(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Sooo, I never thought of doing a thread like this on ngu, because its abour my iRL. But meh, may someone is able to help me.

I don't Appreciate Trolls, as Im being serious here


So, this story started when my Grandfather died 3 Months ago. He was my only left grandparent. Since then Im kinda depressed, The first month was like this: I was sick for 3 weeks, had no power no energy to do something with my friends etc.. Now the 2. Month was better, My mom was seeing that I was feeling bad, without me saying anything to her. He told me she would like me to go the psychiatrist, to talk about what happend. I did. Then me and my Girlfriend broke up, because from one day to the other, I had no feelings at all. Things I once liked were gone. Everything changed, and I dont know why. Then 3 weeks ago. it started to get better. I was going out alot, had a good times with my firends, was on alot Parties. But still the feeling of being 100% happy never came back :/... I had it alot when I was younger..
Now on the 25th January. Im myself again, im out alot.. Im doing my stuff I found my interessts back, but still the feelings I once had are not showing up anymore. Im really worried about me being weird..

I would like to hear from u guys if you had a similar thing, or what I could do. I Appreciate every answer.

Thanks for reading.

-Gregor.

I have the feeling that I don't want to hang out with anyone, all I want to do is sit in my room and get on NGU. I don't know why, it could be because one of my friends I hung out with everyday for 3 months straight fucked me over and became a total dick. I just don't want that to happen again so I make friends online and some seem really nice, and a lot have helped me with things, for example Lovol, and Cade. Without them two, I'd probably be dead, want to know why? I used to do hard drugs (cocaine), I started becoming a junkie, scary trips, I got into pills, took more and more, it was because I lost a girl I loved, my first love, I tried killing myself, I took 20 750mg Vicadon, passed out for 24 hours, found out it was a slight coma and I was lucky to be alive, you know what I done? Took 15 Tramodol, went to school, nothing happened, I became addicted to pills, do I still want pills today? Yes, but I'm turning my life around after my last trip. I was in hell, the people I hated were laughing at me, I couldn't move, I was stuck in the trip, my head was telling me to kill myself. I had to fight the trip, I'm scared of pills now, but would love to take them.

What I'm trying to say is, whatever life throws at you deal with it, no matter how hard it is. I hope you get over your depression because you don't want to go to far with things. You'll become addicted to things, and try new things, it's not good.

Good luck man.

Yes. I have no reason to troll.