Originally posted by sszk420
Seriously? No one is going to help me? I'm literally shedding tears here, guys. I'm so remorseful that I want to kill myself. I'm such a low-life... Can anyone please find it in their hearts to help me find a way to pay my mother back!
...I'm so ashamed that I'm willing to do ANYTHING to earn your guy's trust.
Please...
Please forgive me...
What you really need to do is approach your mother and tell her what you have done.
If you have a drug problem be honest with her. She is the only person that loves you right now and you need to trust that she does and will have your best interests in heart.
We can not tell or care about your sincerity.
And do not believe that you are the only person on here to consider something like this.
People make mistakes, but most are smart enough not to tell a bunch of strangers about it.
You are not going to get plus repped now and what does that really matter. DT and Jeff punished you on here and you deserved it.
It is not about the drugs, It is about the trust between you and her that matters.
It is not easy to be honest with someone you love that you have betrayed. But if you are honest with her and mean it she will forgive you.
That is the only forgiveness that should matter to you..