hey man i dont know you but with msg like that i know U R going through tough time !! i hope the ones you do trust and keep intouch with can help you get through this !!
do take care !!
sometimes we are the ones who can only help ourselves and hope you can help yourself or accept help from others
we only get one shot at this life and i'm sure we all want u to get through your troubled times
gr8 to hear you help others and i hope they can return the help
shadeyB

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