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Im 17 and a junior in high school and Iv been getting caught up excessively that its getting out of hand. I got arrested at school a few weeks ago for possession of marjuana after I got done selling to the homies and It was just crumbs. I lost all my trust from my dad and mom and family. Iv been trying to get trust back after my arrested back 2 years ago when I stole their truck. I am still awaiting my court date but I so far just got asigned some drug classes which is ok. After that everything went back to normal kind of. My parents were still letting me go to "track" after school.(I got kicked out of track and now I just hang out in that time) so I was still happy and shit. Its all went to shit this past weekend when I got drunk and high on shrooms. Everything went to shit, especially when my sister found me on the side of my street picked me up, and then called my mom and they tried to drug test me and then called the cops on me and they were in my room. The storys really long but it was ****en crazy. That weekend cost me like $200 because I lost my phone which hurts me because I had so much shit on it. Im no longer able to stay after school. Im still selling bud and want to get rid of my stock to buy a new phone. I still get high and buzzed at lunch. My grades are decent besides the 1 high F i have. My family thinks im a loser and I don't know what to do from here. Im not susicidal at al so don't think Im thinking that shit cuz people who do that are just pussys. I'm also pissed at myself because the bitches I accually like are all anti drugs and won't go out with me cuz of the shit im in right now. I just want advice. Im planning on running away June 8 (last day of school) and until my court date. I really don't know though cuz my moms friend also lined me up with a job interview tomorrow at mcdonalds. Im really confuzed especially with other shit thats also going down in my life.

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Damn Im reading this and its almost gonna be a year and damn shit just got worse to where Im at like I could write a story. But damn this aint shit to the last 2 months. But the bright side is reguardless of the bullsh*t I have to go through Im still on track to graduating

By saying MAD i meant by stupidity.THATS THE WAY I SAY IT DUMBASS

Yes it is addictive, literally speaking. Scientifically speaking you can't disagree with that. And he won't quit w/ people like you telling him to carry on, he needs motivation to quit not the exact opposite.



So if you're suicidal you must be stupid?

Let me ask you a question. How easy is your life? How easy must it be to be both ignorant and stupid enough to actually believe that? Most people at one point or another in their lives get depressed, and many of those suicidal. I know 2 people in my family who have tried to kill themselves, they're both extremely intelligent, kind people. The exact opposite of you judging by your post.

So, if you were a bright, kind, successful young man, and you had a wife and two young children, what would you do if they were killed in a car crash? Say, while you were out of town on a business trip, even though your wife asked you to stay? You could have been with them during the last moments of their lives, and now you feel awful?

You're completely depressed, the only people you truly loved just died (how about due to a person who was high attempting to drive a car, and crashing into them?), and you have nobody to talk to? You're saying, because you're an intelligent person, you wouldn't commit suicide?

It has nothing remotely to do with how stupid you are. Sometimes it can even just be a rational decision.

its not my friends that tell me how to live but I am the one or does the ****ed up shit. Its my ideas and im the one who says it. mcdonald job interview is gone i never got the job cuz i never got it.

also imm not sure about you but iv raised 2 kids and they think the shit i do is cool and there hella g too. i tell them not to do drugs and they are scared but they look up to me and its tite. As long as its a boy and not some nerdy kid when i tell them my past they will be hella g at school cuz there dad is g too

How does this help him? He is trying to bring his life back together yet your telling him weed is good just keeping buying it and smoke it!/facepalm Drugs ruin your life for most people. I'm pretty sure he dosn't want to die at a young age. My uncle died just a couple months ago from doing drugs. He dosn't need to keep doing drugs. . .


Hey man. I have read what most people said and do not listen to the people who say you need to stay on drugs. That is going to make your life get even worse if you keep doing what you are doing. You don't want to die at a young age or get in anymore trouble. My uncle died a couple months ago from drugs. Yet none of my family new until he was in the hospital and brain dead. He was on life support and so they took him off and he died. I am sure your family would not want that to happen to you and neither would you I bet. All I can tell you is throw the shit away . . . I don't give a **** if you spent $500 dollars on your bongs and pipes and pot. Throw it away before you get in anymore trouble. Go to court and from there look at your self in the mirror and figure out what you are going to do with your life. If you want a GF or to start a family to totally needs to stop or you will ruin your kids life also. If you need anymore help I am going to suggest you to these people who would be willing to help you whenever: You must login or register to view this content.

They have a radio show that is on every Sunday night and I listen to the people. You can either call and talk live with the main guy or speak to a hope coach. These people have done several things so I suggest you check them out!

Well main I hope you can get your life fixed. Good luck and were are here to help you!:wub:

Way to take my advice, or anyone else's for that matter. Have fun in jail

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Way to encourage people. "Since you probably aren't going to stop doing it, just keep doing it"

but the thing is i do it, and nothing is wrong with my life. you guys are blaming it all on the weed. this kid obviously has other problems than just smoking some bud. legalize this shit and open up jails.

wow thts some serious shit and some things people have told you are harsh but with these two chioces id go with the job becuase you are gonna need to try and better yourself or your going to kill yourself with drugs or get locked up long enough.