(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); I just, i don't know what to do anymore.
I slept celebrating a new year, ended up waking with my country fucked over again

I sleep, and i wake up the next morning hearing about the news.

Thing is, i was going to either go to that club or the one next to it that night. Something came up and i ended up not going. This caused me to spiral into having so many deep thoughts and ideas that i had on my own and i thought that i might share it with you guys, and you could tell me what you think?

I don't believe in fate. Why should i live my life if my path is already chosen for me, why should i play if my hand has been played for me.

Ive never been quite religious, but i always seem to think about a god. Was it luck that i didn't go? Why should others die while I could've died too.

Many may tell me, "but what about syria? They go through this everyday"
I feel for the people in syria, i hate what they're going through. But i won't be trying to save another man building while mine is burning down.

I also, really really, don't like the president and what he's done in the country. I don't like the idea of having a million (3) refugees roam freely.
Get it?

Id like to hear your thoughts.

Happy new year!

On the topic of missing disaster, either by luck or fate, it's common knowledge that Seth MacFarlane and Mark Wahlberg missed their flight on-board one of the hijacked planes involved in 9/11, so sometimes you're prevented from death because of obstacles like 'lateness', or in your case 'other activities'. In my opinion, while I believe in God, I don't believe that fate is set in stone, but malleable. Because you're a person with free will, you have the basic freedom of choice, and there can't be one fate set for any person, but rather anything that could happen, can or has happened (basically Murphy's Law) at least in this reality or in another reality (You must login or register to view this content.) On the topic of fate, this would mean that you would have went to the club and died in another universe (if such interpretation is true).


I think what you're probably experiencing is You must login or register to view this content. in which you know that you survived the shooting, mainly because of your not being there, whilst others were not so lucky, and feel that God or fate, or what have you, had chosen your life over other people's.

That's one of the worst things that could happen. About a week ago, my best friend's dad was shot and killed downtown. I was in tears for a while. I've known the guy for 8 years and he was one of the nicest guys. It's pretty sad. I wish everyone from the nightclub in Istanbul my prayers to their family.

this was yesterdays news

the real news is william christopher dying

Horrible. I stopped trying to make sense of situations like this many years ago. If it isn't something I'd do, it's not something I expect to understand. I also stopped watching the news for anything beyond the weather, and even that's only to know whether it's safe to take my boys fishing. Happy that you're safe.

man this is sad, i went to a party out of town and stayed at the hotel for the night, i never bother to look out the window but after i came home i obviously went to bed and the next morning i turned on the TV and listen to the news, the casino literally RIGHT beside me their was a shooting, 7 people were killed and 4 were injured. and i heard it wasn't the first time and thats why they have bars on the windows. I can't put together why people do this shit. if you have a rough time don't take it out on other's..

anyways happy new years.-