Post: My apologies, to all. ( My NGU story )
04-24-2011, 06:04 AM #1
Biz
I’m too L33T
(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); I've thought of doing this for awhile, but never really got the initiative to. Thinking I will be trolled, made fund of or anything along the lines of that.

- Now bare with me, this takes balls to apologize to mass amounts of people who I may have hurt, made fund of or even "hacked". I want to make peace for myself, and with many other members. I hate getting hated on, and hating on others.

- I know I can be a bit of an asshole at times, but it's mostly out of fun and games. If you knew me, you'd know I've got a tiny temper, and I tend to feed trolls a lot. Which makes me an easy target for kids who like to troll.

- My goal when I first logged on NGU wasn't to become a moderator, even better staff. I never thought about it either, when everyone didn't want a staff spot. Back in '08, those were the good NGU days, even though my join date says '11, I've been here since '08. (Selena Gomez) When i joined the site, my first impression was; how can I help the site, how can I make it better. Which many and many members decided to help me and say the obvious. Post, so I did so. I quickly racked up 1000 posts in a few days, all good stuff though. After the good stuff came and left, a ton more members started to join and then the trolling began.

- NGU was my first vBulletin forum, believe it or not. When I saw all these unknown users being promoted to these colors I didn't recognize, I asked a few admins and they said Sectional Moderators. I was in shock, and wanted to get there. In order to get there, I needed some more experience with vBulletin. This is when SantaClawZ and Evan came into the picture. They asked me to join a site some of you may know --> ReversedGaming. I worked my ass off to get a staff spot, because there wasn't a ton of members and I thought I'd shine; which I did. They promoted me to Moderator and eventually Super mod. Which I was loving. I thought, now I am experienced with all this, I could take my knowledge and port it to NGU, and hopefully get acknowledged. Which, no, till this day it hasn't happened.

- I love the community and want to help out as much as I possibly can, I need to break peace with you guys. If I have ever messed with you, made fund of you, hated on you, hacked you. I want yo uto post and I will make an apology in the Multipage dedicated to you.

Thanks for reading, as I hope you fully have read it all. I :love: you guys.

All in all, I am super sorry to everyone, and hope you will forgive me. :muck:
[multipage= Apologies]
Originally posted by RUFFINGUY View Post
I wonder who hacked my site and put all that bullshit on there.....


RUFFIN, I am sorry, sincerly. Firstly, I only hacked you're forum, I did it because you really pissed me off by saying some things, I am sorry but that's the only way I could get to you.
Hope you're over it and feel better.

Originally posted by The
You hacked a couple of sites I was a part of.


Shooter, I don't know what sites, but I think you must have been committed to them, I am sorry for doing that, and hope the air is clear between us.

Originally posted by DEREKTROTTER
I forgot you're message :confused:

I was waiting for you to log on, and see this, so I could apologize.
You're site was PwnedGamers. When it got hacked, I had nothing to do with it until a friend messaged me on MSN and said "Hey, wanna hack DT's site?" I replied, sure why not. He gave me full access to the site. I uploaded a shell via ajax, and rooted. I got access, all I could do was really nothing. There was 2 domains.. :/ Predator decided to have fun and **** everything up, I didn't care, cause it wasn't my site.
Derek, I am sorry and hope the air between us is clean and clear. :love:

Originally posted by The
Forgot you're message.

Sorry man, for whatever I've done.. But honestly I do NOT recall hacking that site.. It may have been a poser, as there has been many who have done so. Sorry man.
Hope to see us become friends in the future. :y:
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04-24-2011, 07:25 PM #29
NeedaLifeSoon
Retired Life
Damn that Ruffinguy for saying things to piss you off and putting you in a position that you feel compelled to apololgize. Especially over hacking a site that wasn't even his.
Everyone does deserve a second chance, But this thread is a little too public for my tastes.
And delibretly trying to destroy someone's site, because they said something to piss you off, is nearly unforgivable. Especially when you can't get the correct site to sabatoge, and you basically blame Ruffinguy for driving you to do it.
Time will tell if you have changed, but you have ruined your reputation with 2 user names now. You think they are going to let you strike out a third time?
04-24-2011, 07:31 PM #30
Mr. Star
< ^ > < ^ >
I respect you for apologizing to the site but since you haven't done anything to me, we're good. Awesome face
04-24-2011, 07:43 PM #31
Biz
I’m too L33T
Originally posted by NeedaLifeSoon View Post
Damn that Ruffinguy for saying things to piss you off and putting you in a position that you feel compelled to apololgize. Especially over hacking a site that wasn't even his.
Everyone does deserve a second chance, But this thread is a little too public for my tastes.
And delibretly trying to destroy someone's site, because they said something to piss you off, is nearly unforgivable. Especially when you can't get the correct site to sabatoge, and you basically blame Ruffinguy for driving you to do it.
Time will tell if you have changed, but you have ruined your reputation with 2 user names now. You think they are going to let you strike out a third time?


I got the site right, if you have the mouth to run. I can run mine as well, difference is.. I can back mine up. This is public because a lot of members would like to know. I asked for my Selena Gomez account to be banned, I don't have two strikes, nor do I have one. This was on my consent. I wanted this, I didn't do it for the members, I did it for myself.
Also, if it's too public for you, I'm pretty sure you didn't read it all.
04-24-2011, 07:54 PM #32
NeedaLifeSoon
Retired Life
Originally posted by Biz View Post
I got the site right, if you have the mouth to run. I can run mine as well, difference is.. I can back mine up. This is public because a lot of members would like to know. I asked for my Selena Gomez account to be banned, I don't have two strikes, nor do I have one. This was on my consent. I wanted this, I didn't do it for the members, I did it for myself.
Also, if it's too public for you, I'm pretty sure you didn't read it all.


You want to air you mistakes publicly than you can expect some replies you don't like.
I prefer to apologize personally to those I've offended and not give a history lesson of my internet experience and Moderator qualifications.
I've got nothing against you personally, but a thread like this raises questions about motives.
I Publicly apologize if my comments offend you and I do not say that for you but because it makes me feel better..:bye:
04-24-2011, 07:58 PM #33
Originally posted by Biz View Post
I've thought of doing this for awhile, but never really got the initiative to. Thinking I will be trolled, made fund of or anything along the lines of that.

- Now bare with me, this takes balls to apologize to mass amounts of people who I may have hurt, made fund of or even "hacked". I want to make peace for myself, and with many other members. I hate getting hated on, and hating on others.

- I know I can be a bit of an asshole at times, but it's mostly out of fun and games. If you knew me, you'd know I've got a tiny temper, and I tend to feed trolls a lot. Which makes me an easy target for kids who like to troll.

- My goal when I first logged on NGU wasn't to become a moderator, even better staff. I never thought about it either, when everyone didn't want a staff spot. Back in '08, those were the good NGU days, even though my join date says '11, I've been here since '08. (Selena Gomez) When i joined the site, my first impression was; how can I help the site, how can I make it better. Which many and many members decided to help me and say the obvious. Post, so I did so. I quickly racked up 1000 posts in a few days, all good stuff though. After the good stuff came and left, a ton more members started to join and then the trolling began.

- NGU was my first vBulletin forum, believe it or not. When I saw all these unknown users being promoted to these colors I didn't recognize, I asked a few admins and they said Sectional Moderators. I was in shock, and wanted to get there. In order to get there, I needed some more experience with vBulletin. This is when SantaClawZ and Evan came into the picture. They asked me to join a site some of you may know --> ReversedGaming. I worked my ass off to get a staff spot, because there wasn't a ton of members and I thought I'd shine; which I did. They promoted me to Moderator and eventually Super mod. Which I was loving. I thought, now I am experienced with all this, I could take my knowledge and port it to NGU, and hopefully get acknowledged. Which, no, till this day it hasn't happened.

- I love the community and want to help out as much as I possibly can, I need to break peace with you guys. If I have ever messed with you, made fund of you, hated on you, hacked you. I want yo uto post and I will make an apology in the Multipage dedicated to you.

Thanks for reading, as I hope you fully have read it all. I :love: you guys.

All in all, I am super sorry to everyone, and hope you will forgive me. :muck:
[multipage= Apologies]


RUFFIN, I am sorry, sincerly. Firstly, I only hacked you're forum, I did it because you really pissed me off by saying some things, I am sorry but that's the only way I could get to you.
Hope you're over it and feel better.


If you hacked people on ngu, I feel no sorrow for you.
04-24-2011, 08:09 PM #34
Sios
Banned
I like how the OP ignored my reply back.

Here's a repost incase you missed it bro.

Originally posted by Sios View Post
I didn't view this as an "apology" as much as it was as him wanting to become staff and feeling as he should make a "proper apology" just so that he could be accepted and perhaps vouched for staff position.

I call ****ing bullshit on this one for obvious reasons. Why tell us about your background staff position that you want?

Go into the actual apology and leave it at that.

Just a kid who's trying to gain back petty acceptance because he wants staff position is all.

Feel free to groan but if you re-read his shit again, you'd realize he's not really apologizing as much as he's talking about how he's going to achieve staff position.

Could've sworn title said, "My apologies, to all." not "My brief apology and my actual story on how I can gain your acceptance in hopes that I can be staff and what I did to hopefully acquire this position."

//Edit:

Why not try to do something about that temper of yours btw?
Why must you let it manifest you? You explained about your short temper but never said what you were going to do to resolve/fix that temper of yours.
Have you tried anger management classes? Have you tried yoga? Meditation?

Seriously, if you really want to apologize, you wouldn't go into how sorry you are as much as how you're going to try to change yourself for the better of the future so such an occurance will not happen.

Who wants a staff who's going to be short tempered and ban/infract every person they see because they got "trolled" ?

Grow up.
04-24-2011, 09:29 PM #35
Biz
I’m too L33T
Originally posted by Sios View Post
I like how the OP ignored my reply back.

Here's a repost incase you missed it bro.


I ignored it because the ignorance in the message. Questioning my apology because you feel a different way towards me. I couldn't care less what you think of me, nor will I ever. I am trying to make peace as I don't like trolls.. Like you're self. So please, piss off. Call bullshit, leave. I've done nothing to you.

Grow up.

---------- Post added at 01:26 PM ---------- Previous post was at 01:24 PM ----------

Originally posted by NeedaLifeSoon View Post
You want to air you mistakes publicly than you can expect some replies you don't like.
I prefer to apologize personally to those I've offended and not give a history lesson of my internet experience and Moderator qualifications.
I've got nothing against you personally, but a thread like this raises questions about motives.
I Publicly apologize if my comments offend you and I do not say that for you but because it makes me feel better..:bye:


Yeah, I'd rather everyone know that I am at least trying, than keep it between myself and the person. I'm very public, I don't hide much, if that's a problem.. No one is forcing you to reply back, just press that X button.

---------- Post added at 01:27 PM ---------- Previous post was at 01:26 PM ----------

Originally posted by OGx9 View Post
If you hacked people on ngu, I feel no sorrow for you.


When someone tends to run their mouth and spam their site on yours, you tend to take action, thus I did. It's not my fault.

---------- Post added at 01:29 PM ---------- Previous post was at 01:27 PM ----------

Originally posted by RGB
If you loved this forum, why would you hack members personal sites. :confused:

P.S. You're one of the reasons I use punBB Awesome face


It's either I hack you're most probably nulled site, or report you to the piracy agency and get you shut down and most likely fined. I enjoy to hack, something I find fun. If that's a problem, navigate to another forum software.

---------- Post added at 01:29 PM ---------- Previous post was at 01:29 PM ----------

Originally posted by RUFFINGUY View Post
I've never had a forum.

No

you hacked an empty site.


You shouldn't have said it was yours then.. :confused:
04-24-2011, 09:32 PM #36
Sios
Banned
Originally posted by Biz View Post
I ignored it because the ignorance in the message. Questioning my apology because you feel a different way towards me. I couldn't care less what you think of me, nor will I ever. I am trying to make peace as I don't like trolls.. Like you're self. So please, piss off. Call bullshit, leave. I've done nothing to you.

Grow up.


Not even trolling. Why didn't you care to explain yourself as to why you've decided to post about your staff history? You can answer that to your audience who seems to be quite infatuated with you but missed the big line over here.

Originally posted by another user


When someone tends to run their mouth and spam their site on yours, you tend to take action, thus I did. It's not my fault.


All you have to do ban them and their IP address.

Why act like a complete dick in which your "self-defense" action doesn't even justify the magnitude of what you caused him?
04-24-2011, 09:37 PM #37
Biz
I’m too L33T
Originally posted by Sios View Post
Not even trolling. Why didn't you care to explain yourself as to why you've decided to post about your staff history? You can answer that to your audience who seems to be quite infatuated with you but missed the big line over here.



All you have to do ban them and their IP address.

Why act like a complete dick in which your "self-defense" action doesn't even justify the magnitude of what you caused him?


If I didn't enlighten you by telling you my brief history, how would you know the rest of the story? Do stories write themselves? Start, middle and end. Imagine you wouldn't have a middle or and start. To add another fact, what moderator/staff have visited this thread and replied? None. I didn't force you to come read this, you came here on your OWN time, on YOUR choice. If you want to continue pissing at me, doesn't matter. Come back again.

Why would I IP ban them when I can do a whole lot more damage.. I hacked his/her site, leaked the database and had some fun, who amongst themselves can say they've done the same.

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