Post: I hate my life. Depression/Social Anxiety
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10-08-2011, 08:21 PM
#1
Clouds
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Now, I know that senior year is the year you usually f*ck around, but I do that, just to fill myself for that time. Like, I feel like I have a hole inside that's just sucking the life out of me. I've started drinking, smoking, doing drugs... I hate how I feel, I hate that I can't fix this, I hate my life. I've spent my whole life trying to be that perfect kid like my parents want me to be; I'm top of my class with a 4.something GPA. I'm a f*ck up when it comes to dating as well. I try to go after one girl, and she dates some other douchebag even though we had set up to go on a date. I'm going after another girl, who I had a date with today, but it sucked a shitload. I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety disorder. I hate being around large groups of people, and when I'm surrounded by a group, I freak out. I never was like this, I hate being like this, and I'm not sure what caused this. Everything about my life, how alone I am, how I never am paid attention to, just really hit me like a rock falling from a cliff. I'm a damn socially awkward, anxiety ridden, depressed teen. I'm not looking for answers, as much as just wanting to see if anyone knows why I feel like this.
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Social anxiety test shows that I have a pretty severe case of SAD. What should I do about that?
10-08-2011, 10:45 PM
#12
iMLB
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Well quit doing drugs and drinking. They mess your head up real bad. And also find a professional person to help you, tell your parents and say "I feel depressed, I need help, please mom/ dad, take me to a DR. before something happens."
They should help you, and if you need a lot of help call 1-800-273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, they will help you through this situation.
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They should help you, and if you need a lot of help call 1-800-273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, they will help you through this situation.
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10-09-2011, 06:03 PM
#13
Clouds
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Thanks for all the advice, guys. I think the problem was that I did nothing but play CoD, then when I quit video games, I realized I didn't do anything else with my life. I'm starting to feel better now, since I've started to find stuff to do with myself. I haven't smoked in a few days, and I haven't drunk/drank anything in a few weeks.
10-09-2011, 06:11 PM
#14
Booshykins
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10-09-2011, 06:11 PM
#15
PsYcHoSiS
Eatin' poopy
Originally posted by 9734
I've told a few people. My parents never take me seriously. I don't know... I really just need some sort of purpose. I don't have a significant other, so that really just gets me down often. Robotics season is starting soon, so I'll be programming for about 3-4 hours after school. I just need shit to do. I wake up, get ready, smoke, go to school, smoke, come home. Thank you for posting and all. It's much appreciated. You seem like a very helpful person. Are you considering a job in psychology?
Give up the weed...
Ask help from parents, if they don't do anything ask a teacher...
In fairness it could just be puberty, how long did it last? If it's more that 3-4 months I'd be worried...
Please reply as I feel you need some help (No offense)
10-09-2011, 06:15 PM
#16
SAMCRO
Hurah!
Originally posted by 9734
Hey, guys. Recently I have started becoming depressed and questioning why the f*ck I even try anymore. It seems like all I do is set up to fail, I'll never get a girlfriend, and I'm just a social f*ckup. I'm a senior in high school, and have NEVER felt like I do now. Like, I have hit rock bottom.
Now, I know that senior year is the year you usually f*ck around, but I do that, just to fill myself for that time. Like, I feel like I have a hole inside that's just sucking the life out of me. I've started drinking, smoking, doing drugs... I hate how I feel, I hate that I can't fix this, I hate my life. I've spent my whole life trying to be that perfect kid like my parents want me to be; I'm top of my class with a 4.something GPA. I'm a f*ck up when it comes to dating as well. I try to go after one girl, and she dates some other douchebag even though we had set up to go on a date. I'm going after another girl, who I had a date with today, but it sucked a shitload. I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety disorder. I hate being around large groups of people, and when I'm surrounded by a group, I freak out. I never was like this, I hate being like this, and I'm not sure what caused this. Everything about my life, how alone I am, how I never am paid attention to, just really hit me like a rock falling from a cliff. I'm a damn socially awkward, anxiety ridden, depressed teen. I'm not looking for answers, as much as just wanting to see if anyone knows why I feel like this.
[ATTACH=CONFIG]12483[/ATTACH]
Social anxiety test shows that I have a pretty severe case of SAD. What should I do about that?
Now, I know that senior year is the year you usually f*ck around, but I do that, just to fill myself for that time. Like, I feel like I have a hole inside that's just sucking the life out of me. I've started drinking, smoking, doing drugs... I hate how I feel, I hate that I can't fix this, I hate my life. I've spent my whole life trying to be that perfect kid like my parents want me to be; I'm top of my class with a 4.something GPA. I'm a f*ck up when it comes to dating as well. I try to go after one girl, and she dates some other douchebag even though we had set up to go on a date. I'm going after another girl, who I had a date with today, but it sucked a shitload. I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety disorder. I hate being around large groups of people, and when I'm surrounded by a group, I freak out. I never was like this, I hate being like this, and I'm not sure what caused this. Everything about my life, how alone I am, how I never am paid attention to, just really hit me like a rock falling from a cliff. I'm a damn socially awkward, anxiety ridden, depressed teen. I'm not looking for answers, as much as just wanting to see if anyone knows why I feel like this.
[ATTACH=CONFIG]12483[/ATTACH]
Social anxiety test shows that I have a pretty severe case of SAD. What should I do about that?
worst thing to do is to post this kind of stuff on a site like this 99 % of the time, alot of people will help you cuz they are concerned but most of the time some bellend will just come in with a stupid answer that will make you feel worse, heres my situation: im ugly not going to lie you can take the mick all you want i've heard it all before. but surround yourself with good friends; be it xbox friends that you can just have a laugh with or real life friends and things will start to look up and hey even though im ugly i have an ok track record with females, im not a pimp but bro trust me there will be light at the end of the tunnel (sorry for the shit metaphor)
10-09-2011, 06:17 PM
#17
tooskilled2k11
Banned
Originally posted by 9734
Hey, guys. Recently I have started becoming depressed and questioning why the f*ck I even try anymore. It seems like all I do is set up to fail, I'll never get a girlfriend, and I'm just a social f*ckup. I'm a senior in high school, and have NEVER felt like I do now. Like, I have hit rock bottom.
Now, I know that senior year is the year you usually f*ck around, but I do that, just to fill myself for that time. Like, I feel like I have a hole inside that's just sucking the life out of me. I've started drinking, smoking, doing drugs... I hate how I feel, I hate that I can't fix this, I hate my life. I've spent my whole life trying to be that perfect kid like my parents want me to be; I'm top of my class with a 4.something GPA. I'm a f*ck up when it comes to dating as well. I try to go after one girl, and she dates some other douchebag even though we had set up to go on a date. I'm going after another girl, who I had a date with today, but it sucked a shitload. I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety disorder. I hate being around large groups of people, and when I'm surrounded by a group, I freak out. I never was like this, I hate being like this, and I'm not sure what caused this. Everything about my life, how alone I am, how I never am paid attention to, just really hit me like a rock falling from a cliff. I'm a damn socially awkward, anxiety ridden, depressed teen. I'm not looking for answers, as much as just wanting to see if anyone knows why I feel like this.
[ATTACH=CONFIG]12483[/ATTACH]
Social anxiety test shows that I have a pretty severe case of SAD. What should I do about that?
Now, I know that senior year is the year you usually f*ck around, but I do that, just to fill myself for that time. Like, I feel like I have a hole inside that's just sucking the life out of me. I've started drinking, smoking, doing drugs... I hate how I feel, I hate that I can't fix this, I hate my life. I've spent my whole life trying to be that perfect kid like my parents want me to be; I'm top of my class with a 4.something GPA. I'm a f*ck up when it comes to dating as well. I try to go after one girl, and she dates some other douchebag even though we had set up to go on a date. I'm going after another girl, who I had a date with today, but it sucked a shitload. I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety disorder. I hate being around large groups of people, and when I'm surrounded by a group, I freak out. I never was like this, I hate being like this, and I'm not sure what caused this. Everything about my life, how alone I am, how I never am paid attention to, just really hit me like a rock falling from a cliff. I'm a damn socially awkward, anxiety ridden, depressed teen. I'm not looking for answers, as much as just wanting to see if anyone knows why I feel like this.
[ATTACH=CONFIG]12483[/ATTACH]
Social anxiety test shows that I have a pretty severe case of SAD. What should I do about that?
Hey dude I have never been depressed personally but I have helped friends in your situation. Friends that smoked weed, drank and all that shit. Dude don't take the easy way out and take your own life, work through it. I know you can't really see my face and know how i feel right now but i am actually sad about something that is on the internet. My advice for you is to seek help talk to a social worker, or anyone that cares for you. Personally if i were you i would maybe try to smoke less. I know it may be very hard but do your best maybe to try to post utube videos, draw, read, do anything that you feel good and happy. My final words for you are anyone you trust will help you you just have to believe in them. Thanks for reading and i hope to see you get out of this situation feeling better than ever.
10-09-2011, 06:21 PM
#18
Travis
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Originally posted by 9734
Hey, guys. Recently I have started becoming depressed and questioning why the f*ck I even try anymore. It seems like all I do is set up to fail, I'll never get a girlfriend, and I'm just a social f*ckup. I'm a senior in high school, and have NEVER felt like I do now. Like, I have hit rock bottom.
Now, I know that senior year is the year you usually f*ck around, but I do that, just to fill myself for that time. Like, I feel like I have a hole inside that's just sucking the life out of me. I've started drinking, smoking, doing drugs... I hate how I feel, I hate that I can't fix this, I hate my life. I've spent my whole life trying to be that perfect kid like my parents want me to be; I'm top of my class with a 4.something GPA. I'm a f*ck up when it comes to dating as well. I try to go after one girl, and she dates some other douchebag even though we had set up to go on a date. I'm going after another girl, who I had a date with today, but it sucked a shitload. I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety disorder. I hate being around large groups of people, and when I'm surrounded by a group, I freak out. I never was like this, I hate being like this, and I'm not sure what caused this. Everything about my life, how alone I am, how I never am paid attention to, just really hit me like a rock falling from a cliff. I'm a damn socially awkward, anxiety ridden, depressed teen. I'm not looking for answers, as much as just wanting to see if anyone knows why I feel like this.
[ATTACH=CONFIG]12483[/ATTACH]
Social anxiety test shows that I have a pretty severe case of SAD. What should I do about that?
Now, I know that senior year is the year you usually f*ck around, but I do that, just to fill myself for that time. Like, I feel like I have a hole inside that's just sucking the life out of me. I've started drinking, smoking, doing drugs... I hate how I feel, I hate that I can't fix this, I hate my life. I've spent my whole life trying to be that perfect kid like my parents want me to be; I'm top of my class with a 4.something GPA. I'm a f*ck up when it comes to dating as well. I try to go after one girl, and she dates some other douchebag even though we had set up to go on a date. I'm going after another girl, who I had a date with today, but it sucked a shitload. I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety disorder. I hate being around large groups of people, and when I'm surrounded by a group, I freak out. I never was like this, I hate being like this, and I'm not sure what caused this. Everything about my life, how alone I am, how I never am paid attention to, just really hit me like a rock falling from a cliff. I'm a damn socially awkward, anxiety ridden, depressed teen. I'm not looking for answers, as much as just wanting to see if anyone knows why I feel like this.
[ATTACH=CONFIG]12483[/ATTACH]
Social anxiety test shows that I have a pretty severe case of SAD. What should I do about that?
I'm a senior and I feel kind of in a pit too. I don't have a car, job, or girlfriend. I don't do any after school activities, so I'm pretty much bored doing nothing a lot, which causes me to smoke more too. I'm also worrying about school and college. I always have a lot on mind. I just try enjoy as much time as I can and try not to think so negatively I guess. :p No video games to play either... I need BF3 and Skyrim.
And to top it all off, look I'm a forum moderator.
kay:Why is this being thanked? :argh:
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10-09-2011, 08:05 PM
#19
rhys0065
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Originally posted by 9734
Hey, guys. Recently I have started becoming depressed and questioning why the f*ck I even try anymore. It seems like all I do is set up to fail, I'll never get a girlfriend, and I'm just a social f*ckup. I'm a senior in high school, and have NEVER felt like I do now. Like, I have hit rock bottom.
Now, I know that senior year is the year you usually f*ck around, but I do that, just to fill myself for that time. Like, I feel like I have a hole inside that's just sucking the life out of me. I've started drinking, smoking, doing drugs... I hate how I feel, I hate that I can't fix this, I hate my life. I've spent my whole life trying to be that perfect kid like my parents want me to be; I'm top of my class with a 4.something GPA. I'm a f*ck up when it comes to dating as well. I try to go after one girl, and she dates some other douchebag even though we had set up to go on a date. I'm going after another girl, who I had a date with today, but it sucked a shitload. I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety disorder. I hate being around large groups of people, and when I'm surrounded by a group, I freak out. I never was like this, I hate being like this, and I'm not sure what caused this. Everything about my life, how alone I am, how I never am paid attention to, just really hit me like a rock falling from a cliff. I'm a damn socially awkward, anxiety ridden, depressed teen. I'm not looking for answers, as much as just wanting to see if anyone knows why I feel like this.
[ATTACH=CONFIG]12483[/ATTACH]
Social anxiety test shows that I have a pretty severe case of SAD. What should I do about that?
Now, I know that senior year is the year you usually f*ck around, but I do that, just to fill myself for that time. Like, I feel like I have a hole inside that's just sucking the life out of me. I've started drinking, smoking, doing drugs... I hate how I feel, I hate that I can't fix this, I hate my life. I've spent my whole life trying to be that perfect kid like my parents want me to be; I'm top of my class with a 4.something GPA. I'm a f*ck up when it comes to dating as well. I try to go after one girl, and she dates some other douchebag even though we had set up to go on a date. I'm going after another girl, who I had a date with today, but it sucked a shitload. I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety disorder. I hate being around large groups of people, and when I'm surrounded by a group, I freak out. I never was like this, I hate being like this, and I'm not sure what caused this. Everything about my life, how alone I am, how I never am paid attention to, just really hit me like a rock falling from a cliff. I'm a damn socially awkward, anxiety ridden, depressed teen. I'm not looking for answers, as much as just wanting to see if anyone knows why I feel like this.
[ATTACH=CONFIG]12483[/ATTACH]
Social anxiety test shows that I have a pretty severe case of SAD. What should I do about that?
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