(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Hi guys, Well I figured I'd ask about this today. I've gotten high like 30-40 times before, and I honestly don't enjoy it too much. Does anybody else experience this?

I mean it does make everything sorta better, but here are some feelings I get when I get high, I just wanted to see if they are normal and if other people also have these feelings:

Most of the time I'm high, it sort of feels like i'm in a dream. That's the easiest way for me to explain it. It just feels like you'll be in reality and then zone out for like 5 seconds and then snap back into reality only to zone out 5 seconds later. I personally hate this, because I feel like I have less control over what I say and do if that makes any sense. It sorta feels like a lucid dream, one where you can control what is going on because you know its a dream even though it's not.

I also feel sort of depressed every time I get high. I just think about my past and I always have a ton of flashbacks to really old times that I normally wouldn't have thought of if I wasn't high. It makes me think about my future, and I can't see myself in 10 years just being alive. I don't know, I just don't see a future for myself. It feels like I have nowhere to go. I am also paranoid like the first 20 minutes I'm high, constantly checking to make sure I cleaned everything up and hid everything again. I guess this ties into the dream part, because I put it away then forget about it and check again.

There has been many times that I just get high and don't like it so I'd just go take a nap and sleep through it instead of 'enjoying' it, And I guess the reason I keep getting high is because I keep thinking it will be better the next time I smoke. I personally haven't enjoyed being high but maybe 1 or 2 times. Even when I'm with like 2 or 3 friends I still don't enjoy it too much.

I just don't understand what everybody loves about it, I mean it does make things more interesting, but it seems to me like it's not even worth getting high because of what you have to deal with, like the cottonmouth, zoning out, and it makes time go by WAY too slow. Like painfully slow. It feels like you've been sitting there for like 20 minutes and it's been 3. As well as that, it seems to like spike my senses. Not in a good way though. I have always had a small ringing type noise in my ears, like when It's silent my ears ring a little and this is like amplified when I'm high. Honestly, Half the time I get high is before bed, because I just don't really like being high with friends or by myself.

I mean this may sound stupid, but the only pro's I get out of it is that it makes music and food better, and makes masturbating feel like the best thing in the world. but that's about it

Sorry for this really long essay, :p I guess I just got caught up in it, and I sorta want to know if any of you other guys experience negative stuff like this. I know you all experience the obvious things like time going by slow, but does anybody else sorta get depressed or think alot about themselves and their past/future? or give me examples of what you think about

Also, If all of what I experience is normal, What makes being high better? I mean it sucks to play Cod, I just feel slower when I play it when I'm high, and I go like 7-6 in TDM. I mean what is there?

I do smoke either each day or every other day. Because my first time, I felt like my heart was racing and It felt like I was straight up dreaming, and my friend said that after a while it just feels nice and relaxing. But that was like 2 or 3 months ago, and I still am having these negative effects. I mean I guess i keep smoking because I keep thinking it will be better and easier to control each time, but it's not.

People are different

What am saying is alot of people feel this way and others don't. I would say stop if you don't like it and don't try to replace it with something else. That the worse thing you can do.

Just because your mate do it you dont have to, dont give in to peer pressure

I fully agree but my anger and stuff just gets out of controll its easier to smoke it for me than to quit.

Truth is the best way would have been never to start and if i new when i did it was gonna be like this i would of never started

Well for one, weed is for pussies. Real men smoke meth.

Like i said, personally if these are the effects you're having from smoking weed, then the clear thing to do would be to stop. And exactly like ResistTheSun said, DONT try and replace it with another substance, but since you've only bin smoking it for 2 or 3 months im sure you wont feel the need to. And dont fel you have to smoke it because your friends do, if they truly are your friends they will fully understand our decision IF you decide to stop.



I know exactly what you're talking about, i was the same until one day i just couldnt take feeling like that anymore, and quite luckily i met this girl who i was with for 4 years and she didnt like me when i was high, and it sort of gave me the motivation to get off it and stay off it. I think the key is to find something that motivates you and gives you reason not to smoke it.

I smokes teh herb everyday and I enjoy it. Weed is different for everyone, we can smoke the same weed and it can have 2 different effects. Its the same for nearly every drug. Especially drugs with a side effect. So, maybe try Phermethazine, in other words Cough Syrup, you drink a small amount and it gets you high.

Weed affects everyone in different ways, and people have different opinions on how it feels. Makes sense completely that you don't like it. If I were you I'd try some different kinds of bud, since most of them have different affects as well. Also, the "dream" sensation won't last very long. Once you start smoking more often, the feeling of being high changes and it's easier to focus and you won't zone out as much.

There have been different types of bud that gave me a similar high to a different bud in the past.