(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Dear NextGenUpdate,

So recently, my life had came crashing down. School, life, etc. It was really all bunched on top of me. I felt buried. I never really thought music and typing my emotions down would really help -- whether telling my problems in-depth to close friends, or for an example, what I'm doing now. I want to say sorry to whoever I have done something bad to ever since I joined this site. I also want to thank everyone who gave me a smile everyday in the morning here on NextGenUpdate whether it be laughs, or just me knowing I help any of you all with gaming problems.

I want to thank Laim and Oneup the most. Sometimes people don't like me for who I am, but at the end, things happen that fabricate this spark to set off a chain. There are some people who annoy me, but that was the old me. I don't think I became a "somebody" to hate. I want to be someone that makes others happy. If that doesn't work, well it's fine. I at least tried, and effort is better than nothing. It's weird how things can happen in the matter of minutes. You wont find me in the ShoutBox anymore, but you can always shoot me a message here, or direct message on Twitter.

In conclusion, I just wanted to say thank you. At the end, I still consider all of you as family. Doesn't matter what color you are, or what type of personality you are. I accept you the way you are. I want to be treated as an adult now, so that's what I'm willing to work for. I also enjoy the feedback over from the PS4 section. If it wasn't for my skiddy ways back then of 'copying and pasting'. It wouldn't have got me this far in 2016 and 2017 to start making my own articles over what's going on in the PS4 Scene, and showing me what talent I have in life -- helping others in need. Thanks for the read guys, much love.

Sincerely, Hydrogen

Wow... we were friends until this. Joking aside, it's gonna be difficult as fuck to not visit the shoutbox fam. Just saying.