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Right so let me cut to the chase: I want to gain weight.
I am 17 years old, I currently weigh around 8st9lb/8st11lb (it fluctuates a lot) and I am 5ft10.
Now, I want to put on weight but honestly nothing works. I am intolerant to fish (shellfish, fresh water fish, salt water fish or whatever... Everything fish basically) and also intolerant to Cane Sugar. Which is where my first problem arises.
I am addicted to sugar. My pancreas isn't taking enough sugar in, I don't know why but the Doctor basically said that the sugar levels rise and drop too quickly for the pancreas to even notice the rise in sugar. So I get tired. My tiredness leads to a insane lack of motivation.
As for my weight, I went roughly 2 months of eating nothing but Steaks, Potatoes, Cous Cous, Avocados... You know, all the healthy protein stuff. My weight goes up a fraction, then I go to sleep and the next morning I've either lost all that I put on OR I have lost even more than I put on. I don't know why and I don't know how I can stop (or slow down) this process.
I want to gain weight not only to eventually look good by doing calisthenics - but I want to but an end to my anxiety. I hate my body BECAUSE I know everyone else hates it. I am skinny, I don't feel 'sexy', and my girl says she doesn't mind it but like... She's a girl. Every girl wants a hunky guy.
So please, NGU, give me some advice. (And if you don't have any advice but are in (or have outlived) a similar situation) please feel more than welcome to share it.
Thank you all.