(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); To begin with, I was on PSN today talking to one of my friends about some of my life experiences, and he actually made me bring up something that happened somewhere around October-November 2016. So, to start off with let me just get you all started to know me a bit. My name is Jason for those who don't know me by now, so hello.

Back then in my life I used have this big crush on a girl when I was in 6th Grade, and she was in 5th. (No i'm not a rapist).. Anyways, so they moved to my apartments back then years when it was the first time I met their family since they loved soccer, and we were playing soccer as well that day. So we met up with them, and you know everyone got to know each other in the field. Later that night, we clicked and I went to their house to actually find out they were gamers too. My old buddy Carlos was actually into Call of Duty; which later on he did became real good because I motivated him lol.

Furthermore, that's the day I met my so called friends to later be considered as my family because i've known for so long, and our bond was pretty strong. So lets just skip to some juicy parts. I know some of us were shy back then, guilty is charged I was too when I was younger so don't feel discouraged so say the truth . Couple of months later I found out that she liked me as well, and here brothers were upstairs, and her mom left to the store. She sat on my lap, asked me to kiss her.. I sadly denied (I do regret it to be honest) and then she tried to ask for cheek kiss.. which I also denied. The retarded person I am, I do regret most of the times I could've had my first true love, but was too young to realize somethings in life you know?

So lets skip everything to the real good stuff now for sure. So I used to have this girl while my old first true love got together with this other guy... which I never liked to be honest. My old girl, we broke up, and 2 months later I asked Carlos if I could talk to her on the mic so we can talk for a bit. I got her number, but before and after we were still friends, but I still considered her as my little sister since I did care about her as a friend you know? So I got her number we talked, in the last month of the summer we'd do all nighters on Minecraft and had some private discussions about my feelings towards her, and blah blah that I do regret a bunch of shit.

To be honest guys, I promise you, whenever it comes to a girl treat her like no other. Trust me it'll do you good in life. So, summer ended we hardly talked because her boyfriend was always there with here at school and shit. So this is the real part i'm going to get to I hope no ones sleeping just yet.

We actually stopped talking, and to a point were she wouldn't talk to me either because of him.. so November-Dec 2016 I went to their house. All her brothers where their friends, and it was her and her boyfriend. Like always they were argueing about dumbshit. She asked him," lets see if you know me then, whats my favorite color and middle name". In my head, I literally called all of those things in my head. He got all of them right... now this is the funny part of the story I will never forgot ever in my life.

He told her, what's my full name then? -- (I'm not going to reveal my middle to prevent some security breaches on my accounts or attempted "dox" so i'm going to use a made up last name.. lets use Gonzalez?)

She LITERALLY told her boyfriend "Pedro Blah Blah GONZA--"

Dude, she literally almost said my last NAME instead of his REAL LAST NAME infront of everyone lol.. All her brothers looked up, and he got so pissed off lmfao. Beforehand I ended telling her brothers the truth that back then 5-6 years ago we had a thing, but I never made a move. They never knew about it somehow lol and they ere surprised. but dude.. here boyfriend said why the hell did you say Gonzalez when that isn't my name. She made a random excuse.

At the end which is the point til' today, sadly I don't talk to my "family" anymore. I got in a argument with them, and I just stopped messaging them. It sounds fucked up, but her sister and brothers just really didn't seem like I was a friend anymore. They found all these new friends that play soccer, while I dance only so i'm different..

I do miss them, but... sometimes you have to let go of things in life. I want to make sure you guys learn a lesson off of this. Even if you have really close friends... sometimes they'll let you down. So make sure you know they'll be with you, and be that person that says they are. Til' this day I still debate whether to talk to them again, but I know she wont kinda talk normal to me since we're different besides her brothers. Sometimes, "sorry" wont ever change someones attitude. I'll think about it..

*grabs popcorn* Story time with Hydro


Good Post Hydro. Thank you for sharing this life story

old love life > 3 months ago > pick one dipshit

I'm seeing my hot English teacher, come at me bro

No no no, you're getting confused Toke haha. The girl I'm talking about right here is the one I met since I was really young around 6th grade. (Old Girl)

Holy shit, I'm confused. You considered her your little sister but you had feelings for her? Shit got weird.

No, I consider her as a little sister now since I just want my friend back, and I don't want anything between us besides a healthy friendship, get me?

Gotcha.

I wouldn't reach out but I'm a lot older than you with an entirely different perspective. You're still young and this won't be the last time you lose someone you once considered a good friend. There isn't much which lasts a lifetime. That'll become clear to you as time goes on. You've still got loads of losing and Loving to do.

I feel a Jedi/Padawan reference coming on. Somebody stop me.