(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); My best friend was found dead at a park in northern AZ. He had OD'd from heroin. I hadn't seen him for about 2 and a half months. My friend called me and told me. He had been told that he was with someone and the person saw him OD and ran off without calling cops or anything to try to save him. When someone finally found him he was already dead.

It's ****ed up because last time I saw him we had got into a fight over me being a dumbass. I feel like this is all my fault. Ive known him for so long I never thought he would die like this. I really do think this is all my fault because right after the fight he got in his car and drove off and no one saw him since then until now.

I dont know. I'm going to try to pay for his funeral, but I really don't have a job. All I do is sell weed. I hate this because now his whole family hates me now for all of this. I didn't mean for him to die. I dont know what to do. I never thought that he would just die like that. He had never done heroin before this that I know of.

From what I have experienced, you can not change the past you must move on.

Man I really hate how the last time I saw him alive was a fight. I wish I could've just shut the **** up.

Don't blame it on yourself,things happen... just move on and

Thanks man. I am going to try to make things better with his family.

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Also the reason why his family hates me is because they think I got him heroin or something.

ummm its weird how his fam thinks its your fault he OD' on heroin. its not your fault, and just remember the good times

I'm going to get groaned for this, but it's the truth. That's what drugs do to you. They'll **** up your life unless used in 100% control and moderation. If you want to pay for his funeral get a damn job besides selling weed and quit being so lazy. If not you'll end up the same way.

I probably just offended you, but I am sorry for your loss. I really hope no one forgets your friend and he stays in your heart.

try to forget the past bro even though It's hard

its not your fault , dont feel guilty :y: