Post: My apologies, to all. ( My NGU story )
04-24-2011, 06:04 AM #1
Biz
I’m too L33T
(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); I've thought of doing this for awhile, but never really got the initiative to. Thinking I will be trolled, made fund of or anything along the lines of that.

- Now bare with me, this takes balls to apologize to mass amounts of people who I may have hurt, made fund of or even "hacked". I want to make peace for myself, and with many other members. I hate getting hated on, and hating on others.

- I know I can be a bit of an asshole at times, but it's mostly out of fun and games. If you knew me, you'd know I've got a tiny temper, and I tend to feed trolls a lot. Which makes me an easy target for kids who like to troll.

- My goal when I first logged on NGU wasn't to become a moderator, even better staff. I never thought about it either, when everyone didn't want a staff spot. Back in '08, those were the good NGU days, even though my join date says '11, I've been here since '08. (Selena Gomez) When i joined the site, my first impression was; how can I help the site, how can I make it better. Which many and many members decided to help me and say the obvious. Post, so I did so. I quickly racked up 1000 posts in a few days, all good stuff though. After the good stuff came and left, a ton more members started to join and then the trolling began.

- NGU was my first vBulletin forum, believe it or not. When I saw all these unknown users being promoted to these colors I didn't recognize, I asked a few admins and they said Sectional Moderators. I was in shock, and wanted to get there. In order to get there, I needed some more experience with vBulletin. This is when SantaClawZ and Evan came into the picture. They asked me to join a site some of you may know --> ReversedGaming. I worked my ass off to get a staff spot, because there wasn't a ton of members and I thought I'd shine; which I did. They promoted me to Moderator and eventually Super mod. Which I was loving. I thought, now I am experienced with all this, I could take my knowledge and port it to NGU, and hopefully get acknowledged. Which, no, till this day it hasn't happened.

- I love the community and want to help out as much as I possibly can, I need to break peace with you guys. If I have ever messed with you, made fund of you, hated on you, hacked you. I want yo uto post and I will make an apology in the Multipage dedicated to you.

Thanks for reading, as I hope you fully have read it all. I :love: you guys.

All in all, I am super sorry to everyone, and hope you will forgive me. :muck:
[multipage= Apologies]
Originally posted by RUFFINGUY View Post
I wonder who hacked my site and put all that bullshit on there.....


RUFFIN, I am sorry, sincerly. Firstly, I only hacked you're forum, I did it because you really pissed me off by saying some things, I am sorry but that's the only way I could get to you.
Hope you're over it and feel better.

Originally posted by The
You hacked a couple of sites I was a part of.


Shooter, I don't know what sites, but I think you must have been committed to them, I am sorry for doing that, and hope the air is clear between us.

Originally posted by DEREKTROTTER
I forgot you're message :confused:

I was waiting for you to log on, and see this, so I could apologize.
You're site was PwnedGamers. When it got hacked, I had nothing to do with it until a friend messaged me on MSN and said "Hey, wanna hack DT's site?" I replied, sure why not. He gave me full access to the site. I uploaded a shell via ajax, and rooted. I got access, all I could do was really nothing. There was 2 domains.. :/ Predator decided to have fun and **** everything up, I didn't care, cause it wasn't my site.
Derek, I am sorry and hope the air between us is clean and clear. :love:

Originally posted by The
Forgot you're message.

Sorry man, for whatever I've done.. But honestly I do NOT recall hacking that site.. It may have been a poser, as there has been many who have done so. Sorry man.
Hope to see us become friends in the future. :y:
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04-24-2011, 09:37 PM #38
<Jimbo>
</Jimbo>
Indeed... I can see why you find it fun! :p But you're being slightly contradictory in what you say! Awesome face And yes... I have moved onto punBB! Learn how to hack that and you can technically hack Facebook! :p

Originally posted by Biz View Post

It's either I hack you're most probably nulled site, or report you to the piracy agency and get you shut down and most likely fined. I enjoy to hack, something I find fun. If that's a problem, navigate to another forum software.
04-24-2011, 09:39 PM #39
Sios
Banned
Originally posted by Biz View Post
If I didn't enlighten you by telling you my brief history, how would you know the rest of the story? Do stories write themselves? Start, middle and end. Imagine you wouldn't have a middle or and start. To add another fact, what moderator/staff have visited this thread and replied? None. I didn't force you to come read this, you came here on your OWN time, on YOUR choice. If you want to continue pissing at me, doesn't matter. Come back again.

Why would I IP ban them when I can do a whole lot more damage.. I hacked his/her site, leaked the database and had some fun, who amongst themselves can say they've done the same.


So it seems as if you still enjoy when you carry out your vendetta.

If so this apology is shit, considering you didn't learn anything out the experience.

What's the point of an apology if you're only going to revert back to your old self?

For what? Sympathy points?
04-24-2011, 09:39 PM #40
Originally posted by Biz View Post
If I didn't enlighten you by telling you my brief history, how would you know the rest of the story? Do stories write themselves? Start, middle and end. Imagine you wouldn't have a middle or and start. To add another fact, what moderator/staff have visited this thread and replied? None. I didn't force you to come read this, you came here on your OWN time, on YOUR choice. If you want to continue pissing at me, doesn't matter. Come back again.

Why would I IP ban them when I can do a whole lot more damage.. I hacked his/her site, leaked the database and had some fun, who amongst themselves can say they've done the same.



You hacked a couple of sites I was a part of.
04-24-2011, 09:42 PM #41
Biz
I’m too L33T
Originally posted by RGB
Indeed... I can see why you find it fun! :p But you're being slightly contradictory in what you say! Awesome face And yes... I have moved onto punBB! Learn how to hack that and you can technically hack Facebook! :p


I am not contradicting myself, I am admitting I find pleasure in hacking sites not for fun, but for a reason. It IS fun to hack, when you do learn how.

I don't want to expand anything at the moment, still trying to change.

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Originally posted by Sios View Post
So it seems as if you still enjoy when you carry out your vendetta.

If so this apology is shit, considering you didn't learn anything out the experience.

What's the point of an apology if you're only going to revert back to your old self?

For what? Sympathy points?


I do enjoy it, and trust me if you were in my shoes, you'd feel the same. Until you've hacked as many sites as I have, then you can start talking back. This apology is for people I have hurt, offended hacked or whatever the case may be, you sir, are not one of them.

Who ever said I am going to change back into the old me? I am putting effort in changing, and it's pretty clear if you'd take the chance to know me, but no. You wouldn't take the time, you're to quick to judge.

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Originally posted by The
You hacked a couple of sites I was a part of.


Could I get the names, please.
04-24-2011, 09:45 PM #42
Originally posted by Biz View Post
I am not contradicting myself, I am admitting I find pleasure in hacking sites not for fun, but for a reason. It IS fun to hack, when you do learn how.

I don't want to expand anything at the moment, still trying to change.

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I do enjoy it, and trust me if you were in my shoes, you'd feel the same. Until you've hacked as many sites as I have, then you can start talking back. This apology is for people I have hurt, offended hacked or whatever the case may be, you sir, are not one of them.

Who ever said I am going to change back into the old me? I am putting effort in changing, and it's pretty clear if you'd take the chance to know me, but no. You wouldn't take the time, you're to quick to judge.

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Could I get the names, please.


Don't remember half of the names, but I remember your deface page with the big red "Biz" on it.
04-24-2011, 09:45 PM #43
<Jimbo>
</Jimbo>
D.W about it... I know you don't want my forgiveness! :p But I don't want to be an ass here with you, because when I think about it... Nothing you have done has 'directly' hurt me... Just helped me choose a less popular BB software! Awesome face

Originally posted by Biz View Post
I am not contradicting myself, I am admitting I find pleasure in hacking sites not for fun, but for a reason. It IS fun to hack, when you do learn how.

I don't want to expand anything at the moment, still trying to change.

04-24-2011, 09:45 PM #44
Sios
Banned
Originally posted by Biz View Post
I am not contradicting myself, I am admitting I find pleasure in hacking sites not for fun, but for a reason. It IS fun to hack, when you do learn how.

I don't want to expand anything at the moment, still trying to change.

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I do enjoy it, and trust me if you were in my shoes, you'd feel the same. Until you've hacked as many sites as I have, then you can start talking back. This apology is for people I have hurt, offended hacked or whatever the case may be, you sir, are not one of them.

Who ever said I am going to change back into the old me? I am putting effort in changing, and it's pretty clear if you'd take the chance to know me, but no. You wouldn't take the time, you're to quick to judge.

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Could I get the names, please.


Am I? You haven't really shown any proof that you are going to be changing in this "apology".

Also, instead of asking for names of the sites you've ****ed over - Why not just make a PUBLIC list of all the sites you've ****ed over.

You're creating a public apology, that's understandable - But for those who were actually hurt by you, why not make that list so at least they feel acknowledged.
04-24-2011, 09:49 PM #45
Biz
I’m too L33T
Originally posted by sios
Am I? You haven't really shown any proof that you are going to be changing in this "apology".

Also, instead of asking for names of the sites you've ****ed over - Why not just make a PUBLIC list of all the sites you've ****ed over.

You're creating a public apology, that's understandable - But for those who were actually hurt by you, why not make that list so at least they feel acknowledged.


I guess you didn't really read the thread. There is many upon many sites that I have done damage too, writing them out would be too long.

I have asked whomever I have hurt in anyway or shape to step forward, and guess what. Two people have, take a second and read the posts.

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Originally posted by RGB
D.W about it... I know you don't want my forgiveness! But I don't want to be an ass here with you, because when I think about it... Nothing you have done has 'directly' hurt me... Just helped me choose a less popular BB software!

Always good to revamp you're knowledge of forum softwares!
04-24-2011, 09:50 PM #46
Konsole
A.K.A Konsole
Biz, You've got balls to do this.
Not just to hid behind a apology thread, but to actually condemn your mistakes, Hats off to you.

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