Post: Please read for this could save someone
04-30-2015, 08:08 AM #1
MLB
Former Moderator
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I am not doing so well, my heart is heavy right now. I recieved a phone call this morning that I will never forget at apx. 11am and what this voice of sorrow told me is that one of my best friends shot himself in the head. No one knows why exactly, the guy seemed so happy, he always put others before himself, and never showed emotions of sadness. He was the most selfless person I knew. He would do whatever it takes to help someone in need. And when he was in need no one noticed because of the personality he has. Always smiling, caring, loving. He was everything anyone could ask for as a friend, brother and one day husband.

Do me a favor, text your friends, family, enemies tell them how much you love them, and care for them. Forgive your enemies for life is to short to hold grudges. Live everyday like its your last because one day it will be your last.

Message your family and friends, please for it may save one of their lives. Even if its not a friend, but someone you know in your community that seems depressed. Talk to them offer them help.

The loss of someone due to suicide is the worst feeling ever and NO one should have to feel the way that my community and I feel. We are all heartbroken and crushed for the horrific situation that happened.

And if one of you are depressed, message me. Please for the sake of those around you.

Ways of contact;
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Someone loves you. Remember that.

-MLB :cry:
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12-09-2015, 12:43 AM #20
MLB
Former Moderator
Originally posted by ICS
I'm not going to go into detail, but I've attempted to kill myself 3 times....that was a few years ago though..... Recently I thought about it again and was ready to try it again...this time I was going to make sure I died.... I had a 12 gauge barrel inside of my mouth. I think I've personally told you about this a while back...
I don't know why I didn't do it.... couldn't tell you honestly.
I just know things get better.
Sorry for your loss man.


We spoke about this in the shoutbox a while back.. Hope things get better man.
12-09-2015, 12:45 AM #21
ICS Vortex
Between Light and Lies
Originally posted by kennyM View Post
We spoke about this in the shoutbox a while back.. Hope things get better man.


I thought we spoke about it earlier back... Thanks man, hope all is going well for you (just noticed this thread was from a while back).
12-09-2015, 03:24 AM #22
HeroWin
Java Developer
Sorry for your loss. But ive seen cases like these where the person seems to be a happy all round person and end his or her life. I feel that there should be a physcological study on this.. maybe a person is to normal or happy with life they seem to want to end it? Thats my theory as i felt this way before... who knows. I may be just talking crazy talk..

Once again sorry this happened.. almost lost a friend who was a happy well guy. He overdosed for some reason...
12-09-2015, 08:08 AM #23
Toxic
former staff
Originally posted by HeroWin View Post
Sorry for your loss. But ive seen cases like these where the person seems to be a happy all round person and end his or her life. I feel that there should be a physcological study on this.. maybe a person is to normal or happy with life they seem to want to end it? Thats my theory as i felt this way before... who knows. I may be just talking crazy talk..

Once again sorry this happened.. almost lost a friend who was a happy well guy. He overdosed for some reason...


pretty sure he's over it now, its been like 8 months m8
12-10-2015, 12:33 PM #24
LostSoulSiskel
Devil's never cry.
Speaking of the topic, i messaged a friend after i read this just casually thinking nothing of it like hey how's it going etc. Turns out she was thinking of killing herself. And i obviously prevented her from doing such a thing.
12-11-2015, 02:01 PM #25
Originally posted by Rekt View Post
Brings tears to my eyes man, Ive had the same sorta situation

Me and my 2 mates used to do naughty things years ago, we all split apart to do our own thing

1 of them is about to be sentenced for a few yrs inside and the other commited suicide recently, im just sat here with mental health issues..

like damn man, KARMA IS ABOUT AND WILL BITE U IN THE ASS! REMEMBER THAT


Even though this is a heavy topic please don't grave dig. (bumping a thread for the first time in 7 months)

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