Post: scariest moment of my life
04-06-2015, 11:45 PM #1
Sempiternal
Previously uG~ Wounded
(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); hey guys, those of you that know what I've previously posted on my depression and anxiety know that I'm struggling with life and finding a reason to want to wake up in the morning. I've been quite stressed lately with my breakup, moving out of my uni house and friendship problems however last night I couldn't sleep which is normal for me and I'm sure a lot of you are the same. so I went to the bathroom to put water on my face and for the first time when I looked in the mirror I didn't recognize who I was looking at. I knew it was me but it felt like a completely different person. my eyes were blank like staring into a dead mans eyes. my skin was white/green and it scared the absolute shit out of me. since then I've avoided looking at my own reflection and I feel like I'm falling through a bottomless pit of constant discomfort and fear. has anyone else experienced this and can anyone help me. thanks for reading.
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04-06-2015, 11:53 PM #2
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Originally posted by Sempiternal View Post
hey guys, those of you that know what I've previously posted on my depression and anxiety know that I'm struggling with life and finding a reason to want to wake up in the morning. I've been quite stressed lately with my breakup, moving out of my uni house and friendship problems however last night I couldn't sleep which is normal for me and I'm sure a lot of you are the same. so I went to the bathroom to put water on my face and for the first time when I looked in the mirror I didn't recognize who I was looking at. I knew it was me but it felt like a completely different person. my eyes were blank like staring into a dead mans eyes. my skin was white/green and it scared the absolute shit out of me. since then I've avoided looking at my own reflection and I feel like I'm falling through a bottomless pit of constant discomfort and fear. has anyone else experienced this and can anyone help me. thanks for reading.


Maybe your hallucinating, you can get crazy thoughts and feelings during depression. I've been depressed for at least 6months now, I've been going through a rough and stressful time and some days I create strange scenarios, unrealistic ones but at the time, feel real and possible.
04-06-2015, 11:58 PM #3
Sempiternal
Previously uG~ Wounded
Originally posted by Darth View Post
Maybe your hallucinating, you can get crazy thoughts and feelings during depression. I've been depressed for at least 6months now, I've been going through a rough and stressful time and some days I create strange scenarios, unrealistic ones but at the time, feel real and possible.


feels very real. I'm sorry about your depression. its a horribly illness
04-06-2015, 11:58 PM #4
Are you Religious? (Pray) And we all hit hard times these days.... Suicidal Quote (A Permanent Solution' For A Temporary Problem) Breathe Relax Take 1 day at a time!! Take a drive out to the lake. Call a Family member just to talk... Theres always Hope while ur here' Theres no hope if ur gone... Think Positive!!

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04-07-2015, 12:32 AM #5
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Originally posted by Sempiternal View Post
hey guys, those of you that know what I've previously posted on my depression and anxiety know that I'm struggling with life and finding a reason to want to wake up in the morning. I've been quite stressed lately with my breakup, moving out of my uni house and friendship problems however last night I couldn't sleep which is normal for me and I'm sure a lot of you are the same. so I went to the bathroom to put water on my face and for the first time when I looked in the mirror I didn't recognize who I was looking at. I knew it was me but it felt like a completely different person. my eyes were blank like staring into a dead mans eyes. my skin was white/green and it scared the absolute shit out of me. since then I've avoided looking at my own reflection and I feel like I'm falling through a bottomless pit of constant discomfort and fear. has anyone else experienced this and can anyone help me. thanks for reading.


What you need to do is brush off the small stuff. Theres always going to be a another women to love and always another group of friends. We don't live in a cult community of 100 people. Theres lots of people Out there
04-07-2015, 01:35 AM #6
Rath
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Honestly, I don't think you actually splashed water on your face. Who knows, maybe you recently experienced astral projection. Paired with your depression it could have produced what you experienced.

However I could be entirely wrong. Regardless, you still have to push through. Instead of finding a reason to wake up, why not commit to something that requires you to get up? Sometimes making a commitment can help, it adds meaning to what one perceives as a meaningless life. Best of luck, bro.

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