dude, don't quit. your just developing. i sucked too at one point. just because you get all kinds of CnC doens't mean you should give up! just get inspired, try new things, read tutorials. i hate to see the young ones quit so early. ESPECIALLY ones that have so much patiance to learn.
Taco's right. Also we all were noobs once and we didn't quit, don't stop now because you are developing.