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Im 17 and a junior in high school and Iv been getting caught up excessively that its getting out of hand. I got arrested at school a few weeks ago for possession of marjuana after I got done selling to the homies and It was just crumbs. I lost all my trust from my dad and mom and family. Iv been trying to get trust back after my arrested back 2 years ago when I stole their truck. I am still awaiting my court date but I so far just got asigned some drug classes which is ok. After that everything went back to normal kind of. My parents were still letting me go to "track" after school.(I got kicked out of track and now I just hang out in that time) so I was still happy and shit. Its all went to shit this past weekend when I got drunk and high on shrooms. Everything went to shit, especially when my sister found me on the side of my street picked me up, and then called my mom and they tried to drug test me and then called the cops on me and they were in my room. The storys really long but it was ****en crazy. That weekend cost me like $200 because I lost my phone which hurts me because I had so much shit on it. Im no longer able to stay after school. Im still selling bud and want to get rid of my stock to buy a new phone. I still get high and buzzed at lunch. My grades are decent besides the 1 high F i have. My family thinks im a loser and I don't know what to do from here. Im not susicidal at al so don't think Im thinking that shit cuz people who do that are just pussys. I'm also pissed at myself because the bitches I accually like are all anti drugs and won't go out with me cuz of the shit im in right now. I just want advice. Im planning on running away June 8 (last day of school) and until my court date. I really don't know though cuz my moms friend also lined me up with a job interview tomorrow at mcdonalds. Im really confuzed especially with other shit thats also going down in my life.

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Damn Im reading this and its almost gonna be a year and damn shit just got worse to where Im at like I could write a story. But damn this aint shit to the last 2 months. But the bright side is reguardless of the bullsh*t I have to go through Im still on track to graduating

How old are you just curious

I wouldnt have then put no thanks or something If I didnt respect your opinion or advice

I wrote in present tense because this happening now as in like recently. Every post after and my new sitution is current.

I saw the sudy on 2020 on abc but Ill try to google that shit


The mental desire for marajuana is the same as food. Its all different for everyone and how much they want it but it has no8 accual chemical effect as nicotine has on people who smoke. Heroin is a physical need or you can die.

What I meant was that everything that lead up to the murder needs to be known before you can judge (being punished is fine with me but someone judge someone like that is ignorant)

I may not have very good gammar or vocabulary I know I have alot of knowledge of different subjects and I have common sense even if you may not thing so. Saying no to drugs some may say sound like common sense but thats because the media and law told you to say no.

Right now I did exagerate and said I was depressed but I was accually depressed 2 weeks ago. I do feel like shit everyday but since I have hope for my furture him not currently depressed. Taking your own life is a selfish act and is taking the easy way out.

16. My parents are divorced. I've moved twice. I converted my faith (which actually led to my depression). There are also other factors that are more personal that I will not discuss.


I know. I'm just pointing out the minus rep thing, I am one of the people who think it should still exist :p


Exactly, that means everything has happened this month


Go nuts


Not exactly.

Food addictions usually build off of sadness. I myself turned some to it, food is very much tied to emotions, luckily I broke it.

Marijuana changes the way your brain is working, that is much different than a food addiction.


That isn't the way it works.

Actually, I was talking to my dad about this awhile back. Conditional ethics. What does this mean? It means the ethics I hold personally, and everyone has them. But in the end it is the governments ethics that rule.


I just confuse common sense with getting high and getting found by family.


I understand this.

You are a wise 16 year old Ill definally give you that and we are both about the same age but took different routes in life so far and but does not mean that i ****ed up my life. Iv studyed drugs alot and I mean alot I even took health textbooks from school to help me study. You think that drugs are bad for you and yes its true but everything is bad for you to some extent. The law and the media have made everyone scared of drugs and made everyone thing there are bad as many think. Yes some are like heroin crack meth cigaretes. But drugs like marajuana shrooms cocaine are drugs that are only addictive by choice and how your life is going not really on the chemical side. Food is often tied to emotion but can also have a mental desire as well and wanted to point that out.

accually everything happened 2 weeks before this thread was made up to the thread was made. So a few months.

Youve had problems in your life and its understandable and everyone has problems and they build up on our emotional maturity which helps up grow as people.
You changed faiths just like my sister did like 3 days ago and its because of her recent divorse most likey

I know I ****ed up and made some fatty mistakes but that doesnt mean I dont have common sense

This thread has some true flamers and no-lifers.

Are you talking about the people that said to kill yourself and etc... /facepalm

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Thanx for the first comment.

I don't think we have necessarily taken different routes, but have been given different opportunities made actions off of them. I have thought more philosophically for around 2 years now.

I don't think you have necessarily ***ed up your life. What I do think is that you should stop breaking the law and get yourself under control. That is why I advised you to join some Christian group club or whatever. I was a Christian for 14 years and would say that aside for some factors taught, it would be a good way to gain stability.


I realize that. My point is that you doing drugs is effecting your life, your loved ones, etc... I'll be honest. I'm one of the guys that if I try it, I'll most likely get hooked my first time. 1/4 people have this trait. Long story short, my grandmother was a smoker, and gambler, then shopaholic. My grandfather still smokes and isn't attempting to stop. My mother had certain... issues. My chances of being that guy is about 50%. I'm not going to chance my life with a chance that high.


Yes, but drugs are more mentioned as they are optional. Shopping in itself, is not optional. Neither is eating.


Yes and no. I believe marijuana should be legalized. Mainly so the **** state can start taxing it. Drugs are dangerous. I probably know better than you, once again I won't get into detail as its personal.


Completely agree.


It is the feeling that it gives you that is addictive.


Ehhh not really. It is more of a way to relieve stress, hence "comfort foods"


A month and a half.


Everyone has problems.


Actually no. My faith strengthened during the divorce, and I started going to a Christian school. It was of my own questioning and desire for truth that lead to it. In short, I don't think I've ever become more depressed than that conversion.


Prove me wrong and get better.

Just because it isn't physically harmful doesn't mean you should do it. Personally, I never got the appeal to getting drunk or high. I am an arrogant person, I pride myself on my intelligence. I see no appeal to ingesting a substance for the sole purpose of becoming temporarily stupid.

Next, I do agree that the media and government exaggerate some of the effects of drugs, but that's not to say that it invalidates any negative effects drugs do have. I still have yet to meet a person who gets high on a regular basis and seems to have their shit together.

As for the whole mental addiction, mental addictions are just as bad as physical addictions. You were saying that shopaholics and gamblers were bad, and they are. They are also mental addictions. They can easily ruin lives. That's why being "able to stop when you want" isn't good enough. Sure, it's not physically harmful, it has no narcotics, but if you keep at it, you'll begin to feel a need for getting high. Just like people who try to quit smoking fill the gap with eating. An addiction to nicotine is more than just physical, it's a mental addiction as well.

You can sit here and argue till you're blue in the face, but no matter what, you can't say that shrooms, weed, or coke bring about any good when ingested on a regular basis. Sure, weed has been proven to release stress for anxiety patients, but smoked in large amounts, that effect is far outweighed by your mental addiction.

wat u need to do is, be a leader, not a follower, so ur selling for ur friends, sre they really ur friends? or they jus makin u hold the drugs n puttin u in the frontline, u sound like u are very stupid and anyone can take advantage of u, yea wen i was 17 i did some pretty bad thing but i never touched drugs or steal or smoke or drunk, i was jus getting into alot of fights, but i chilled untill 18 n got myself a job in a factory, yea sh it is hard but u gotta get by n doin it legal, also u must stay loyal to ur fam otherwise u will get no where, atm u are a feen n need to come clean

what ever happened , look at the bright side dude...................

marjuana smoked in large amount will have the same effect but enhanced and doesnt same the person perception on the drug as you can never overdose on ir.

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I dont know who your talking about but its not me. Who said I was a follower I come up with the ideas and do everything and the homies follow. Also you need to stop watching movies and understand that most drug dealers work for themselves or they wont make money. I buy my product in bulk like costco has bulk ineverything cheap except I make around 160% of my money.
im not saying selling is right but you need to understand it more. Im not a fighter but im down if its my only choice and I just have basic knowledge of fighting so im not the best but most people dont even know the basics. im still in school so ill find a job but im not down to job search no more cuz its a bitch especially here where im at

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Im catholic but I dont consider myself anything because all i can find is flaws in every religion like why believe luke john that they were not just writing bulshit along time ago when they wrote the bible. People today are the same most generations. Theres hardasses troublemakers nerds and everything in between. but its great that your in a religion of good to shoes (just playing)

Shopping may not be optional and marjuana may be but Im willing to take the risk just like I do when I gamble on games on pool and same when i get over 21

In all honesty I will probally never quit smoking weed unless someone I carev about losing tells me to quit. Its like when you get a phone and once you have it you cant go back and same goes with housing internet . I started smoking and its just an other bill i have but at least this bill is worth it because nothing brings people together like a bowl. i get my bud $5 a gram and you just need a gram to roll a blunt. When I sell the homies a gram and they smoke me out I get it free. Im not planning on being a top dog so i stopped selling to random people after i caught up