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Im 17 and a junior in high school and Iv been getting caught up excessively that its getting out of hand. I got arrested at school a few weeks ago for possession of marjuana after I got done selling to the homies and It was just crumbs. I lost all my trust from my dad and mom and family. Iv been trying to get trust back after my arrested back 2 years ago when I stole their truck. I am still awaiting my court date but I so far just got asigned some drug classes which is ok. After that everything went back to normal kind of. My parents were still letting me go to "track" after school.(I got kicked out of track and now I just hang out in that time) so I was still happy and shit. Its all went to shit this past weekend when I got drunk and high on shrooms. Everything went to shit, especially when my sister found me on the side of my street picked me up, and then called my mom and they tried to drug test me and then called the cops on me and they were in my room. The storys really long but it was ****en crazy. That weekend cost me like $200 because I lost my phone which hurts me because I had so much shit on it. Im no longer able to stay after school. Im still selling bud and want to get rid of my stock to buy a new phone. I still get high and buzzed at lunch. My grades are decent besides the 1 high F i have. My family thinks im a loser and I don't know what to do from here. Im not susicidal at al so don't think Im thinking that shit cuz people who do that are just pussys. I'm also pissed at myself because the bitches I accually like are all anti drugs and won't go out with me cuz of the shit im in right now. I just want advice. Im planning on running away June 8 (last day of school) and until my court date. I really don't know though cuz my moms friend also lined me up with a job interview tomorrow at mcdonalds. Im really confuzed especially with other shit thats also going down in my life.

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Damn Im reading this and its almost gonna be a year and damn shit just got worse to where Im at like I could write a story. But damn this aint shit to the last 2 months. But the bright side is reguardless of the bullsh*t I have to go through Im still on track to graduating

That isn't the point. Some people can handle it and others can't, I acknowledge that. He is one of the people who can't and becomes an addict.

yup i agree.

Well done, you're "g", whatever the f*ck that means.

I decided to check this thread again, out of morbid curiosity. First of all, you're a lier, you haven't raised 2 kids, you're 17, you're a kid yourself. Grow up, you won't be a kid much longer. Second of all, you're a waste of space.

I'll put this simply. This thread is depressing and disgusting. The OP should honestly go ahead a kill himself at this point. NO-ONE WOULD MISS YOU, YOU WASTE OF SKIN! Seriously, you're a drain on your family, a terrible influence on your friends, a nuisance to you community and a dangerous, unpredicable criminal in the eyes of your peers who will either be afraid of you in case you steal from them or attack them, or be disgusted with you because you've fallen too far for them to even pity you. KILL YOURSELF! Go on. Do it. We're all waiting... you can borrow my fork, express mail your soul to the God of your choice, but please do it now, plunge it into your neck and die, before you waste another valuable gulp of MY AIR!

The other, more likely possiblity. You're NONE OF THESE. You've never done drugs, you've never stolen, you live in your parents house and spend all day playing WoW and CoD. You've got no friends, you've never seen a woman naked outside of porn and you're life is a pathetic waste of time. Because of this you spend your time making shit up on this forum for attention. Well done.

Either way, and this is important. I'll be sending this thread to the Admin, as they are now LEGALLY OBLIGED to report the IP address of Cookies420 to his internet service provider and local police department as he has openly admitted to possessing and using drugs whilst awaiting court for drug based offenses.

I hope you're proud of yourself for passing those drug tests. Congratulations **** up. By the way, this is another lie, it doesn't matter how much water he drank, he wouldn't pass the tests if he's been doing drugs only hours before. I know, I'm a forensic scientist. I can find drugs in your system, after you're dead, over a week after you've used them. Don't bullshit, you never know who's watching.

So basically your saying my life is shit and that i'm a total retard even though i'm a decent guy, smart person well let me correct you. I'm just saying what I think of suicidle NOT WHAT YOu THINK so you actually are dumb enough to say i'm total retard by judging on my post well thats your opinion which SUCKS. By my opinion i'm right your wrong, my parents are actually rich and also are dumb by my opinion WHICH I BLAME THEIR AGE!!!. AND BY THE WAY WEED ISN'T ADDICTIVE I SMOKED ALOT WITH MY BONG BUT FUK THAT I JUST STOPPED IT'S EASY.

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I understand what your are saying but i wouldn't commit suicide on those purposes not because i'm intelligent which i'm not, but i'm not stupid i know myself. The only reason for me to commit suicide if it was really necessary... Think the well known RYAN DUNN has died in a car crash and no one yet has commited suicide over him. ?

How old are you?

He never said anything to implicate that. BTW just in case you don't know what implicate means as you have problems with words You must login or register to view this content.


Have you ever been suicidal? No. I had a spiral which involved me becoming depressed and had suicidal thoughts. Suicide is not being stupid. Suicidal thoughts are derived mainly off of fear or loss of hope. Personally, I had accepted that I no longer believed in God which led me to believe I had no special value and there was no afterlife awaiting. Realizing this set it up for me. Was I being a pussy? No way.

Actually, f*** you for claiming those who are suicidal are stupid.


Yeah, because a rich kid couldn't afford 10 bucks for premium smarta**. You have confused opinion and fact by the way. Your opinion means **** unless you could prove your intelligence off of an IQ test or some sort of degree.


Yeah you still smoke it. You also forgot that 1/4 kids who try drugs become addicted to them on the first try. That is a scientific fact, not an opinion.


Trust me, you don't understand the feeling until you are put in the scenario.


Let's see, Ryan Dunn offered no value to the world and lets be honest, the only people who care about him are his friends and family. His friends aren't close enough to get suicidal over it as they also have other ways to turn. His family cares, but committing suicide would only make it worse for the other family members.

Quit drugs, go to school, **** McDonalds.

1. I don't really care what anyone thinks of my opinions 2. These comments and replies are completely daft 3. Let's stop being immature idiots trying to out smart each other since it's gonna go on for weeks.

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I'm 16 and i may ask why you would like to know ?

A lot of your comments have been extremely immature, no offence. Well, actually if I were you I'd find that pretty offensive. Anyway, point still stands...