Post: Confession thread
11-10-2013, 03:06 AM #1
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Gambler
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(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Okay guys, so I haven't posted anything in a while. I thought I'd share something very personal, hopefully since i'm admitting this stuff, I don't get flamed.

Saturday about 5 PM
In room browsing NGU
Dad comes in "Hey buddy got any plans for tonight?"
Me: "Not really, no"
Dad: "Why don't you go out with some friends? It's a nice night tonight."
Conversation continues for another 5 minutes
Dad asks about girls and my "friends"
I try to dodge around admitting I have no friends and no experience with girls
But he knows
"Okay buddy, just let me know if you need a ride somewhere, or you can borrow my car anytime you want."
Pats me on the shoulder and leaves.
I go back to playing the new Call Of Duty
After a few minutes, feel thirsty
No drinks in my room
Venture out of my room and go into kitchen
Hear my father in the living room, crying
Look around the corner
He's look at a photo album, at pictures of me
"Hey Dad?"
He looks up, trying to hide that he was crying
"I'm going out with some friends, can I still borrow the car?"
He smiles the happiest smile I've seen in years
"Sure thing buddy"
He gets up and hugs me, tears in his eyes
I get dressed, get in the car and leave
I drive to an empty parking lot in an industrial area
I go to sleep right in the back seat
Return home the next morning
Pretend I was out with friends all night
Dad hugs me again
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11-10-2013, 03:15 AM #2
Kidd Cold
**** my Toaster !~!
Originally posted by Gambler View Post
Okay guys, so I haven't posted anything in a while. I thought I'd share something very personal, hopefully since i'm admitting this stuff, I don't get flamed.

Saturday about 5 PM
In room browsing NGU
Dad comes in "Hey buddy got any plans for tonight?"
Me: "Not really, no"
Dad: "Why don't you go out with some friends? It's a nice night tonight."
Conversation continues for another 5 minutes
Dad asks about girls and my "friends"
I try to dodge around admitting I have no friends and no experience with girls
But he knows
"Okay buddy, just let me know if you need a ride somewhere, or you can borrow my car anytime you want."
Pats me on the shoulder and leaves.
I go back to playing the new Call Of Duty
After a few minutes, feel thirsty
No drinks in my room
Venture out of my room and go into kitchen
Hear my father in the living room, crying
Look around the corner
He's look at a photo album, at pictures of me
"Hey Dad?"
He looks up, trying to hide that he was crying
"I'm going out with some friends, can I still borrow the car?"
He smiles the happiest smile I've seen in years
"Sure thing buddy"
He gets up and hugs me, tears in his eyes
I get dressed, get in the car and leave
I drive to an empty parking lot in an industrial area
I go to sleep right in the back seat
Return home the next morning
Pretend I was out with friends all night
Dad hugs me again


I feel like this is my mom; We moved and I haven't bothered to socialize down here. I'm focused on school and work, I don't care for people my own age. I mean once I get my CPL and my pistol I will start socializing once I start going to the range regularly.
11-10-2013, 04:11 AM #3
Kieron
Former Staff
Originally posted by Gambler View Post
Okay guys, so I haven't posted anything in a while. I thought I'd share something very personal, hopefully since i'm admitting this stuff, I don't get flamed.

Saturday about 5 PM
In room browsing NGU
Dad comes in "Hey buddy got any plans for tonight?"
Me: "Not really, no"
Dad: "Why don't you go out with some friends? It's a nice night tonight."
Conversation continues for another 5 minutes
Dad asks about girls and my "friends"
I try to dodge around admitting I have no friends and no experience with girls
But he knows
"Okay buddy, just let me know if you need a ride somewhere, or you can borrow my car anytime you want."
Pats me on the shoulder and leaves.
I go back to playing the new Call Of Duty
After a few minutes, feel thirsty
No drinks in my room
Venture out of my room and go into kitchen
Hear my father in the living room, crying
Look around the corner
He's look at a photo album, at pictures of me
"Hey Dad?"
He looks up, trying to hide that he was crying
"I'm going out with some friends, can I still borrow the car?"
He smiles the happiest smile I've seen in years
"Sure thing buddy"
He gets up and hugs me, tears in his eyes
I get dressed, get in the car and leave
I drive to an empty parking lot in an industrial area
I go to sleep right in the back seat
Return home the next morning
Pretend I was out with friends all night
Dad hugs me again


I moved to Isle Of Man about a year ago with my mum =3, and i never socialised either as i didn't see the point, but now im in college and i couldn't be happier Winky Winky
11-10-2013, 04:16 AM #4
Toke
PC Master Race
>hobo for a night so dad thinks I have a life crew
11-10-2013, 04:19 AM #5
Kieron
Former Staff
Originally posted by AntiJebus View Post
>Is hobo for a night so dad loves me crew


Technically he had a car so not a hobo Needa
11-10-2013, 07:49 AM #6
Nice copypasta.
11-10-2013, 08:04 AM #7
Pixie Lott
Keep it MeLLo
Been depressed for a long time, looking at like 2 or so years, No one knows, put the im happy act on when around other people.
11-10-2013, 08:11 AM #8
Solo
Rookie
I can now 100% confirm without a doubt:

OP is a phaggot
11-10-2013, 09:14 AM #9
Gommy
I’m too L33T
Gambler I guess im kinda the same really. I wouldn't lie and go out though. But I don't really socialise after Sixth Form. My excuse is its too cold, lol. Anyways.. ive had my fair share of relationships... Some good and some bad but its only life, im quite glad I took the route of gaming and sitting in doors all day. I get much more enjoyment than being outside with the idiots of today smoking and doing drugs...

Its nothing to be ashamed of buddy. Trust me.
11-10-2013, 09:21 AM #10
Lamputt
Space Ninja
I must confess, that my loneliness is killing me now.
Don't you know I still believe? That you will be here and give me a sign.
Hit me baby one more time.

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