(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); I've thought of doing this for awhile, but never really got the initiative to. Thinking I will be trolled, made fund of or anything along the lines of that.

- Now bare with me, this takes balls to apologize to mass amounts of people who I may have hurt, made fund of or even "hacked". I want to make peace for myself, and with many other members. I hate getting hated on, and hating on others.

- I know I can be a bit of an asshole at times, but it's mostly out of fun and games. If you knew me, you'd know I've got a tiny temper, and I tend to feed trolls a lot. Which makes me an easy target for kids who like to troll.

- My goal when I first logged on NGU wasn't to become a moderator, even better staff. I never thought about it either, when everyone didn't want a staff spot. Back in '08, those were the good NGU days, even though my join date says '11, I've been here since '08. (Selena Gomez) When i joined the site, my first impression was; how can I help the site, how can I make it better. Which many and many members decided to help me and say the obvious. Post, so I did so. I quickly racked up 1000 posts in a few days, all good stuff though. After the good stuff came and left, a ton more members started to join and then the trolling began.

- NGU was my first vBulletin forum, believe it or not. When I saw all these unknown users being promoted to these colors I didn't recognize, I asked a few admins and they said Sectional Moderators. I was in shock, and wanted to get there. In order to get there, I needed some more experience with vBulletin. This is when SantaClawZ and Evan came into the picture. They asked me to join a site some of you may know --> ReversedGaming. I worked my ass off to get a staff spot, because there wasn't a ton of members and I thought I'd shine; which I did. They promoted me to Moderator and eventually Super mod. Which I was loving. I thought, now I am experienced with all this, I could take my knowledge and port it to NGU, and hopefully get acknowledged. Which, no, till this day it hasn't happened.

- I love the community and want to help out as much as I possibly can, I need to break peace with you guys. If I have ever messed with you, made fund of you, hated on you, hacked you. I want yo uto post and I will make an apology in the Multipage dedicated to you.

Thanks for reading, as I hope you fully have read it all. I :love: you guys.

All in all, I am super sorry to everyone, and hope you will forgive me. :muck:
[multipage= Apologies]


RUFFIN, I am sorry, sincerly. Firstly, I only hacked you're forum, I did it because you really pissed me off by saying some things, I am sorry but that's the only way I could get to you.
Hope you're over it and feel better.



Shooter, I don't know what sites, but I think you must have been committed to them, I am sorry for doing that, and hope the air is clear between us.


I was waiting for you to log on, and see this, so I could apologize.
You're site was PwnedGamers. When it got hacked, I had nothing to do with it until a friend messaged me on MSN and said "Hey, wanna hack DT's site?" I replied, sure why not. He gave me full access to the site. I uploaded a shell via ajax, and rooted. I got access, all I could do was really nothing. There was 2 domains.. :/ Predator decided to have fun and **** everything up, I didn't care, cause it wasn't my site.
Derek, I am sorry and hope the air between us is clean and clear. :love:


Sorry man, for whatever I've done.. But honestly I do NOT recall hacking that site.. It may have been a poser, as there has been many who have done so. Sorry man.
Hope to see us become friends in the future. :y:

Oh awesome

*reads thread*

:dumb:



But seriously though. Much respect to you for actually admitting all your wrong and apologizing for it.

Thats what i ment lol. He would be good at security as he knows all about hacking and would know stuff that'd prevent it. I think Biz should do security as well, he could make a few $$$

Sorry, must not have seen your post >.<. But I do agree he'd make $$ and it's something he obviously loves to do.

yer it was abit different to what you said, just didnt know how to word it but i think it's a good suggestion

If you loved this forum, why would you hack members personal sites. :confused:

P.S. You're one of the reasons I use punBB

Well one mean thing you did to me was playing MW2 way back, playing modded zombies. You used a throwing knife on mehhhhh :FU:

Good thread discussion Biz :love:

I didn't view this as an "apology" as much as it was as him wanting to become staff and feeling as he should make a "proper apology" just so that he could be accepted and perhaps vouched for staff position.

I call ****ing bullshit on this one for obvious reasons. Why tell us about your background staff position that you want?

Go into the actual apology and leave it at that.

Just a kid who's trying to gain back petty acceptance because he wants staff position is all.

Feel free to groan but if you re-read his shit again, you'd realize he's not really apologizing as much as he's talking about how he's going to achieve staff position.

Could've sworn title said, "My apologies, to all." not "My brief apology and my actual story on how I can gain your acceptance in hopes that I can be staff and what I did to hopefully acquire this position."

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Why not try to do something about that temper of yours btw?
Why must you let it manifest you? You explained about your short temper but never said what you were going to do to resolve/fix that temper of yours.
Have you tried anger management classes? Have you tried yoga? Meditation?

Seriously, if you really want to apologize, you wouldn't go into how sorry you are as much as how you're going to try to change yourself for the better of the future so such an occurance will not happen.

Who wants a staff who's going to be short tempered and ban/infract every person they see because they got "trolled" ?

Grow up.

I had a feeling you were Selena Gomez because you just act so sexy like.