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Im 17 and a junior in high school and Iv been getting caught up excessively that its getting out of hand. I got arrested at school a few weeks ago for possession of marjuana after I got done selling to the homies and It was just crumbs. I lost all my trust from my dad and mom and family. Iv been trying to get trust back after my arrested back 2 years ago when I stole their truck. I am still awaiting my court date but I so far just got asigned some drug classes which is ok. After that everything went back to normal kind of. My parents were still letting me go to "track" after school.(I got kicked out of track and now I just hang out in that time) so I was still happy and shit. Its all went to shit this past weekend when I got drunk and high on shrooms. Everything went to shit, especially when my sister found me on the side of my street picked me up, and then called my mom and they tried to drug test me and then called the cops on me and they were in my room. The storys really long but it was ****en crazy. That weekend cost me like $200 because I lost my phone which hurts me because I had so much shit on it. Im no longer able to stay after school. Im still selling bud and want to get rid of my stock to buy a new phone. I still get high and buzzed at lunch. My grades are decent besides the 1 high F i have. My family thinks im a loser and I don't know what to do from here. Im not susicidal at al so don't think Im thinking that shit cuz people who do that are just pussys. I'm also pissed at myself because the bitches I accually like are all anti drugs and won't go out with me cuz of the shit im in right now. I just want advice. Im planning on running away June 8 (last day of school) and until my court date. I really don't know though cuz my moms friend also lined me up with a job interview tomorrow at mcdonalds. Im really confuzed especially with other shit thats also going down in my life.

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Damn Im reading this and its almost gonna be a year and damn shit just got worse to where Im at like I could write a story. But damn this aint shit to the last 2 months. But the bright side is reguardless of the bullsh*t I have to go through Im still on track to graduating

accually commiting susicide is being a pussy. You usually commit susicide when you have no hope, your scared, depressed, or have no hope for the future. So you believe that you have the balls to kill yourself but if in the longrun your being a pussy because your not man enough to get back on your feet and face up to your problems and fix them. Instead you take the easy way out and just end it. Its a shame because your really hurting yourself. Your family and love ones will sob and be hurt but life goes on and so will your family. Its you that you really ****ed over. Thats why i thinl people that assassinate themselves are pussys because there not strong enough to overcome their obstacles.


Im not argueing with you. I just wanted to point that out



I see by all your posts your 16 and still havent grown up mentally or emotionally

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Accually you are wrong, I can handle it for than you think. Im not an addict and I dont see where you got that. If i was an addict I wouldnt have money. I have money management skills and currently I have my main prioritys straight like finish high school and go to college. All that happened is I ****ed up and I didnt want to stop so i kept ****ing up. Its not that i couldnt stop, its that i didnt want to. I get my product cheap and I sell it to use for free. I had to stop now that my dad took $1500 from me and told me if i disobey him before I turn 18 he will not give it back. I havent had any want for bud or alcohol so far but I have been depressed cuz Im stuck at my house with nothing to do and the summer is passing me by. I have to wait out 4 months. I still have 24 hours of community service to do so that will go by fast.

Alot of people smoke bud and say shit like its not addictive and some people cant handle it and all it does is cause problems. Thats only true when you get caught. Its not that im not careful its just that it caught up with me and i was unlucky. People really need to stop judging on situations that you cannot relate too
I was asking for advice not opinions but I know Ill get them and Ill ignore most of them

Well **** me. What a weak ass way of getting out of responding.

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Actually, you are arguing so have the balls to admit it. Secondly, until you have been suicidal don't act like you have been there.

Try imagine the worst feeling you have ever had and amplify it by 10 and now you know how they felt. I was there at one point. You feel as if nothing matters and all you can feel is pain. The pain becomes so intense you feel there is no way out.

So actually you are dead wrong.


Let's see. You get high all the time. You lie to your parents to get high. You get high before a drug test. Anymore questions?


I myself personally have known two addicts who had money. They did prescription drugs and had to go to BettyFord to get off them.


So do addicts. You are heading in a bad direction. You don't have your priorities anywhere straight. You risk going to jail, show complete disrespect for your parents, and are care less about everything.


Well when you put it that way... you sound like an idiot. Imagine if people acted that way about everything. "Oh I stole some gum, I should just keep steeling from now on"


Something an addict would say.


Stop using and selling drugs or you will end up wrecking your life.


Thank God he did that.


You don't deserve it. You have continuously lied and broken the law. You should be trying to get your life together.


Or try to get a job or get your s*** together... just an idea.


It is addictive, that is a medical fact. Secondly, it requires breaking the law while possibly get addicted so yes it causes problems.


Well **** me sideways. You are ignoring facts.


Actually its because you do drugs 24/7 and are an addict.


... the thread is what you would do in your position. People have said what they would do, its just you were an ass and chose to ignore them.

I have never killed someone and neither have you. Does that mean I can't tell a murderer not to murder? I guess so under your logic. I guess I should go kill everything I see, oh and steal because I don't do that either. C'mon lets go rape a village.

You are useless.

Damn you have responded to pretty much every post I have made and Im not totally sure why. Also saying that I have no balls on a forum is immature you can say because this is the most indirect an arguement can get and I think thats just trolling
Ok i guess Im an addict but it wasnt hard to stop. Iv been clean for 2 weeks. I plan to stay clean until school starts again.

Also dont tell or think what iv been through because you dont know shit about me. All i gave you was my life a couple months ago. Iv been depressed and it sucks it really does and you feel like shit with no hope and it gets hard to even do basic things like even get up from your bed. If you kill yourself your a pussy and thats it because your not strong enough to pull yourself out of it.

Also I never smoked 24/7. I smoked everydbut one from 1 to 3 times a day and its usually a bowl or a blunt

Marajuana is addictive to some level just like shoping eatting and collecting but not at the level of cigaretes heroin and meth

I did not say that because you havent killed someone or smoke you shouldnt tell someone not. Im saying that people shouldnt judge when they happened being their position. Everyone lives a different life and how they are shouldnt be judge by noone because you dont know their whole story

Read the context, that's not trolling. If you are going to argue admit it.


2 Weeks isn't long. What I mean by this is, good job. Try for a month next and just keep going.


Actually I know everything you've told me.


So you want to lie to me... this thread way made 24 days ago.

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**** you. I'm sorry, but seriously. You are depressed over being grounded after getting into illegal affairs and destroying trust.


Don't act like you know what it feels like. You are grounded.

I personally have had suicidal thoughts. I never thought I would have them, but I couldn't get them out of my head and all I felt was hurt. I became cold and even had a thought of OD'ing on meds once and actually walked to the medicine cabinet. This was the worst I had ever felt in my entire life. In fact, my mom might of saved my life from what she said to me when she saw how I was feeling.

So don't you dare compare being sad from being grounded to being suicidal.


That's still pretty frequent.


No it isn't. It isn't on the same level as those drugs but it definitely isn't shopping.


Actually you did.


So I shouldn't judge a murderer?


You don't know mine either. You wanted advice and I gave it.

This thread was 24 days ago but summed up a month or two of my life. You only know a small fraction of my life so dont go saying things that i havent experienced. Right that im grounded is not the depressed I was 2 years ago. I know what depression is and I did have susicidal thoughts and many but I kept telling myself that your just being a pussy if you kill yourself and I punched myself and said man up and get throughmake it at least to the next day.

Shoping is an addiction. Shoppolgics are more frequent than you think and its sometimes worse than drugs and even hardcore drugs even gambling can be that way. I know a lot of people in my familt that are addicted to gambling and shopping and its ruins them.

You can judge a murder and people will but you shouldnt because you dont know their story or anything of that. Some killers are born that way. There havent been research done and it shows that alot of killers and rapists are born with low activity in the front of the brain where the conscience is used.

I dont know your life and I respect your advice. If I didnt I would be negitive repping ever post I didnt like

also sorry for the poor grammer as Iv been writing and responding on my phone everytime

Ok, if you felt that killing yourself made you a pussy then you definitely were not depressed. Just unhappy. Big f*cking difference. I've never quite been suicidal but I've been heavily depressed, killing yourself suddenly looks like the best option when you're feeling that low. You tend to feel like it's the best option for everybody involved i.e. you, family, friends etc. I can't really explain it any better than that, but I hope the 2 brain cells you have left after all the drug use take that on board.



Anything can be labelled as addictive in that manner, whereas drugs actually have a chemical effect on you and are genuinely addictive, whether you like it or not.



Just because some people don't believe what they're doing is wrong doesn't make it right. As a society we have decided that murder is a bad thing, so if somebody feels differently about it they're thrown in prison. It's the closest thing to kicking them out of the clan like we would have done about fifteen thousand years ago.

I was depressed just because I called myself a pussy dont mean I wasnt depressed. Its kinda messed up saying that I have 2 brain cells. I have pretty good grades and I have alot of knowledge.

any is an addiction and yes some drugs have a chemical effects on the brain like meth heroin crack and cigaretes do but not marajuana shrooms cocaine. Iv done my research and also done them first hand

Im not saying that killers shouldnt be puniched but we should judge them without knowing them a bit better. Sending them to prison is fine as thats the only way to contain them securely as possible

There's a difference between calling yourself a pussy and thinking that committing suicide would make one a pussy. Please verify which it is you're going for here.



Funny thing is school grades only require a good memory, and even in-bred morons from the south can manage that.



Fair enough. As bad as it is you've been taking all these drugs you are actually correct on this one.



Wait, what? I know you're posting from your phone, but please improve your grammar! :n00b:

You have been using the present tense in everything you've said...


You don't need to experience everything in life. I don't need to experience murdering somebody or robbing a bank to know it leads to problems.


Once again, you said you were depressed in a present tense implying now.


... I honestly don't know how to respond to this.


I never argued with that. I said becoming addicted to marijuana is much easier than to become addicted to shopping.


Don't attempt to equalize your actions by saying "its not as bad as". If I killed someone, I wouldn't say "well at least I didn't kill a family"


I do to.


/facepalm I shouldn't judge someone for taking another person's life...

That is idiotic. What ever you do to yourself is one thing. When you assault, offend, kill another person's life it is an entirely different thing.


Yes I know. What do you think pleading of insanity is?


Want to show me this study?


Actually you wouldn't since negative rep is gone.

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You weren't suicidal then. Suicidal means the best option that seems available is taking your own life.


Ehh I admit it wasn't needed to be said.


From what it sounds like your definition of "good grades" is much different than mine.


/facepalm They do have chemical effects on the brain, they just don't build a physical need, just a mental desire.