P.p.s i also want to add I grew up a Christian. Both my mother and father are reverend & from the day i was born being Christian was the only right way in life. It was pounded into my brain if i'm not Christian & don't believe in Jesus as Jehovah i'll go to hell. I grew up a bit & found out that my parents were staring to lean towards the jewish way of life.. what? jewish people don't believe that Jesus Christ was the misah? they are still waiting--doesn't this mean they go to hell? no one could die for their sins?
as you could imagine this struck alot of questions. Christianity doesn't make any sense... it just doesn't. Lets say a rapist,murderer, child molester ect. gets into heaven just because he/she had accepted Jesus Christ as their savoir-- then on the other side there is a young Buddhist teen-never hurt anyone-always having a peaceful life. Just because he was not a Christian & did not recognize Christ as his God--he gets sent to the gates of hell & the murderer gets a spot in heaven next to OJ? wtf.
I've always looked at Christains as selfish & twisted individuals. I'm sorry if i'm off topic--but it just makes no sense to me.