(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); I've thought of doing this for awhile, but never really got the initiative to. Thinking I will be trolled, made fund of or anything along the lines of that.

- Now bare with me, this takes balls to apologize to mass amounts of people who I may have hurt, made fund of or even "hacked". I want to make peace for myself, and with many other members. I hate getting hated on, and hating on others.

- I know I can be a bit of an asshole at times, but it's mostly out of fun and games. If you knew me, you'd know I've got a tiny temper, and I tend to feed trolls a lot. Which makes me an easy target for kids who like to troll.

- My goal when I first logged on NGU wasn't to become a moderator, even better staff. I never thought about it either, when everyone didn't want a staff spot. Back in '08, those were the good NGU days, even though my join date says '11, I've been here since '08. (Selena Gomez) When i joined the site, my first impression was; how can I help the site, how can I make it better. Which many and many members decided to help me and say the obvious. Post, so I did so. I quickly racked up 1000 posts in a few days, all good stuff though. After the good stuff came and left, a ton more members started to join and then the trolling began.

- NGU was my first vBulletin forum, believe it or not. When I saw all these unknown users being promoted to these colors I didn't recognize, I asked a few admins and they said Sectional Moderators. I was in shock, and wanted to get there. In order to get there, I needed some more experience with vBulletin. This is when SantaClawZ and Evan came into the picture. They asked me to join a site some of you may know --> ReversedGaming. I worked my ass off to get a staff spot, because there wasn't a ton of members and I thought I'd shine; which I did. They promoted me to Moderator and eventually Super mod. Which I was loving. I thought, now I am experienced with all this, I could take my knowledge and port it to NGU, and hopefully get acknowledged. Which, no, till this day it hasn't happened.

- I love the community and want to help out as much as I possibly can, I need to break peace with you guys. If I have ever messed with you, made fund of you, hated on you, hacked you. I want yo uto post and I will make an apology in the Multipage dedicated to you.

Thanks for reading, as I hope you fully have read it all. I :love: you guys.

All in all, I am super sorry to everyone, and hope you will forgive me. :muck:
[multipage= Apologies]


RUFFIN, I am sorry, sincerly. Firstly, I only hacked you're forum, I did it because you really pissed me off by saying some things, I am sorry but that's the only way I could get to you.
Hope you're over it and feel better.



Shooter, I don't know what sites, but I think you must have been committed to them, I am sorry for doing that, and hope the air is clear between us.


I was waiting for you to log on, and see this, so I could apologize.
You're site was PwnedGamers. When it got hacked, I had nothing to do with it until a friend messaged me on MSN and said "Hey, wanna hack DT's site?" I replied, sure why not. He gave me full access to the site. I uploaded a shell via ajax, and rooted. I got access, all I could do was really nothing. There was 2 domains.. :/ Predator decided to have fun and **** everything up, I didn't care, cause it wasn't my site.
Derek, I am sorry and hope the air between us is clean and clear. :love:


Sorry man, for whatever I've done.. But honestly I do NOT recall hacking that site.. It may have been a poser, as there has been many who have done so. Sorry man.
Hope to see us become friends in the future. :y:

Can you respond to my PM please

Sorry for off topic.

Thank you, I really do appreciate it.

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The Shoota, it's fixed. Check it.

I had actually read everything. But my point is .. If you honest care about making a legitimate apology, you should take the time out of your day to make that apology actually meaningful.

At least then your victims would feel at least you took your own time out for them to acknowledge them instead of waiting for them to be proactive to say that you did something wrong.

You have to realize that not all of your victims will be reading this thread.

I guess getting the balls to do this, getting all the things I have done in my past writing them out, taking two whole hours out of, yeah my day and pressed Submit. Guess what, you're the only hater here, honestly I don't care what you have to say, again, I have done nothing to you. Keep on trollin :y:. I've changed, and I know it, I don't need some 12 year old telling me different.

I'm not 12, thanks for being a hypocrite as you've commented on me being "Ignorant and Immature" yet you show yourself to be ignorant when you can't justify my age.

Another thing, if you can't even take a small 2 hours out of your time, regardless of how busy you may be - Then you honestly don't mean shit for this apology.

At least at the end of your thread, say that you cannot take your "precious" time to apologize individually by simply listing the websites/users you've hacked.

And once more, not even trolling.

I'm just questioning as to how much you even care about this "apology" of yours.

Here.

Do I know who I've hurt? No.
Can I make a list of no one .. No.

Until people start coming up and confronting me, the thread stays the same with the same old 12 year olds hating.

I don't really know you, but I can tell that you actually mean EVERYTHING you said. If I was one of your victims/enemies, I wouldn't be your bestfriend but I'd accept your apology and put every mistake to the side. Everyone makes mistakes, your only human, just learn from them and put your knowledge of computers to good use. Help out the forum, find some useful hacks. If I were you, that'd be my first task to reach out to the community. I applaud your thread and I'm glad you took the time to share your emotions. Takes a lot of man-power to do so. Good luck in the future.

Look mate, I can see you feel strongly about this, and you are obviously an intelligent guy, as you are putting time in to each one of your posts. However, he has made an apology to the people that have been hacked by him, as a general one. If he was to take the time to post every website he hacked then he will probably miss one out... and seriously, who keeps a record? Almost everyone here has accepted his apology and moved on, after all, this is only the internet, I certainly wouldn't lose sleep if I had been hacked.

Didn't you yourself mention that certain people pissed you off?

Couldn't you just PM them and link them over to this thread?

Also, I'm sorry for making it seem as if I'm "coming at you" - I'm honestly just questioning the worth of this apology.

I don't like apologies that seem to be false. Not saying yours is - As long as you're able to back yourself up, that's all that matters.

The fact that you're still replying back to me shows that you do care for your apology and value it, yet I wish to know more of it.