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Today I turned 17 and it feels strange. I can't really explain it. I mean I still feel like a kid, in some ways, but for the first time on my birthday, I feel older. I even feel a bit more mature. My Mom offered to let me skip school today and I feel like yesterday I would have said yes, but I said no today. It just seems strange how it was like all it took was one 8 hour nap and boom, its like I'm a different person. Lol. Reading this over I realize I'm just rambling on. In the last few weeks I've been remembering things I thought I forgot. Those things being hanging out with my friends who used to live in my neighborhood, memories of my ex-gf and the nights we spent falling asleep together. Its just really weird how its all happening at once. I really find it hard to explain. I find myself wishing I could be younger again, to relive all those memories. I never really fully understood when my parents said "It goes so fast, slow down and enjoy it." Although I did enjoy it, I wish I could do it over again ya know? I have had a song stuck in my head as of late and it describes how I feel almost perfectly.
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Have you guys ever experienced something like this? A point in time where you just seem to have changed? Like becoming a different person? It'd be interesting to hear your thoughts and maybe they'll help me understand what I'm trying to say.