.. Last night was a really horrible night mentally. I called a suicide hotline (1-800-SUICIDE), walked hours outside in the cold not knowing where to go, and even called the cops on myself because I needed help. I know what kind of community NGU attracts. I just want to say that don't lose focus. Go to school and don't attach yourself to games. I have everything a gamer desires these days: a gaming PC, PVR, XBOX, PS3, and games. I'm not proud of that. I can't stress, education is so important. I have no one else to look to, so I'm telling you all of this. Don't be like me. To think.. Someone that's happy, plays drums, piano, loves to be outdoors, bike, and hang-out just falls into a downward spiral and almost ends up taking their own life. Don't take things for granted, they may disappear. My ex told me she wouldn't leave me, at least for a long time that is. But she did, I lost my last of everything, prior to losing my job and education. I'm just an 18 year old (19 on Oct 19th, omg golden birthday yolosweg) that wants to simply go to college.. My dream is to attend Northland College in Ashland, Wisconsin and major in Environmental Geosciences. Guys, kids, gals: focus. Don't lose sight of that leaf (goal) that flows down that river, embrace the journey and go grab it. It won't stop for you.
Thank you kindly.
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09-27-2013, 05:59 PM
#2
Mr Grumpy
< ^ > < ^ >
Originally posted by aClubSandwich
Being a member here since the start of 2009, I feel like I can trust this site. Though I'll admit, it has changed.
I'm going to share with you, my experience. I've played on just about every console out there, even the old ones; ever since I was a kid really. Gaming has been a hobby (is it even considered one?) of mine for basically a giant chunk of my life. School is something I've been slacking at back in the day, though I am smart. I just don't apply it and the work ethic wasn't there. My mind was there though. Sophomore year was hell for me, I failed classes. Junior year and Senior year was my best because I attended the School of Environmental Studies and I tell you, I loved it. I went to field studies like Northern Minnesota and even Australia. It's a more difficult high school but I learned a lot and don't regret going there. It was tough making up credits from Sophomore year and I still have three to make up. Currently I can't because I'm in the process of moving and dropped out of my make-up classes. I've been helping out my mom move, she 50 years-old and I can't just let her do it by herself. A couple months back I lost my job I've had for 4 years, had no clear view of college, and on top of that my girlfriend broke up with me. I've never felt that low before. I hit rock-bottom. I'm still just trying to finish credits but it's tough when your family doesn't help you, hell my friends don't even. I'm literally on my own, I've been trying so hard to bring myself up and at this point I can't do anything but wait. I signed myself up for another program that doesn't start until November really. I might end up meeting death before then. I've thought about suicide many times, and attempting it? Just once.. Last night was a really horrible night mentally. I called a suicide hotline (1-800-SUICIDE), walked hours outside in the cold not knowing where to go, and even called the cops on myself because I needed help. I know what kind of community NGU attracts. I just want to say that don't lose focus. Go to school and don't attach yourself to games. I have everything a gamer desires these days: a gaming PC, PVR, XBOX, PS3, and games. I'm not proud of that. I can't stress, education is so important. I have no one else to look to, so I'm telling you all of this. Don't be like me. To think.. Someone that's happy, plays drums, piano, loves to be outdoors, bike, and hang-out just falls into a downward spiral and almost ends up taking their own life. Don't take things for granted, they may disappear. My ex told me she wouldn't leave me, at least for a long time that is. But she did, I lost my last of everything, prior to losing my job and education. I'm just an 18 year old (19 on Oct 19th, omg golden birthday yolosweg) that wants to simply go to college.. My dream is to attend Northland College in Ashland, Wisconsin and major in Environmental Geosciences. Guys, kids, gals: focus. Don't lose sight of that leaf (goal) that flows down that river, embrace the journey and go grab it. It won't stop for you.
Thank you kindly.
I'm going to share with you, my experience. I've played on just about every console out there, even the old ones; ever since I was a kid really. Gaming has been a hobby (is it even considered one?) of mine for basically a giant chunk of my life. School is something I've been slacking at back in the day, though I am smart. I just don't apply it and the work ethic wasn't there. My mind was there though. Sophomore year was hell for me, I failed classes. Junior year and Senior year was my best because I attended the School of Environmental Studies and I tell you, I loved it. I went to field studies like Northern Minnesota and even Australia. It's a more difficult high school but I learned a lot and don't regret going there. It was tough making up credits from Sophomore year and I still have three to make up. Currently I can't because I'm in the process of moving and dropped out of my make-up classes. I've been helping out my mom move, she 50 years-old and I can't just let her do it by herself. A couple months back I lost my job I've had for 4 years, had no clear view of college, and on top of that my girlfriend broke up with me. I've never felt that low before. I hit rock-bottom. I'm still just trying to finish credits but it's tough when your family doesn't help you, hell my friends don't even. I'm literally on my own, I've been trying so hard to bring myself up and at this point I can't do anything but wait. I signed myself up for another program that doesn't start until November really. I might end up meeting death before then. I've thought about suicide many times, and attempting it? Just once.. Last night was a really horrible night mentally. I called a suicide hotline (1-800-SUICIDE), walked hours outside in the cold not knowing where to go, and even called the cops on myself because I needed help. I know what kind of community NGU attracts. I just want to say that don't lose focus. Go to school and don't attach yourself to games. I have everything a gamer desires these days: a gaming PC, PVR, XBOX, PS3, and games. I'm not proud of that. I can't stress, education is so important. I have no one else to look to, so I'm telling you all of this. Don't be like me. To think.. Someone that's happy, plays drums, piano, loves to be outdoors, bike, and hang-out just falls into a downward spiral and almost ends up taking their own life. Don't take things for granted, they may disappear. My ex told me she wouldn't leave me, at least for a long time that is. But she did, I lost my last of everything, prior to losing my job and education. I'm just an 18 year old (19 on Oct 19th, omg golden birthday yolosweg) that wants to simply go to college.. My dream is to attend Northland College in Ashland, Wisconsin and major in Environmental Geosciences. Guys, kids, gals: focus. Don't lose sight of that leaf (goal) that flows down that river, embrace the journey and go grab it. It won't stop for you.
Thank you kindly.
Hey man, NGU will always be w/ you. Just get a part time until college starts. Maybe do some self teaching online too. IDK about your country but over here in the UK we can get a few benefits/govt funding if we're struggling. You'll do great man just don't loose yourself or resort to drugs.
09-28-2013, 10:32 PM
#3
ResistTheSun
In Flames Much?
Originally posted by aClubSandwich
Being a member here since the start of 2009, I feel like I can trust this site. Though I'll admit, it has changed.
I'm going to share with you, my experience. I've played on just about every console out there, even the old ones; ever since I was a kid really. Gaming has been a hobby (is it even considered one?) of mine for basically a giant chunk of my life. School is something I've been slacking at back in the day, though I am smart. I just don't apply it and the work ethic wasn't there. My mind was there though. Sophomore year was hell for me, I failed classes. Junior year and Senior year was my best because I attended the School of Environmental Studies and I tell you, I loved it. I went to field studies like Northern Minnesota and even Australia. It's a more difficult high school but I learned a lot and don't regret going there. It was tough making up credits from Sophomore year and I still have three to make up. Currently I can't because I'm in the process of moving and dropped out of my make-up classes. I've been helping out my mom move, she 50 years-old and I can't just let her do it by herself. A couple months back I lost my job I've had for 4 years, had no clear view of college, and on top of that my girlfriend broke up with me. I've never felt that low before. I hit rock-bottom. I'm still just trying to finish credits but it's tough when your family doesn't help you, hell my friends don't even. I'm literally on my own, I've been trying so hard to bring myself up and at this point I can't do anything but wait. I signed myself up for another program that doesn't start until November really. I might end up meeting death before then. I've thought about suicide many times, and attempting it? Just once.. Last night was a really horrible night mentally. I called a suicide hotline (1-800-SUICIDE), walked hours outside in the cold not knowing where to go, and even called the cops on myself because I needed help. I know what kind of community NGU attracts. I just want to say that don't lose focus. Go to school and don't attach yourself to games. I have everything a gamer desires these days: a gaming PC, PVR, XBOX, PS3, and games. I'm not proud of that. I can't stress, education is so important. I have no one else to look to, so I'm telling you all of this. Don't be like me. To think.. Someone that's happy, plays drums, piano, loves to be outdoors, bike, and hang-out just falls into a downward spiral and almost ends up taking their own life. Don't take things for granted, they may disappear. My ex told me she wouldn't leave me, at least for a long time that is. But she did, I lost my last of everything, prior to losing my job and education. I'm just an 18 year old (19 on Oct 19th, omg golden birthday yolosweg) that wants to simply go to college.. My dream is to attend Northland College in Ashland, Wisconsin and major in Environmental Geosciences. Guys, kids, gals: focus. Don't lose sight of that leaf (goal) that flows down that river, embrace the journey and go grab it. It won't stop for you.
Thank you kindly.
I'm going to share with you, my experience. I've played on just about every console out there, even the old ones; ever since I was a kid really. Gaming has been a hobby (is it even considered one?) of mine for basically a giant chunk of my life. School is something I've been slacking at back in the day, though I am smart. I just don't apply it and the work ethic wasn't there. My mind was there though. Sophomore year was hell for me, I failed classes. Junior year and Senior year was my best because I attended the School of Environmental Studies and I tell you, I loved it. I went to field studies like Northern Minnesota and even Australia. It's a more difficult high school but I learned a lot and don't regret going there. It was tough making up credits from Sophomore year and I still have three to make up. Currently I can't because I'm in the process of moving and dropped out of my make-up classes. I've been helping out my mom move, she 50 years-old and I can't just let her do it by herself. A couple months back I lost my job I've had for 4 years, had no clear view of college, and on top of that my girlfriend broke up with me. I've never felt that low before. I hit rock-bottom. I'm still just trying to finish credits but it's tough when your family doesn't help you, hell my friends don't even. I'm literally on my own, I've been trying so hard to bring myself up and at this point I can't do anything but wait. I signed myself up for another program that doesn't start until November really. I might end up meeting death before then. I've thought about suicide many times, and attempting it? Just once.. Last night was a really horrible night mentally. I called a suicide hotline (1-800-SUICIDE), walked hours outside in the cold not knowing where to go, and even called the cops on myself because I needed help. I know what kind of community NGU attracts. I just want to say that don't lose focus. Go to school and don't attach yourself to games. I have everything a gamer desires these days: a gaming PC, PVR, XBOX, PS3, and games. I'm not proud of that. I can't stress, education is so important. I have no one else to look to, so I'm telling you all of this. Don't be like me. To think.. Someone that's happy, plays drums, piano, loves to be outdoors, bike, and hang-out just falls into a downward spiral and almost ends up taking their own life. Don't take things for granted, they may disappear. My ex told me she wouldn't leave me, at least for a long time that is. But she did, I lost my last of everything, prior to losing my job and education. I'm just an 18 year old (19 on Oct 19th, omg golden birthday yolosweg) that wants to simply go to college.. My dream is to attend Northland College in Ashland, Wisconsin and major in Environmental Geosciences. Guys, kids, gals: focus. Don't lose sight of that leaf (goal) that flows down that river, embrace the journey and go grab it. It won't stop for you.
Thank you kindly.
"Out Of The Mountain Of Despair, A Stone Of Hope"
Just remember always a another way, remember that cloudly days does not stay around for long. Focus on education but also playing having fun with friends.
As for love more to come just be happy you had some great time with her.
09-29-2013, 12:49 AM
#4
GlitchyEel
Little One
Originally posted by aClubSandwich
Being a member here since the start of 2009, I feel like I can trust this site. Though I'll admit, it has changed.
I'm going to share with you, my experience. I've played on just about every console out there, even the old ones; ever since I was a kid really. Gaming has been a hobby (is it even considered one?) of mine for basically a giant chunk of my life. School is something I've been slacking at back in the day, though I am smart. I just don't apply it and the work ethic wasn't there. My mind was there though. Sophomore year was hell for me, I failed classes. Junior year and Senior year was my best because I attended the School of Environmental Studies and I tell you, I loved it. I went to field studies like Northern Minnesota and even Australia. It's a more difficult high school but I learned a lot and don't regret going there. It was tough making up credits from Sophomore year and I still have three to make up. Currently I can't because I'm in the process of moving and dropped out of my make-up classes. I've been helping out my mom move, she 50 years-old and I can't just let her do it by herself. A couple months back I lost my job I've had for 4 years, had no clear view of college, and on top of that my girlfriend broke up with me. I've never felt that low before. I hit rock-bottom. I'm still just trying to finish credits but it's tough when your family doesn't help you, hell my friends don't even. I'm literally on my own, I've been trying so hard to bring myself up and at this point I can't do anything but wait. I signed myself up for another program that doesn't start until November really. I might end up meeting death before then. I've thought about suicide many times, and attempting it? Just once.. Last night was a really horrible night mentally. I called a suicide hotline (1-800-SUICIDE), walked hours outside in the cold not knowing where to go, and even called the cops on myself because I needed help. I know what kind of community NGU attracts. I just want to say that don't lose focus. Go to school and don't attach yourself to games. I have everything a gamer desires these days: a gaming PC, PVR, XBOX, PS3, and games. I'm not proud of that. I can't stress, education is so important. I have no one else to look to, so I'm telling you all of this. Don't be like me. To think.. Someone that's happy, plays drums, piano, loves to be outdoors, bike, and hang-out just falls into a downward spiral and almost ends up taking their own life. Don't take things for granted, they may disappear. My ex told me she wouldn't leave me, at least for a long time that is. But she did, I lost my last of everything, prior to losing my job and education. I'm just an 18 year old (19 on Oct 19th, omg golden birthday yolosweg) that wants to simply go to college.. My dream is to attend Northland College in Ashland, Wisconsin and major in Environmental Geosciences. Guys, kids, gals: focus. Don't lose sight of that leaf (goal) that flows down that river, embrace the journey and go grab it. It won't stop for you.
Thank you kindly.
I'm going to share with you, my experience. I've played on just about every console out there, even the old ones; ever since I was a kid really. Gaming has been a hobby (is it even considered one?) of mine for basically a giant chunk of my life. School is something I've been slacking at back in the day, though I am smart. I just don't apply it and the work ethic wasn't there. My mind was there though. Sophomore year was hell for me, I failed classes. Junior year and Senior year was my best because I attended the School of Environmental Studies and I tell you, I loved it. I went to field studies like Northern Minnesota and even Australia. It's a more difficult high school but I learned a lot and don't regret going there. It was tough making up credits from Sophomore year and I still have three to make up. Currently I can't because I'm in the process of moving and dropped out of my make-up classes. I've been helping out my mom move, she 50 years-old and I can't just let her do it by herself. A couple months back I lost my job I've had for 4 years, had no clear view of college, and on top of that my girlfriend broke up with me. I've never felt that low before. I hit rock-bottom. I'm still just trying to finish credits but it's tough when your family doesn't help you, hell my friends don't even. I'm literally on my own, I've been trying so hard to bring myself up and at this point I can't do anything but wait. I signed myself up for another program that doesn't start until November really. I might end up meeting death before then. I've thought about suicide many times, and attempting it? Just once.. Last night was a really horrible night mentally. I called a suicide hotline (1-800-SUICIDE), walked hours outside in the cold not knowing where to go, and even called the cops on myself because I needed help. I know what kind of community NGU attracts. I just want to say that don't lose focus. Go to school and don't attach yourself to games. I have everything a gamer desires these days: a gaming PC, PVR, XBOX, PS3, and games. I'm not proud of that. I can't stress, education is so important. I have no one else to look to, so I'm telling you all of this. Don't be like me. To think.. Someone that's happy, plays drums, piano, loves to be outdoors, bike, and hang-out just falls into a downward spiral and almost ends up taking their own life. Don't take things for granted, they may disappear. My ex told me she wouldn't leave me, at least for a long time that is. But she did, I lost my last of everything, prior to losing my job and education. I'm just an 18 year old (19 on Oct 19th, omg golden birthday yolosweg) that wants to simply go to college.. My dream is to attend Northland College in Ashland, Wisconsin and major in Environmental Geosciences. Guys, kids, gals: focus. Don't lose sight of that leaf (goal) that flows down that river, embrace the journey and go grab it. It won't stop for you.
Thank you kindly.
Great advice, aClubSandwich. I wish I would've applied myself more for this last year of high school, but I am mainly concerned about just getting a job and trying to move into the adult world. I really hope that you can get into the college that you want and that everything goes well for you from now on. Geosciences, that has to do with Geology, right? I'm doing an Earth Science course at the moment and am finding it very interesting
Also, keep your head up high, man, there's so much that many of us haven't experienced yet and there's so many opportunities to find
09-29-2013, 05:02 AM
#6
Maggie Simpson
You talkin to me?
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Just kidding... just remember... there is always another way. Edjucation is important, and so is having fun with friends. I really hope things get better for you. And remember everyone has bad times in there life but they always get better. Don't let one time of your life effect the rest of it. Also, NGU will always be here for you along with myself. If you need ANY advise PM me... I will be glad to help. :p
-Maggie :wag:
Just kidding... just remember... there is always another way. Edjucation is important, and so is having fun with friends. I really hope things get better for you. And remember everyone has bad times in there life but they always get better. Don't let one time of your life effect the rest of it. Also, NGU will always be here for you along with myself. If you need ANY advise PM me... I will be glad to help. :p
-Maggie :wag:
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