(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Hey guys, if you haven't seen I'm unbanned now. I've been banned since like July 4th, got unbanned a few times and said hi. Then got banned again. :fa: Taking time away from NGU was pretty good, everyone should do it. Infact at one point I thought hell I don't even want to come back. But then I realized I'd like to stick with the site until it crashes and burns, eventually Just like anyone here who has been here for a while. You wish for the best, but then you do think what if I NGU was gone, what would life be like for the people who no-life it on here :p

Well, I'll start off and tell you why I was banned. I was caught rep boosting, I'll admit that. Everyone does it was my excuse, I was told by other staff they didn't think I'd really get reset. But since then, I realized I was staff. It made staff look bad. I wanted staff so bad, then when I finally got it, I wasn't mature enough about it. There's a big difference between people when they're staff, then when they're formers. You have to hold your tongue about everything. Then when they're formers I can now see why they do the shit they do

I don't ever plan on being crazy active again. Like I'll try and stay away from the shoutbox. That's what most of the known members need to do. They just stopped posting, and just troll in the shoutbox. I have noticed a maturity change in me since I did get banned. Like in real life, I finally have a good life going on. So I am pretty much happy-go-lucky about everything now. My plan is to be a good contributer when I'm here. I have pretty much stopped caring if people like me or not. I know I'm a good member when it comes down to it. I rep boost, that's the worst thing I've ever done here lmfao. Shoot me.

Maybe I can be a respected member for the first time on here. I guess I thought I was at one point, but I guess not. I guess when everyone else started out here, they were never a noob. :carling: I donated 200$ two years ago, let it go. That's all anyone can say about me. I never once asked for mod. It's just all you kids who cannot think for yourselves just go along with whatever popular members say. Most of the people who say anything to me, weren't here when it happened.

I'm always here to help, if you need help you can PM or leave me a VM. Thanks for reading if you did. =D Typed on my iPhone. So yeah, grammar sucks dick. :p

These types of threads are seriously not necessary and only result in trouble. You said you changed - act like it. No need to tell everyone.