Thank you, he seems to understand what I mean. And obviously you mentioned God, which has to do with your belief. You are your own person, you should be mature enough to know I can't tell you what to do. Besides the point, how could I tell you how to feel? That makes no sense what so ever. Your expressing God has lived forever and hasn't died, yet there is no proof God ever was alive as a living human being. Think be for you type, stop contradicting yourself. Directed to nate.