Post: What would you do in my position
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06-02-2011, 06:09 AM
#1
cookies420
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Im 17 and a junior in high school and Iv been getting caught up excessively that its getting out of hand. I got arrested at school a few weeks ago for possession of marjuana after I got done selling to the homies and It was just crumbs. I lost all my trust from my dad and mom and family. Iv been trying to get trust back after my arrested back 2 years ago when I stole their truck. I am still awaiting my court date but I so far just got asigned some drug classes which is ok. After that everything went back to normal kind of. My parents were still letting me go to "track" after school.(I got kicked out of track and now I just hang out in that time) so I was still happy and shit. Its all went to shit this past weekend when I got drunk and high on shrooms. Everything went to shit, especially when my sister found me on the side of my street picked me up, and then called my mom and they tried to drug test me and then called the cops on me and they were in my room. The storys really long but it was ****en crazy. That weekend cost me like $200 because I lost my phone which hurts me because I had so much shit on it. Im no longer able to stay after school. Im still selling bud and want to get rid of my stock to buy a new phone. I still get high and buzzed at lunch. My grades are decent besides the 1 high F i have. My family thinks im a loser and I don't know what to do from here. Im not susicidal at al so don't think Im thinking that shit cuz people who do that are just pussys. I'm also pissed at myself because the bitches I accually like are all anti drugs and won't go out with me cuz of the shit im in right now. I just want advice. Im planning on running away June 8 (last day of school) and until my court date. I really don't know though cuz my moms friend also lined me up with a job interview tomorrow at mcdonalds. Im really confuzed especially with other shit thats also going down in my life.
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Damn Im reading this and its almost gonna be a year and damn shit just got worse to where Im at like I could write a story. But damn this aint shit to the last 2 months. But the bright side is reguardless of the bullsh*t I have to go through Im still on track to graduating
07-27-2011, 10:02 PM
#83
Just4Hax
"I will speak ill of
Originally posted by cookies420
Damn shit got hella bad, I got released from the hospital on monday.
I have been grounded for awhile and its been boring as crazy and I was bored on saturday afternoon and I dont know but I found a 5th of vodka in my house so I was just like imma just talk to these ones guys on psn and get a buzz. Before I knew it I downed the 5th straight out the bottle. Im on the chat all acting stupid and shit. Its pretty dumb as I never drink alone but i was haveing a better time by myself drunk like crazy. I then went to the shower to wet my head with cold water as I started to feel over drunk. When I took my head out I passed out on the floor. That was about 5pm when I passed out. When my parents came home at 7pm they found me on the floor without color (dead looking) and without a pulse. They called the ambulance and my parents said there were like 50 people in our little house as there were paramedics, firfighters, police officers doing there thing. They took me to the hospital. I woke up in intensive care (I was out all that time and in the emergency room) It was about 11pm and I didnt know what was happening as it was weird waking up still drunk in a hospital. I kept talking to myself and laughing. After I relized kinda what happened I was just talking to the nurses all drunk and shit making them laugh and conversating. My alcohol blood content level was 0.4. I was lucky. I staying in the hospital for 3 days as the 2nd day I had to wait for the sycyratrist as it was hospital proceger but he lagged it so I was there an extra day. That ws ****en crazy but costed $8000 dollars.
Its so weird because I dont feel I have a problem but honestly how do I know I have a problem.
I have been grounded for awhile and its been boring as crazy and I was bored on saturday afternoon and I dont know but I found a 5th of vodka in my house so I was just like imma just talk to these ones guys on psn and get a buzz. Before I knew it I downed the 5th straight out the bottle. Im on the chat all acting stupid and shit. Its pretty dumb as I never drink alone but i was haveing a better time by myself drunk like crazy. I then went to the shower to wet my head with cold water as I started to feel over drunk. When I took my head out I passed out on the floor. That was about 5pm when I passed out. When my parents came home at 7pm they found me on the floor without color (dead looking) and without a pulse. They called the ambulance and my parents said there were like 50 people in our little house as there were paramedics, firfighters, police officers doing there thing. They took me to the hospital. I woke up in intensive care (I was out all that time and in the emergency room) It was about 11pm and I didnt know what was happening as it was weird waking up still drunk in a hospital. I kept talking to myself and laughing. After I relized kinda what happened I was just talking to the nurses all drunk and shit making them laugh and conversating. My alcohol blood content level was 0.4. I was lucky. I staying in the hospital for 3 days as the 2nd day I had to wait for the sycyratrist as it was hospital proceger but he lagged it so I was there an extra day. That ws ****en crazy but costed $8000 dollars.
Its so weird because I dont feel I have a problem but honestly how do I know I have a problem.
... how do you have a problem?... Considering you could of died of alcohol poisoning means nothing...
07-27-2011, 10:30 PM
#84
cookies420
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07-27-2011, 11:09 PM
#85
Neo_Angelo
Raiding Girls Panties
Yous say that your not hurting anyone but have you considered what you are actually doing to yourself and others?
Dealing drugs not only puts your own health at risk, it also puts others at risk, what if you sold your drugs to someone who smoked it all and died from them? you would have that death on your conscience for the rest of your life, what if you died taking drugs or overdosing on alcohol? how would your parents feel loosing their child, how would your friends feel?
Think about it, maybe your not hurting anyone physically, but mentally you are. Your parents are dissapointed in you and i don't blame them for not trusting you at all with your behavior, you could do so much better with your life without the need to use or deal drugs.
You say your biggest fear is going to prison yet you continue to break the law risking the freedom you have for some plants that give you a buzz for a few minuites, you risk your freedom through going to prison if you continue to go down the path your currently choosing.
I'm not going to tell you how to live your life but i hope you understand all of the consequences of your actions this far, you've cause $8000 worth of bills due to you wanting a "buzz", and also risked your life in the process, is that really what you want in life?
I have one thing to add and that is in years to come, if you do ever get lucky enough to have your own family, you will have to live with the knowledge that at one stage of your life you wasted it by doing what you have and your childeren will be ashamed of their dad and will not respect you as much as they could because you broke the law and put peoples lives at risk, your kids will want you to be their hero, they will want a dad that is awesome and caring, who in their eyes is like superman and will save the day no matter how bad it becomes. but you will live your life with that regret (and one day you will regret it if you don't already).
Your still young so you haven't totally messed up your life, you have many years ahead of you to right the wrongs you've done, even repent for the bad things you've done and give back to the comunity what you took away from it. Your job interview is the door to your new path, whether you take it is up to you but remember that some companies will not employ people with criminal records, and then it becomes 5x harder to get a job, if you want to get into university then focus all of your energy into studying and being the best you can be. Don't settle for anything less than the best, be the best in everything you do thats good for yourself and everyone around you. Be the person that inspires people around you and make them say "hey that kid has really turned his life around and is doing a fantastic job and making a real difference to himself and his family, he'd do his parents proud."
I've worked really hard to get where i am in life, i've achieved a lot in my time and i try to give 110% everyday in everything i do, i'm no saint and i don't claim to be better than anyone else but i believe that you get out of life what you put into it, so if you give 100% of your effort into schooling and your job then you will be rewarded later on in life.
I hope this post has inspired you to do better and to give up those bad habbits and start a new page in your life with a clean sheet.
Dealing drugs not only puts your own health at risk, it also puts others at risk, what if you sold your drugs to someone who smoked it all and died from them? you would have that death on your conscience for the rest of your life, what if you died taking drugs or overdosing on alcohol? how would your parents feel loosing their child, how would your friends feel?
Think about it, maybe your not hurting anyone physically, but mentally you are. Your parents are dissapointed in you and i don't blame them for not trusting you at all with your behavior, you could do so much better with your life without the need to use or deal drugs.
You say your biggest fear is going to prison yet you continue to break the law risking the freedom you have for some plants that give you a buzz for a few minuites, you risk your freedom through going to prison if you continue to go down the path your currently choosing.
I'm not going to tell you how to live your life but i hope you understand all of the consequences of your actions this far, you've cause $8000 worth of bills due to you wanting a "buzz", and also risked your life in the process, is that really what you want in life?
I have one thing to add and that is in years to come, if you do ever get lucky enough to have your own family, you will have to live with the knowledge that at one stage of your life you wasted it by doing what you have and your childeren will be ashamed of their dad and will not respect you as much as they could because you broke the law and put peoples lives at risk, your kids will want you to be their hero, they will want a dad that is awesome and caring, who in their eyes is like superman and will save the day no matter how bad it becomes. but you will live your life with that regret (and one day you will regret it if you don't already).
Your still young so you haven't totally messed up your life, you have many years ahead of you to right the wrongs you've done, even repent for the bad things you've done and give back to the comunity what you took away from it. Your job interview is the door to your new path, whether you take it is up to you but remember that some companies will not employ people with criminal records, and then it becomes 5x harder to get a job, if you want to get into university then focus all of your energy into studying and being the best you can be. Don't settle for anything less than the best, be the best in everything you do thats good for yourself and everyone around you. Be the person that inspires people around you and make them say "hey that kid has really turned his life around and is doing a fantastic job and making a real difference to himself and his family, he'd do his parents proud."
I've worked really hard to get where i am in life, i've achieved a lot in my time and i try to give 110% everyday in everything i do, i'm no saint and i don't claim to be better than anyone else but i believe that you get out of life what you put into it, so if you give 100% of your effort into schooling and your job then you will be rewarded later on in life.
I hope this post has inspired you to do better and to give up those bad habbits and start a new page in your life with a clean sheet.
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07-28-2011, 02:36 AM
#86
G2BR
Far Cry 3 = Epic
Originally posted by cookies420
dont say boo hoo but if i had a bitch that cared i would do something to change my life but right now all i care about is just being happy
A bitch that cared? You treat women like they are your pet? You are just a worthless piece of shit saying you aint hurting anyone, well your hurting yourself.
07-28-2011, 02:41 AM
#87
cookies420
BLUNTED
Originally posted by Angelo
Yous say that your not hurting anyone but have you considered what you are actually doing to yourself and others?
Dealing drugs not only puts your own health at risk, it also puts others at risk, what if you sold your drugs to someone who smoked it all and died from them? you would have that death on your conscience for the rest of your life, what if you died taking drugs or overdosing on alcohol? how would your parents feel loosing their child, how would your friends feel?
Think about it, maybe your not hurting anyone physically, but mentally you are. Your parents are dissapointed in you and i don't blame them for not trusting you at all with your behavior, you could do so much better with your life without the need to use or deal drugs.
You say your biggest fear is going to prison yet you continue to break the law risking the freedom you have for some plants that give you a buzz for a few minuites, you risk your freedom through going to prison if you continue to go down the path your currently choosing.
I'm not going to tell you how to live your life but i hope you understand all of the consequences of your actions this far, you've cause $8000 worth of bills due to you wanting a "buzz", and also risked your life in the process, is that really what you want in life?
I have one thing to add and that is in years to come, if you do ever get lucky enough to have your own family, you will have to live with the knowledge that at one stage of your life you wasted it by doing what you have and your childeren will be ashamed of their dad and will not respect you as much as they could because you broke the law and put peoples lives at risk, your kids will want you to be their hero, they will want a dad that is awesome and caring, who in their eyes is like superman and will save the day no matter how bad it becomes. but you will live your life with that regret (and one day you will regret it if you don't already).
Your still young so you haven't totally messed up your life, you have many years ahead of you to right the wrongs you've done, even repent for the bad things you've done and give back to the comunity what you took away from it. Your job interview is the door to your new path, whether you take it is up to you but remember that some companies will not employ people with criminal records, and then it becomes 5x harder to get a job, if you want to get into university then focus all of your energy into studying and being the best you can be. Don't settle for anything less than the best, be the best in everything you do thats good for yourself and everyone around you. Be the person that inspires people around you and make them say "hey that kid has really turned his life around and is doing a fantastic job and making a real difference to himself and his family, he'd do his parents proud."
I've worked really hard to get where i am in life, i've achieved a lot in my time and i try to give 110% everyday in everything i do, i'm no saint and i don't claim to be better than anyone else but i believe that you get out of life what you put into it, so if you give 100% of your effort into schooling and your job then you will be rewarded later on in life.
I hope this post has inspired you to do better and to give up those bad habbits and start a new page in your life with a clean sheet.
Dealing drugs not only puts your own health at risk, it also puts others at risk, what if you sold your drugs to someone who smoked it all and died from them? you would have that death on your conscience for the rest of your life, what if you died taking drugs or overdosing on alcohol? how would your parents feel loosing their child, how would your friends feel?
Think about it, maybe your not hurting anyone physically, but mentally you are. Your parents are dissapointed in you and i don't blame them for not trusting you at all with your behavior, you could do so much better with your life without the need to use or deal drugs.
You say your biggest fear is going to prison yet you continue to break the law risking the freedom you have for some plants that give you a buzz for a few minuites, you risk your freedom through going to prison if you continue to go down the path your currently choosing.
I'm not going to tell you how to live your life but i hope you understand all of the consequences of your actions this far, you've cause $8000 worth of bills due to you wanting a "buzz", and also risked your life in the process, is that really what you want in life?
I have one thing to add and that is in years to come, if you do ever get lucky enough to have your own family, you will have to live with the knowledge that at one stage of your life you wasted it by doing what you have and your childeren will be ashamed of their dad and will not respect you as much as they could because you broke the law and put peoples lives at risk, your kids will want you to be their hero, they will want a dad that is awesome and caring, who in their eyes is like superman and will save the day no matter how bad it becomes. but you will live your life with that regret (and one day you will regret it if you don't already).
Your still young so you haven't totally messed up your life, you have many years ahead of you to right the wrongs you've done, even repent for the bad things you've done and give back to the comunity what you took away from it. Your job interview is the door to your new path, whether you take it is up to you but remember that some companies will not employ people with criminal records, and then it becomes 5x harder to get a job, if you want to get into university then focus all of your energy into studying and being the best you can be. Don't settle for anything less than the best, be the best in everything you do thats good for yourself and everyone around you. Be the person that inspires people around you and make them say "hey that kid has really turned his life around and is doing a fantastic job and making a real difference to himself and his family, he'd do his parents proud."
I've worked really hard to get where i am in life, i've achieved a lot in my time and i try to give 110% everyday in everything i do, i'm no saint and i don't claim to be better than anyone else but i believe that you get out of life what you put into it, so if you give 100% of your effort into schooling and your job then you will be rewarded later on in life.
I hope this post has inspired you to do better and to give up those bad habbits and start a new page in your life with a clean sheet.
thanks good advice
Originally posted by G2BR
A bitch that cared? You treat women like they are your pet? You are just a worthless piece of shit saying you aint hurting anyone, well your hurting yourself.
All I know is im not taking advice from a 10 year old
The top quote is the response of an adult
07-28-2011, 02:44 AM
#88
G2BR
Far Cry 3 = Epic
Originally posted by cookies420
thanks good advice
All I know is im not taking advice from a 10 year old
The above quote is the response of an adult
All I know is im not taking advice from a 10 year old
The above quote is the response of an adult
A 10 year old? You seriously think i am 10? My little sister has better spelling than you and she is 9. Why don't you fix your f'ed up life before you go on the internet calling people 10-year olds.
07-28-2011, 02:51 AM
#89
cookies420
BLUNTED
Originally posted by G2BR
A 10 year old? You seriously think i am 10? My little sister has better spelling than you and she is 9. Why don't you fix your f'ed up life before you go on the internet calling people 10-year olds.
I can careless about your opinion as you may be 15, 16, 18 but your brain is still a 10 year old. Im not here to argue about who spells better so if you really are older than 10 then you will just leave
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07-28-2011, 02:59 AM
#91
xInfiniteX
Can’t trickshot me!
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