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Im 17 and a junior in high school and Iv been getting caught up excessively that its getting out of hand. I got arrested at school a few weeks ago for possession of marjuana after I got done selling to the homies and It was just crumbs. I lost all my trust from my dad and mom and family. Iv been trying to get trust back after my arrested back 2 years ago when I stole their truck. I am still awaiting my court date but I so far just got asigned some drug classes which is ok. After that everything went back to normal kind of. My parents were still letting me go to "track" after school.(I got kicked out of track and now I just hang out in that time) so I was still happy and shit. Its all went to shit this past weekend when I got drunk and high on shrooms. Everything went to shit, especially when my sister found me on the side of my street picked me up, and then called my mom and they tried to drug test me and then called the cops on me and they were in my room. The storys really long but it was ****en crazy. That weekend cost me like $200 because I lost my phone which hurts me because I had so much shit on it. Im no longer able to stay after school. Im still selling bud and want to get rid of my stock to buy a new phone. I still get high and buzzed at lunch. My grades are decent besides the 1 high F i have. My family thinks im a loser and I don't know what to do from here. Im not susicidal at al so don't think Im thinking that shit cuz people who do that are just pussys. I'm also pissed at myself because the bitches I accually like are all anti drugs and won't go out with me cuz of the shit im in right now. I just want advice. Im planning on running away June 8 (last day of school) and until my court date. I really don't know though cuz my moms friend also lined me up with a job interview tomorrow at mcdonalds. Im really confuzed especially with other shit thats also going down in my life.

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Damn Im reading this and its almost gonna be a year and damn shit just got worse to where Im at like I could write a story. But damn this aint shit to the last 2 months. But the bright side is reguardless of the bullsh*t I have to go through Im still on track to graduating

Look, I'm not gonna give you some life lesson story, mainly because I don't know your life beyond this point. This sounds like you are going through some serious problems, especially drug related. I'm not gonna go on some rant on how drugs are bad for you, it seems though that you can't handle them. The fact you continue'd to do it after you had lost all of your family's trust and expected them to continue trusting you alone is pathetic.

Running away won't solve anything. From what it sounds you have no real salary or funds, meaning you won't be able to afford anything.

In all honesty, I would try to stop with the drugs. If you cannot then that's proof on its own that you've become an addict. If you can, good, now first focus on the matter at hand. You have a court date, and a job opportunity. Try to earn your parent's trust back at least. I'm not trying to lecture you, but being 17 means you have much ahead of you still including a career, maybe start putting time into that.

What will running away do? It will prove you don't have the backbone to realize you have made a mistake and correct yourself.

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Right now I just want to do as much illegal shit I can get away with before I turn 18. I sell bud so thats my current income and thats how I pay for my internet and phone bills . Im running away to have a legit summer vacation. I still have my main prioritys as Im planning on graduating high school and go to college. Also its not that I can handle drugs its just that I got caught up with them. I save most of my money and I am not losing any money but smoking bud as when I sell to the homies they smoke me out so its just profit me.

Thanks for giveing me another opinion though i appriciat it

I would completely re-evaluate my life.

The thing is that so far no matter how ****ed up it sounds but I rather go through this than be some kid that has no life and nothing to tell to his kids

As much as it might not seem like it.....you will be better off staying with your family. I got into a lot of bad stuff a few years back and lost my family's trust too....but I decided to give them the chance to help me and that made the biggest impact in my life. You will just have to give them the means to help you.....which means basically to go to them and explain how you are feeling and what you feel your problems are and then ask them to help and I guarantee that they will.

The future is most important, you gotta make sure you can provide for yourself & your family. So wether it be working in burger king or selling weed by the kilo, you gotta move up a notch and be smarter. So, there's a couple of options - go straight or go hard.

Try Quiting The Drugs Before You Turn 18

OK. After reading this thread I was going to answer with the stereotypical "STOP BREAKING THE LAW ASSHOLE!". But I decided to give this a proper response. The thing is you're not going to like it but it has to be said.



Boo Hoo, I want to run away... You sound like a little child.

You are a pathetic thief, drug dealer, no good pathetic waste of space and unless you want that yo be your legacy you WILL listen to me now.

1. Stop with the drugs. It doesn't make you the big man, it doesn't make you cool. All it does it f*ck you up. There's a reason none of the girls like you. It's because you're pathetic. The reason they're anti-drugs is because they have a shred of intelligence.

2. Stop stealing shit. If you where my kid you'd be on the streets by now. You're lucky your parents give a crap about you. At 17 you should either be looking for a job, have a job or be working on your education so that you can pay your own way in this world. Not stealing peoples trucks. Do you want to end up in prison being raped by a big guy while he calls you 'Jenifer'... because that's where you're heading.

3. How about you stop worrying about stupid shit like your phone or your "stock" and get your life in order. You're 17 and already a pathetic loser with a criminal record and likely no future at this rate. How about you pull your life around while you've still got a chance to change that. You know, go to this interview at McDonalds. Try to actually get the job. Earn some money. Pay your way. Have some self-respect. Have some respect for other people. Stop getting "high" to get through the day and show some responsibility... maybe then the occational girl will see the good in you, but honestly, there has to BE good in you for them to see it, and I'm not seeing it. Go on prove me wrong.

4. Learn to write. You can't spell, you can't use grammar, you can't use paragraphs. While I know my English skills are poor yours are pathetic. It may not seem important to you but I think it'd be a good idea for you to learn basic literacy before you graduate. Unless you want to be an unemployable bum for your entire life.

5. Stop lying and stop "hanging out". Is that really the best thing you can come up with. Lying so you can stand around on the street corner with other losers and take hallucinogens until your brain has a small seizure.... really. This is your idea of fun? Why not try to get a hobby, because that's truly pathetic.

So there you have it. Five things you need to do to make your situation better. But your question was. "What would you do in my position?" and honestly, I'd probably have a breakdown after realising what a complete failure and utterly pathetic peice of crap I'd managed to become all before the age of 18, and probably be contemplating throwing myself of the nearest bridge... but then I hold myself to high standards and you don't come anywhere close to them.

Now, you can take this as the advice it's intended to be, or you can be offended at it. Your choice. I however, have done you the biggest favour ever. I've just let you see how the rest of the world sees you... PATHETIC. How about you change that.

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Again, I was going to leave this response at that, but I noticed you replied and I need to address some of what you said.




Then f*ck you. You're a waste of space and quite frankly a horrible human being if you think that's a good goal. I hope you get locked up like you deserve.



How about you get a job instead then, you f*cking moron.



You don't deserve a summer vacation. You've done nothing to take a vacation from. You deserve prison and quite frankly if you "run away" like the pathetic little child that you are, I hope your family outright disowns you because they deserve more than a pathetic trouble causing drug peddling criminal leaching from them like you are now.



You're not going to have any kids. To have kids you need a few things. You need a woman who will actually want to have sex with you, enough money to be independent, and enough integrity that the mother of your kids will want to stay with you or at least let you see your kids. Quite frankly this shows just how immature you are.

You don't want to be "some kid with no life". Well how about you experience life then? So far you've stolen vehicles, ****ed about on street corners and had a lot of self-induced seizures from drugs. WELL F*CKING DONE! You've done nothing.

Have you travelled to other countries. Learned a trade. Fallen in love. Seen any of the modern wonders of the world. Become engrossed in a good book/film/game. Developed a meaningful hobby. Built something with your own hands. Learned a foreign language. Formed an opinion on politics, philosophy and religion. Nurtured an artistic flare in yourself or anyone else. Had a truly deep friendship. Shared your time with someone in need just to see them smile. Maintained a home. Formed a family. Saved a life. Comforted someone as they died. Took the time to appreciate nature. Studied something just for the pleasure of learning...

I've done EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THOSE THINGS! You've done how many? I'm willing to bet none. I have loads to tell my future children and I didn't need to be a petty drug peddling criminal to do it. You're a pathetic waste of skin and honestly, I hope this post makes you REALLY re-asses your life, because the fact that NGU is treating you nicely is only due to them fearing moderator flying up their ass for flaming you. You need to hear this. If you're doing this just so you have something to tell your kids... you kids will be ashamed of you.