(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Tonight, during a discussion with my Sister and Father, discovered that I am crazy.

The conversation started out about what our Christmas experiences were when we were children and we were sharing memories, except every memory I have, seems to be false according to my sister and dad and we are convinced that as a defense mechanism my mind has put up a mental barrier with what my actual experiences were with false and happy ones.

I suffer depression as many of you know from my previous threads, but i've never questioned my memories or basic human integrity. I'm in my bedroom right now. It's almost 3AM. I'm very drunk and relying heavily on auto-whatever its called to make this understandable, but I don't know who I am.

No wonder I go to psycho-therapy.

I'm literally losing the will to live a little bit more every day.

Life will get better. I don't think you're insane... Just keep going, man. Have faith and don't lose hope :p

You may have FMS, false memory syndrome. Its pretty common; if you believe something happened so much then you'll start to think it really happened. Or your parents are jerks and are messing with you. I have many memories that I swear to god totally happened by my parents beg to differ.. Don't worry about it too much

A word of advice; there's no telling who's right and who's wrong. For all they and you know both your sister and father are wrong. I wouldn't take what they say to heart. It's highly likely that they are the one's who are misinterpreting any recollection of Christmas experiences. Another word of advice - more adage than anything - is, this too shall pass.

You don't remember because you don't give a fuck

Pretty rude.
Anyways OP, it's most likely FMS, my father has it, makes me sad when he doesn't remember things from his childhood.
It'll get better brother, we're all here for you

I have memory loss which sucks when friends and family are talking about memories we all share can I can't remember any of it