(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Hello, this is my trip report (well story) of my most intense dxm (dextromythorphan) experience. Now I will warn you this stuff is NOT safe in high dosages and I do not recommend this much. It was very freighting and dangerous. Although I will say it was by far the most spiritual experience I have ever been on. This story is long, I know that but I promise you will be satisfied at the end of this read. Now with the story...


At the time I had been picked up with weed and had been put on a rehab program to get me off of it (get rid of the charges) so I couldn't smoke anymore. I was looking for a new way to get high and a friend had told me about cough syrup. I thought this was stupid but at the time I was desperate so I thought why not. I had gone into a local walmart store with two of my friends. We had stolen a large bottle of robotussin dm and left to go do it. We were chilling in his car in the back of this parking lot that was abandoned. No one was in sight. We each chugged a third of the bottle (around 150mg of dxm each). It was very difficult as robotussin tastes like shit. We almost threw up but got through it. We felt really dizzy and didn't like the feeling and my other two friends through up but I didn't. I didn't feel high so I went to bed with a raging headache (approx. 2 hours after taking the dxm). I had awoken at 3 AM during my peak. It freaked me the fuck out. Everything was moving all slow motion and I felt so disoriented. I never spoke because I didn't think of it at the time but my vision was really fast strobe lights. Everything was in strobe lights and it was quite difficult for me to comprehend what was going on. I went back asleep. I awoke and my other two friends had slept through their trip so they didn't get to enjoy it. I told them my experience and they were fascinated and we thought we'd give it another chance. Around 3 days after my first trip I had told my friend of this and he had done it before. He told me to try deslym because it tastes good (well managable xD). One of my friends couldn't hang out so I only went with one of my friends. We had stolen 5 bottles of deslym 110ml bottles. My friend drank one and I had drank one. I read the label on the deslym bottles and misread what it said. I had thought it said 30mg of dxm per bottle, but what I had not realized till 3 days later was that it said 30mg of dxm per 5ml of cough syrup. So I thought I would go on a good 120mg trip of dxm. oh how wrong I was. Each bottle was approx. ~ 600-680mg of dxm. I had around 2400mg dosage. Completely unaware of this I was having a good time. Around two hours of dosage I felt very disoriented and very drunk and high. I was slurring words like none other and walking was very weird. It was almost robot like. I felt a very intense pressure on my head and felt completely numb. I walked downstairs with my friend, who felt naucious and had to throw up in the downstairs bathroom. I believe this killed his high although he still kind of felt it. At this point on the basement everything felt comfertable, I was laying on a pool table and it was so comfertable. I noticed I started to teleport places where I walked and became quickly disturbed by this thought. I thought it was a good idea to hurry upstairs as soon as possible. As I suspected the trip became more intense. Walking up the stairs felt very wavy on unbalanced. I was falling all over the place and when I finally laid down in bed I had began sweating very much. I started to recieve hallucinations of whirpools in the air. so everything had looked all wavy. colors started to change into a dark black, then purple, then blue. It had a very morbid/mysterious/unknown feeling. I laid down in bed and tried to keep myself calm but things kept warping and strobe lights came back. The pressure on my head was almost unbearable and I wanted to escape my body. Little fracticals of shapes started appearing everywhere I looked. Sounds were very distribing and felt distant. Almost as if my ears were 200ft away from my head and sounds were echo'd very greatly. my vision began to get blurry and got worse until the point where I couldn't see anymore. I was now in a space atmosphere and I could no longer feel my heart beat or feel that I was breathing. My body was so numb that I couldn't feel anything and I felt completely detached from my body. These opened eyed hallucinations got very intense. I could no longer see the physical world. I was traveling through a galaxy at light speed to different past memories of mine I had forgotten. I mean these memories were very meaningful and I would have never remember them sober. Even throughout my entire life. It was past memories of my childhood when I was very young and good times I had at my house. It was almost as if I was dreaming but instead of a 2D view of them they were 3D. It looked almost as if I were in the dreams moving around in them. They were very emotional and I heard voices coming from a being which I could not see but I knew it was there. It was a kid voice talking about "4" and how it was the most balanced number, and how it perfected the universe. It kept telling me that and to this day I know something important has to do with the number 4. I have not found out what it means though. Something just stood out about that saying and I knew I should remember it forever. As those memories in space started to fade away after I regained my abilty to see the real world (although still very fucked up a wavy). I felt as if I were floating in a liquid unable to be felt I was drifting through that with a very narrowed vision. I could still see fragments of my "space hallucinations" but I could still see the real world. My friend had called me because before I started tripping hard I called him for help. He called me back and I answered. He asked me if I was okay, and if I would be fine. I responded with a simple "yes I'm fine, I'm just laying on the bed". It felt quick but after days on the trip my friend informed me that It took me serveral minutes just to say those few words. He was very worried and was willing to get me. He said I slurred out the words for about 3-4 minutes on about 8 words. I sounded like a zombie to him but to me I felt like I said it in real time. The lighting on the world was very purple, blue, red, and blackish. The feeling of what I saw was similar to the melting clock painting but with darker colors.
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Following my "dextroverse" episode I began to convince myself I wasn't real because I was able to make decisions again while still being unable to feel my heartbeat or me breathing. I felt as if I was an orb of light/energy inside of my head looking out through my eyeballs. I felt as if my real body wasn't me and I was just inhibiting this body as me being the entity (an orb). It freaked me out a ton and I started to cry. I noticed what I had done to myself but my sober friend was calming me down. I laid down on the bed with the window open to keep me cool. It was about 4 degree F. outside and I was still sweating with my shirt off. I began to feel myself again and I started feeling the pressure on my head. These hallucinations, nasuea, robot walking, slurred words, and feeling of distance from my body stayed with me for about 2 1/2 days after the peak. I peaked for about 12-18 hours. I couldn't walk anywhere or leave the room. I had my friend bring me glasses of water to drink as I knew I was de-hydrated. It was very hard to walk and go to the bathroom. I couldn't feel myself go so it was very difficult. I went home that day and my parents didn't notice so I just went to bed and waiting till the next day for school. 3-4 days after I got home and going through school I still felt disassociated with my body. I still had mild hallucinations of whirl pools in the air and it was freaking me out. I thought I was never going to be normal again. Walking still feels weird but I have gotten used to it. after a week of my dosage I finally stopped feeling the effects of the DXM. Something interesting about my experience is that I seemed to have developed telepathy and the abilty to see atoms. I can somehow sense what people are feeling and relate to it without them knowing of it themselves. It's kind of freaky and they always ask how I know. As far as the atoms go... when I concentrate real hard or while I'm bored my vision starts to get fuzzy and I can see like zoomed in little circles of a grey/white fashion and see them vibrating really fast as if it were an atom. It's kind of trippy and brings me back to the peak of the trip. Overall I would say it was freighting but also VERY spiritual as I found out a lot about myself and my subconcious which I would have never figured out. I also remember some of the happiest times of my life while on it and I thank it very much. I'll also try and figure out what "4" means and hopefully I can share it with you. That's my trip story and I hope you enjoyed it!

and you are a waste of this thread. ^_^

I don't need it to be happy or to trip. But it is spiritual and find out more about yourself. I mean you don't need sex to be happy but it sure as hell does make you happy. Also how do you expect a poor person to "Climb a mountain" which they can't visit let alone have the expenses to do so. Not everyone can do that.. sorry. Also being serious is completely irrelevant to taking drugs. Why would you even associate the two? Just because they're stereotypes doesn't mean they're true.

lmfao.. sex is natural unlike drugs? drugs are just chemicals which alter your body. like sex, like food, like medicine, etc. I'm not saying hey lets go do some heroin and get fucked up because we're addicted and that's all we can rely on. No, not at all. I'm not even saying it wastes your life. This is simply a story and you have no room to judge either. How can you argue with something you've never done? It's ridiculous actually. I do these things to expand my understanding of my inner self and I think others should to. Doesn't matter how you do it, just the end result that matters.

What am I in denial of? Every animal also eats, has sex, builds relations, have instincts, etc. but what's really happening in the brain? chemicals are being created.. they change the amount of seratonin, dopamine, etc. that flows through neurons. That's all anything is... I don't know if you're still living in the 1970's either. Drugs are no longer to "look cool" that's such a stupid thing to say... anybody who does them to look cool is a complete faggot. But it's an ignorant thing to say "drugs will make you do nothing in life and ruins yours". No, that is not the truth at all... people who usually start doing drugs to "look cool" already skip school, already don't want to get a job and succeed in life. People learn what they're taught and it's shameful they're doing so in that such way. It made me laugh when you said you tried drugs when you were a child. I bet you anything is was weed. Makes me laugh how it's being taught that it ruins lives. Really does xD. I also find humor how I am putting a bad image on children on this website. I said in the very first paragraph not to do so. If they do I highly doubt it would be from a member on a website forum. Everything you "know" is just opinion based and very false if I would say so myself. Don't be such an ignorant, arrogant individual. It really shows your character.