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04-30-2015, 08:08 AM
#1
MLB
Former Moderator
I am not doing so well, my heart is heavy right now. I recieved a phone call this morning that I will never forget at apx. 11am and what this voice of sorrow told me is that one of my best friends shot himself in the head. No one knows why exactly, the guy seemed so happy, he always put others before himself, and never showed emotions of sadness. He was the most selfless person I knew. He would do whatever it takes to help someone in need. And when he was in need no one noticed because of the personality he has. Always smiling, caring, loving. He was everything anyone could ask for as a friend, brother and one day husband.
Do me a favor, text your friends, family, enemies tell them how much you love them, and care for them. Forgive your enemies for life is to short to hold grudges. Live everyday like its your last because one day it will be your last.
Message your family and friends, please for it may save one of their lives. Even if its not a friend, but someone you know in your community that seems depressed. Talk to them offer them help.
The loss of someone due to suicide is the worst feeling ever and NO one should have to feel the way that my community and I feel. We are all heartbroken and crushed for the horrific situation that happened.
And if one of you are depressed, message me. Please for the sake of those around you.
Ways of contact;
NGU PM
[email][email protected][/email]
Skype: mcilwainn
Snapchat: iimlb
Someone loves you. Remember that.
-MLB :cry:
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04-30-2015, 10:46 PM
#11
Zambie
< ^ > < ^ >
Originally posted by MLB
Hey NGU,
I am not doing so well, my heart is heavy right now. I recieved a phone call this morning that I will never forget at apx. 11am and what this voice of sorrow told me is that one of my best friends shot himself in the head. No one knows why exactly, the guy seemed so happy, he always put others before himself, and never showed emotions of sadness. He was the most selfless person I knew. He would do whatever it takes to help someone in need. And when he was in need no one noticed because of the personality he has. Always smiling, caring, loving. He was everything anyone could ask for as a friend, brother and one day husband.
Do me a favor, text your friends, family, enemies tell them how much you love them, and care for them. Forgive your enemies for life is to short to hold grudges. Live everyday like its your last because one day it will be your last.
Message your family and friends, please for it may save one of their lives. Even if its not a friend, but someone you know in your community that seems depressed. Talk to them offer them help.
The loss of someone due to suicide is the worst feeling ever and NO one should have to feel the way that my community and I feel. We are all heartbroken and crushed for the horrific situation that happened.
And if one of you are depressed, message me. Please for the sake of those around you.
Ways of contact;
NGU PM
[email][email protected][/email]
Skype: mcilwainn
Snapchat: iimlb
Someone loves you. Remember that.
-MLB :cry:
I am not doing so well, my heart is heavy right now. I recieved a phone call this morning that I will never forget at apx. 11am and what this voice of sorrow told me is that one of my best friends shot himself in the head. No one knows why exactly, the guy seemed so happy, he always put others before himself, and never showed emotions of sadness. He was the most selfless person I knew. He would do whatever it takes to help someone in need. And when he was in need no one noticed because of the personality he has. Always smiling, caring, loving. He was everything anyone could ask for as a friend, brother and one day husband.
Do me a favor, text your friends, family, enemies tell them how much you love them, and care for them. Forgive your enemies for life is to short to hold grudges. Live everyday like its your last because one day it will be your last.
Message your family and friends, please for it may save one of their lives. Even if its not a friend, but someone you know in your community that seems depressed. Talk to them offer them help.
The loss of someone due to suicide is the worst feeling ever and NO one should have to feel the way that my community and I feel. We are all heartbroken and crushed for the horrific situation that happened.
And if one of you are depressed, message me. Please for the sake of those around you.
Ways of contact;
NGU PM
[email][email protected][/email]
Skype: mcilwainn
Snapchat: iimlb
Someone loves you. Remember that.
-MLB :cry:
someone needs to sticky this
05-01-2015, 05:40 AM
#13
oGMews
Banned
Originally posted by MLB
Hey NGU,
I am not doing so well, my heart is heavy right now. I recieved a phone call this morning that I will never forget at apx. 11am and what this voice of sorrow told me is that one of my best friends shot himself in the head. No one knows why exactly, the guy seemed so happy, he always put others before himself, and never showed emotions of sadness. He was the most selfless person I knew. He would do whatever it takes to help someone in need. And when he was in need no one noticed because of the personality he has. Always smiling, caring, loving. He was everything anyone could ask for as a friend, brother and one day husband.
Do me a favor, text your friends, family, enemies tell them how much you love them, and care for them. Forgive your enemies for life is to short to hold grudges. Live everyday like its your last because one day it will be your last.
Message your family and friends, please for it may save one of their lives. Even if its not a friend, but someone you know in your community that seems depressed. Talk to them offer them help.
The loss of someone due to suicide is the worst feeling ever and NO one should have to feel the way that my community and I feel. We are all heartbroken and crushed for the horrific situation that happened.
And if one of you are depressed, message me. Please for the sake of those around you.
Ways of contact;
NGU PM
[email][email protected][/email]
Skype: mcilwainn
Snapchat: iimlb
Someone loves you. Remember that.
-MLB :cry:
I am not doing so well, my heart is heavy right now. I recieved a phone call this morning that I will never forget at apx. 11am and what this voice of sorrow told me is that one of my best friends shot himself in the head. No one knows why exactly, the guy seemed so happy, he always put others before himself, and never showed emotions of sadness. He was the most selfless person I knew. He would do whatever it takes to help someone in need. And when he was in need no one noticed because of the personality he has. Always smiling, caring, loving. He was everything anyone could ask for as a friend, brother and one day husband.
Do me a favor, text your friends, family, enemies tell them how much you love them, and care for them. Forgive your enemies for life is to short to hold grudges. Live everyday like its your last because one day it will be your last.
Message your family and friends, please for it may save one of their lives. Even if its not a friend, but someone you know in your community that seems depressed. Talk to them offer them help.
The loss of someone due to suicide is the worst feeling ever and NO one should have to feel the way that my community and I feel. We are all heartbroken and crushed for the horrific situation that happened.
And if one of you are depressed, message me. Please for the sake of those around you.
Ways of contact;
NGU PM
[email][email protected][/email]
Skype: mcilwainn
Snapchat: iimlb
Someone loves you. Remember that.
-MLB :cry:
The mind creates fear, worry, guilt, regret, sadness, envy, greed, hate and all other mind-made, negative feelings you receive. These uncontrolled emotions are creating all the misery in the world. You just have to realize that they are not real/true, and they will disappear. Why live with pain and suffering that is just created by the mind?
05-01-2015, 05:49 AM
#14
Frosty
error
Originally posted by oGMews
The mind creates fear, worry, guilt, regret, sadness, envy, greed, hate and all other mind-made, negative feelings you receive. These uncontrolled emotions are creating all the misery in the world. You just have to realize that they are not real/true, and they will disappear. Why live with pain and suffering that is just created by the mind?
That's a fun story to tell yourself, but not that simple. Some of us aren't so lucky to have emotional detachment.
05-01-2015, 09:18 AM
#15
oGMews
Banned
Originally posted by OpTic
That's a fun story to tell yourself, but not that simple. Some of us aren't so lucky to have emotional detachment.
Sometimes people hold a core belief that is very strong. When they are presented with evidence that works against that belief, the new evidence cannot be accepted. It would create a feeling that is extremely uncomfortable, called cognitive dissonance. And because it is so important to protect the core belief, they will rationalize, ignore and even deny anything that doesn't fit in with the core belief.
Get to know these two words. It is the unseen enemy of mankind. It does more to cause war, crime and suffering than anything else, because it prevents people from learning and changing. If you are ready to overcome your cognitive dissonance and learn the truth of life, keep reading.
05-01-2015, 11:34 AM
#16
Script Kiddie
At least I can fight
Originally posted by Jordan
I know how it feels man, I was saved a few weeks ago I was about to jump infront of a car and a few friends pulled me away, if you ever need to talk i'm here ngu Jordan Skype NGU.Jordan PSN: oO-je_199-Oo. This does not apply just to MLB but anyone that needs to talk I know what it feels like and I will try my hardest to help.
Jordan your not allowed to die
05-01-2015, 05:15 PM
#17
MLB
Former Moderator
Originally posted by Jordan
I know how it feels man, I was saved a few weeks ago I was about to jump infront of a car and a few friends pulled me away, if you ever need to talk i'm here ngu Jordan Skype NGU.Jordan PSN: oO-je_199-Oo. This does not apply just to MLB but anyone that needs to talk I know what it feels like and I will try my hardest to help.
Ever need to talk man contact me bro. Goes for anyone.
12-07-2015, 01:31 PM
#18
BurtE
NextGenUpdate Elite
Originally posted by kennyM
Hey NGU,
I am not doing so well, my heart is heavy right now. I recieved a phone call this morning that I will never forget at apx. 11am and what this voice of sorrow told me is that one of my best friends shot himself in the head. No one knows why exactly, the guy seemed so happy, he always put others before himself, and never showed emotions of sadness. He was the most selfless person I knew. He would do whatever it takes to help someone in need. And when he was in need no one noticed because of the personality he has. Always smiling, caring, loving. He was everything anyone could ask for as a friend, brother and one day husband.
Do me a favor, text your friends, family, enemies tell them how much you love them, and care for them. Forgive your enemies for life is to short to hold grudges. Live everyday like its your last because one day it will be your last.
Message your family and friends, please for it may save one of their lives. Even if its not a friend, but someone you know in your community that seems depressed. Talk to them offer them help.
The loss of someone due to suicide is the worst feeling ever and NO one should have to feel the way that my community and I feel. We are all heartbroken and crushed for the horrific situation that happened.
And if one of you are depressed, message me. Please for the sake of those around you.
Ways of contact;
NGU PM
[email][email protected][/email]
Skype: mcilwainn
Snapchat: iimlb
Someone loves you. Remember that.
-MLB :cry:
I am not doing so well, my heart is heavy right now. I recieved a phone call this morning that I will never forget at apx. 11am and what this voice of sorrow told me is that one of my best friends shot himself in the head. No one knows why exactly, the guy seemed so happy, he always put others before himself, and never showed emotions of sadness. He was the most selfless person I knew. He would do whatever it takes to help someone in need. And when he was in need no one noticed because of the personality he has. Always smiling, caring, loving. He was everything anyone could ask for as a friend, brother and one day husband.
Do me a favor, text your friends, family, enemies tell them how much you love them, and care for them. Forgive your enemies for life is to short to hold grudges. Live everyday like its your last because one day it will be your last.
Message your family and friends, please for it may save one of their lives. Even if its not a friend, but someone you know in your community that seems depressed. Talk to them offer them help.
The loss of someone due to suicide is the worst feeling ever and NO one should have to feel the way that my community and I feel. We are all heartbroken and crushed for the horrific situation that happened.
And if one of you are depressed, message me. Please for the sake of those around you.
Ways of contact;
NGU PM
[email][email protected][/email]
Skype: mcilwainn
Snapchat: iimlb
Someone loves you. Remember that.
-MLB :cry:
Brings tears to my eyes man, Ive had the same sorta situation
Me and my 2 mates used to do naughty things years ago, we all split apart to do our own thing
1 of them is about to be sentenced for a few yrs inside and the other commited suicide recently, im just sat here with mental health issues..
like damn man, KARMA IS ABOUT AND WILL BITE U IN THE ASS! REMEMBER THAT
12-09-2015, 12:04 AM
#19
ICS Vortex
Between Light and Lies
I'm not going to go into detail, but I've attempted to kill myself 3 times....that was a few years ago though..... Recently I thought about it again and was ready to try it again...this time I was going to make sure I died.... I had a 12 gauge barrel inside of my mouth. I think I've personally told you about this a while back...
I don't know why I didn't do it.... couldn't tell you honestly.
I just know things get better.
Sorry for your loss man.
I don't know why I didn't do it.... couldn't tell you honestly.
I just know things get better.
Sorry for your loss man.
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