Post: My apologies, to all. ( My NGU story )
04-24-2011, 06:04 AM #1
Biz
I’m too L33T
(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); I've thought of doing this for awhile, but never really got the initiative to. Thinking I will be trolled, made fund of or anything along the lines of that.

- Now bare with me, this takes balls to apologize to mass amounts of people who I may have hurt, made fund of or even "hacked". I want to make peace for myself, and with many other members. I hate getting hated on, and hating on others.

- I know I can be a bit of an asshole at times, but it's mostly out of fun and games. If you knew me, you'd know I've got a tiny temper, and I tend to feed trolls a lot. Which makes me an easy target for kids who like to troll.

- My goal when I first logged on NGU wasn't to become a moderator, even better staff. I never thought about it either, when everyone didn't want a staff spot. Back in '08, those were the good NGU days, even though my join date says '11, I've been here since '08. (Selena Gomez) When i joined the site, my first impression was; how can I help the site, how can I make it better. Which many and many members decided to help me and say the obvious. Post, so I did so. I quickly racked up 1000 posts in a few days, all good stuff though. After the good stuff came and left, a ton more members started to join and then the trolling began.

- NGU was my first vBulletin forum, believe it or not. When I saw all these unknown users being promoted to these colors I didn't recognize, I asked a few admins and they said Sectional Moderators. I was in shock, and wanted to get there. In order to get there, I needed some more experience with vBulletin. This is when SantaClawZ and Evan came into the picture. They asked me to join a site some of you may know --> ReversedGaming. I worked my ass off to get a staff spot, because there wasn't a ton of members and I thought I'd shine; which I did. They promoted me to Moderator and eventually Super mod. Which I was loving. I thought, now I am experienced with all this, I could take my knowledge and port it to NGU, and hopefully get acknowledged. Which, no, till this day it hasn't happened.

- I love the community and want to help out as much as I possibly can, I need to break peace with you guys. If I have ever messed with you, made fund of you, hated on you, hacked you. I want yo uto post and I will make an apology in the Multipage dedicated to you.

Thanks for reading, as I hope you fully have read it all. I :love: you guys.

All in all, I am super sorry to everyone, and hope you will forgive me. :muck:
[multipage= Apologies]
Originally posted by RUFFINGUY View Post
I wonder who hacked my site and put all that bullshit on there.....


RUFFIN, I am sorry, sincerly. Firstly, I only hacked you're forum, I did it because you really pissed me off by saying some things, I am sorry but that's the only way I could get to you.
Hope you're over it and feel better.

Originally posted by The
You hacked a couple of sites I was a part of.


Shooter, I don't know what sites, but I think you must have been committed to them, I am sorry for doing that, and hope the air is clear between us.

Originally posted by DEREKTROTTER
I forgot you're message :confused:

I was waiting for you to log on, and see this, so I could apologize.
You're site was PwnedGamers. When it got hacked, I had nothing to do with it until a friend messaged me on MSN and said "Hey, wanna hack DT's site?" I replied, sure why not. He gave me full access to the site. I uploaded a shell via ajax, and rooted. I got access, all I could do was really nothing. There was 2 domains.. :/ Predator decided to have fun and **** everything up, I didn't care, cause it wasn't my site.
Derek, I am sorry and hope the air between us is clean and clear. :love:

Originally posted by The
Forgot you're message.

Sorry man, for whatever I've done.. But honestly I do NOT recall hacking that site.. It may have been a poser, as there has been many who have done so. Sorry man.
Hope to see us become friends in the future. :y:
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04-24-2011, 10:36 PM #56
Originally posted by trU.Juzzy View Post
You have never pissed me off or anything but it's good your apologizing for what you did wrong. You have an amazing talent with conputers but i think you just not using it right or in a good way. Also, when people get on your nerves take a deep breathe and forget about it :y: , don't waste effort on them haters


What amazing talent? This kids a script kiddy and took over free webhost vb sites.
04-24-2011, 10:49 PM #57
Biz
I’m too L33T
Originally posted by John
What amazing talent? This kids a script kiddy and took over free webhost vb sites.


I'm not sure who you are talking about, you can claim that I am a skiddie, or a free webhost. That's up to you. I wont lose sleep. I've hacked more sites than you, rooted more servers. Generally speaking to you, please press that big red X.

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Originally posted by Sios View Post
Didn't you yourself mention that certain people pissed you off?

Couldn't you just PM them and link them over to this thread?

Also, I'm sorry for making it seem as if I'm "coming at you" - I'm honestly just questioning the worth of this apology.

I don't like apologies that seem to be false. Not saying yours is - As long as you're able to back yourself up, that's all that matters.

The fact that you're still replying back to me shows that you do care for your apology and value it, yet I wish to know more of it.


That is you're opinion, we are all entitled to it. I am not saying anything, you can claim that I don't mean anything that I am writing but put yourself in my shoes, to see what I've seen and done. Then you'd soon understand that I do mean everything I have written. If I knew who I've affected in any way, I would for sure drop them a VM.
That's just me.

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Originally posted by Sharpie View Post
Look mate, I can see you feel strongly about this, and you are obviously an intelligent guy, as you are putting time in to each one of your posts. However, he has made an apology to the people that have been hacked by him, as a general one. If he was to take the time to post every website he hacked then he will probably miss one out... and seriously, who keeps a record? Almost everyone here has accepted his apology and moved on, after all, this is only the internet, I certainly wouldn't lose sleep if I had been hacked.


Thank you, I appreciate your feed back and supporting me.
:muck:
04-24-2011, 10:49 PM #58
Originally posted by Biz View Post
I'm not sure who you are talking about, you can claim that I am a skiddie, or a free webhost. That's up to you. I wont lose sleep. I've hacked more sites than you, rooted more servers. Generally speaking to you, please press that big red X.


Heres my tripcode: #!ce-e39

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I have a lot, sir.
04-24-2011, 10:51 PM #59
Biz
I’m too L33T
Originally posted by RestoredLife View Post
I don't really know you, but I can tell that you actually mean EVERYTHING you said. If I was one of your victims/enemies, I wouldn't be your bestfriend but I'd accept your apology and put every mistake to the side. Everyone makes mistakes, your only human, just learn from them and put your knowledge of computers to good use. Help out the forum, find some useful hacks. If I were you, that'd be my first task to reach out to the community. I applaud your thread and I'm glad you took the time to share your emotions. Takes a lot of man-power to do so. Good luck in the future.


Thanks, it really did. I've thought about doing this for awhile, just really couldn't deal with it. I had the time and decided to do so.
Thanks, Restored.
:muck:

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Originally posted by John
Heres my tripcode: #!ce-e39

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I have a lot, sir.


Are those you're nulled sites? haha.
04-24-2011, 10:53 PM #60
Justin
Juzzy Dee Music
Originally posted by Sios View Post
I didn't view this as an "apology" as much as it was as him wanting to become staff and feeling as he should make a "proper apology" just so that he could be accepted and perhaps vouched for staff position.

I call ****ing bullshit on this one for obvious reasons. Why tell us about your background staff position that you want?

Go into the actual apology and leave it at that.

Just a kid who's trying to gain back petty acceptance because he wants staff position is all.

Feel free to groan but if you re-read his shit again, you'd realize he's not really apologizing as much as he's talking about how he's going to achieve staff position.

Could've sworn title said, "My apologies, to all." not "My brief apology and my actual story on how I can gain your acceptance in hopes that I can be staff and what I did to hopefully acquire this position."

//Edit:

Why not try to do something about that temper of yours btw?
Why must you let it manifest you? You explained about your short temper but never said what you were going to do to resolve/fix that temper of yours.
Have you tried anger management classes? Have you tried yoga? Meditation?

Seriously, if you really want to apologize, you wouldn't go into how sorry you are as much as how you're going to try to change yourself for the better of the future so such an occurance will not happen.

Who wants a staff who's going to be short tempered and ban/infract every person they see because they got "trolled" ?

Grow up.


No If he wants to try and get a mods spot let him, this IS AN APOLOGY THREAD. And if you actually read his apology properly you'd realise that's in the past
04-24-2011, 11:04 PM #61
There was a thread on here about how many of you wanted to become mods/staff and a WHOLE lot of people replied. Who cares if someone wants to become a member of staff, a lot of people on here do.

I'm not surprised either, this is a very successful forum with tons of active members. Loads of people would want to become staff, nothing says they can't want so let them.
04-24-2011, 11:05 PM #62
Originally posted by Biz View Post
Thanks, it really did. I've thought about doing this for awhile, just really couldn't deal with it. I had the time and decided to do so.
Thanks, Restored.
:muck:

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Are those you're nulled sites? haha.


Totally dude?
04-24-2011, 11:06 PM #63
DiJiTaLGoDz
Former Staff
Brotip: don't attempt perfect grammar if you cannot spell correctly. It makes you look more ignorant than you actually are. Cool Man (aka Tustin)

Biz, I know you know nothing about rooting *nix. One thing that irritates me is when people try to act like they know all about linux when they do not. No

Hacking peoples websites are all in fun, though. :p its not like you ruined anybodies lives or anything.
04-24-2011, 11:10 PM #64
Biz
I’m too L33T
I appreciate you guys helping me out, and backing me up. The fact is like what ^^ said, is true, and always will be. Sure it'd be nice to get a staff, until then. I be posting and helping away!

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Originally posted by YounGRicharD View Post
Brotip: don't attempt perfect grammar if you cannot spell correctly. It makes you look more ignorant than you actually are. Cool Man (aka Tustin)

Biz, I know you know nothing about rooting *nix. One thing that irritates me is when people try to act like they know all about linux when they do not. No

Hacking peoples websites are all in fun, though. :p its not like you ruined anybodies lives or anything.


The thing is, you don't. There is many many ways of rooting, shells, webshell, local root exploits. But, I'm not going there. I am trying to show everyone that I have changed, and I am trying.

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