(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Okay guys, so I haven't posted anything in a while. I thought I'd share something very personal, hopefully since i'm admitting this stuff, I don't get flamed.

Saturday about 5 PM
In room browsing NGU
Dad comes in "Hey buddy got any plans for tonight?"
Me: "Not really, no"
Dad: "Why don't you go out with some friends? It's a nice night tonight."
Conversation continues for another 5 minutes
Dad asks about girls and my "friends"
I try to dodge around admitting I have no friends and no experience with girls
But he knows
"Okay buddy, just let me know if you need a ride somewhere, or you can borrow my car anytime you want."
Pats me on the shoulder and leaves.
I go back to playing the new Call Of Duty
After a few minutes, feel thirsty
No drinks in my room
Venture out of my room and go into kitchen
Hear my father in the living room, crying
Look around the corner
He's look at a photo album, at pictures of me
"Hey Dad?"
He looks up, trying to hide that he was crying
"I'm going out with some friends, can I still borrow the car?"
He smiles the happiest smile I've seen in years
"Sure thing buddy"
He gets up and hugs me, tears in his eyes
I get dressed, get in the car and leave
I drive to an empty parking lot in an industrial area
I go to sleep right in the back seat
Return home the next morning
Pretend I was out with friends all night
Dad hugs me again