Yeah, I'm Puerto Rican too bro... I know how you feel. I can never go outside of my house, I even heard some shots yesterday around my place in Fajardo. And sometimes I want to make friends with somebody... do you know how hard it is to make friends in here? You can only be friends if you listen to reggaeton or rap and are a immature person that likes to disrespect people and if you are a gangster just like them. In my case, I listen to rock/metal and everybody hates me for listening to that, literally everybody, can you belive that!? Somebody even wanted to fight me because I was listening to that.
My only respectful,true,loyal,trustful,best friends are the one that I met back when I was in elementary school.
As much as I hate to say it, I truly feel ashamed of being a Puerto Rican. And what disgust me the most is that they say a bad word on every SINGLE sentence. Here are some words that I hate hearing somebody saying it for no reason at all: cabron, welebicho, pendejo ,puñeta, me cago en tu madre cabron, mama bicho, el duro durako caponi/kaponi (not a bad word, but it pisses me off when somebody says it), etc... Of course, if you're angry,of course you are going to say some of this words but come on!, Is it really hard to call somebody by their names instead of "cabron"!? And the one that I MOST hate is hearing is "cabron", thats the most common one of all. Even kids that are not even 11-12 years old are saying it and doing drugs...
And don't even get me started talking about the women in Puero Rico

As much as I want to be happy for what I am and what I'm doing, there is something that happens every day that ruins it...