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I think I was more pulled away back in 7th grade, I was that really smart white kid, I used to score top 5 in testing out of a school of over 1500. After I got bullied and crap because I was white, (Note the people who I thought were my friends from elementary were mostly hispanic). They got the idea that they shouldn't hang with whites, well that killed me because I had always been the silent nice person, well I then got bullied even more in my classes I had never swore before or anything, I had no idea why I was bullied.

Well I used to weigh about 130lbs by the end of 8th grade I was 180 then by the end of 9th I was 235. 9th grade was a change but I was still the silent kid, but about the end of 10th I was finally gaining more friends, I joined the football team in 11th and got even more friends but sad thing is I was 260lbs and was very self concious.

Now, I have issues working out alone and can't find anyone to work out with me, I sit around still drawn back but with more friends, I am about 275lbs, I'm told I look like I weigh around 250 but w/e.

My life isn't the best but I make out what I have. My personality is not what it once was but I think the shit I took has been for the best, although it did affect my school work. I was once one of the brightest kids out there, but because I stopped giving a shit my grades tanked, I've managed to pull it up to a weighted 3.1 gpa but my ability to go to these top programming schools is long gone for now. Planning on going to my local college then if I can transfer to these better colleges.

ya i feel ya man, when i first moved to my new school i was gettin all the girls, i was playing basketball(i wasnt very good lol) i was the only player that went to subway with all the cheerleaders and they carried my bags lol. i had 7 girls ask me out the first week i moved there, now everythings different, now i still get some girls but not like i used to, it sucks

I get no one. I still talk to a lot of girls, although I still have issues talking to girls who I don't know but once I am introduced or something then for some reason I have no issues but I keep getting stuck in a friend zone or I find out that they have a boyfriend. :/

One girl who I really liked, we texted for hours and everything but I wasn't sure if she liked me or not so I waited, then one of my friends tried to drop her hints that I had liked her but when that started she stopped looking my way and completely ignores me now for some reason. I say hi and I get a weird expression then she looks away and goes. It's just crap. I don't what to think...

ya im sorry man, do you exercise or lift or anything, i mean if you cut off some weight that might help, theres way you can find to cut weight and get ripped that are fun, like used to box and that got me in amazing shape, then i got lazy and had some injuries and now im not in the best shape but im still not fat or anything by no means, so you might think of that, it would probly make you feel better

Yea, last year I got to 260lbs got big but then I stopped working out and am 275. I'm a good size, 6ft. People think I am around 250 and I'm evenly proportioned, cutting weight would be good for me though.

I just hate working out by myself, I just learned some of my friends work out at a gym in my city so I may just pay for membership and go workout daily with them.

I do have a gym set here but I dont' know why but I hate working out alone. :/

ya ik what u mean, it gets boring, i would try to find a boxing gym, its a great sport to learn and will give you more self confidence, make you tougher , and get it better shape, i really liked it, it was great

Yea, well now that I have an Itouch to listen to music on I may start cardio workouts by myself, I can close my eyes and do it. (It's a machine that works out legs and upper body and re-enacts as if you are running but you are actually sliding, used it once before and dropped 40lbs over 2-1/2 months a 5 years ago).
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Might as well just start doing that and get in the habbit, 1 hour a day, I mean I don't do anything with my life anyways except learn more about coding and sit on this site.

ya do u have a jailbroken ps3?

No, I wish though. I'm reading about the flasher and I wonder if it is just a one time plug in and use to downgrade, if it is I may see about getting some friends to chip in and buy then just go around and downgrade all of our ps3s.