Originally posted by cookies420
Im a **** up.
It is never good idea to feel bad for yourself.
Originally posted by another user
I dont know why but I just keep ****ing up.
Because of your actions you are committing. Stop doing illegal activities and act like a normal civilian. Live your life, stay inside the boundaries to a degree, show respect to others, etc...
Originally posted by another user
Last day of school i packed and was still thinking about it and just decided to just go home and not run away.
Good.
Originally posted by another user
Next day i feel good and I go to my homies house and im suppose to be home at 2pm.
Yet the thought of letting your parents know never went into your thick skull? :confused:
Originally posted by another user
I didnt want to go home yet so I went to another homies house and told my mom and next thing I know my dad calls the cops and they file me as a runaway so I say **** it and just decide not to go home for a few days.
You do realize they won't go looking for missing kids until it has been almost 24 hours correct? BTW just another example of how you treat your family bad and expect them to love you.
Originally posted by another user
It was really fun I drank like crazy smoked hella weed n hash, thizzed and I ate showered partyed wit bitches.
-__- This is not what you should be doing
Originally posted by another user
I only had $15 on me and I did all that. I was gone for 5 days.
Way to put your family in distress.
Originally posted by another user
I decided to go home yesturday because I wasnt running away but just didnt want to go home for a few days.
You are lucky that your family let you in.
Originally posted by another user
When I got home my mom was there and we went to get drug tested.
Which is expected
Originally posted by another user
I smoked just a few hours before my drug test too. I drank hella water. When it was my turn to go I passed that tested on every drug.I have 9 days before my court date for my **** up 2 months ago so well see what happens. Imma try to get my shit together and start fresh hopefully.
Look you have no time to get yourself together. Once you reach 18 you will go to jail or have your name ruined for the rest of your life.
It doesn't matter if you don't like living a normal life. The life you are living is going to crash, hard. I have no idea how you don't consider yourself an addict? If you are doing drug after drug, no consideration for your body or loved ones, and continue to do so, you are the definition of one.
Trust me, I'm not the guy to say this, not at all. You seem to be one of the people that truly needs a faith, at least until you get off your feet.
I would advise you to start following some type of guideline and Christianity would be a good one to follow. Whether you believe it or not isn't the case, it will help.