Dont worry about it. Were all human i hope.... Everyone has their breaking point. The point when you just go crazy. When enough shit is enough. That day will come for you i gurrentee it. Its part of life. To live a life you need to be strong and ready to protect and provide for your family and yourself. To me we learn this in public school

from other kids. You know what i mean ? I use to be very very calm nothing could get me mad just like you. But then i met bully"s and kids who love to show how tough they are.

short story my middle school years were very interesting.... I got suspended a lot. Not some thing im proud of but im not gunna take any shit from a 14 year old scrub who thinks hes a bad ass
Good luck to you bruv. On your issue and your problems

Remember the day will come when you will get mad. I suggest be ready for it and swing first :p