(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Hi guys, Well I figured I'd ask about this today. I've gotten high like 30-40 times before, and I honestly don't enjoy it too much. Does anybody else experience this?

I mean it does make everything sorta better, but here are some feelings I get when I get high, I just wanted to see if they are normal and if other people also have these feelings:

Most of the time I'm high, it sort of feels like i'm in a dream. That's the easiest way for me to explain it. It just feels like you'll be in reality and then zone out for like 5 seconds and then snap back into reality only to zone out 5 seconds later. I personally hate this, because I feel like I have less control over what I say and do if that makes any sense. It sorta feels like a lucid dream, one where you can control what is going on because you know its a dream even though it's not.

I also feel sort of depressed every time I get high. I just think about my past and I always have a ton of flashbacks to really old times that I normally wouldn't have thought of if I wasn't high. It makes me think about my future, and I can't see myself in 10 years just being alive. I don't know, I just don't see a future for myself. It feels like I have nowhere to go. I am also paranoid like the first 20 minutes I'm high, constantly checking to make sure I cleaned everything up and hid everything again. I guess this ties into the dream part, because I put it away then forget about it and check again.

There has been many times that I just get high and don't like it so I'd just go take a nap and sleep through it instead of 'enjoying' it, And I guess the reason I keep getting high is because I keep thinking it will be better the next time I smoke. I personally haven't enjoyed being high but maybe 1 or 2 times. Even when I'm with like 2 or 3 friends I still don't enjoy it too much.

I just don't understand what everybody loves about it, I mean it does make things more interesting, but it seems to me like it's not even worth getting high because of what you have to deal with, like the cottonmouth, zoning out, and it makes time go by WAY too slow. Like painfully slow. It feels like you've been sitting there for like 20 minutes and it's been 3. As well as that, it seems to like spike my senses. Not in a good way though. I have always had a small ringing type noise in my ears, like when It's silent my ears ring a little and this is like amplified when I'm high. Honestly, Half the time I get high is before bed, because I just don't really like being high with friends or by myself.

I mean this may sound stupid, but the only pro's I get out of it is that it makes music and food better, and makes masturbating feel like the best thing in the world. but that's about it

Sorry for this really long essay, :p I guess I just got caught up in it, and I sorta want to know if any of you other guys experience negative stuff like this. I know you all experience the obvious things like time going by slow, but does anybody else sorta get depressed or think alot about themselves and their past/future? or give me examples of what you think about

Also, If all of what I experience is normal, What makes being high better? I mean it sucks to play Cod, I just feel slower when I play it when I'm high, and I go like 7-6 in TDM. I mean what is there?

Who the **** smokes these days? I've got enough tracks on my arm to host the Daytona 500.

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I added to that last post, re-read the last couple sentences

Just
Say
No !

I say no, to saying no.

You shouldnt smoke Period

Do you have any reasoning behind this?

first time i smoked i was happy but i was trippin out next time i knew what it felt like ,and being cross faded is like the best thing there is! first time i was like this :confused: :derp: and now im like this =D :cool:

Smoking weed has upsides too, don't look on the downside all the time

Same for me when i was 14, im 19 now and i wish i can re live that day.

First time I smoked I had that dream feeling, I was chillin on a couch while my friend kept yelling my name but I couldn't hear him hahahaha I wish being high still felt like that